Page 64 of As the Rain Falls (Sainte Madeleine #1)

My birthday ideas for Angie include: a heart-shaped necklace, books (But she doesn’t even read?), a new curler because her current one sucks…

Antony isn’t speaking to me anymore, and everything sucks.

I think he is still angry that I kissed another boy instead of him.

The only reason why I did that was because he wouldn’t kiss me.

I really, really wanted him to be the only one to ever kiss me.

Goals: find the perfect birthday gift for Angie and apologize to Tony.

I made Angelina cry today because I felt sad.

I get really angry sometimes because I feel like no one really knows me here.

Everything I say and do is wrong, and I worry that I am a bad person and a bad friend.

I don’t know why I feel this way, but it reminds me of my mom.

It’s sooo confusing… I didn’t even go out today.

Mom, Dad and Beckett are at this party, but I stayed home.

I’m just so sad.Sad and alone all the time.