Page 103 of As the Rain Falls (Sainte Madeleine #1)

I hate my dad. I just hate him. I hate what he does to Beckett. How he treats him. Today is my brother’s birthday, and he just ruined it. He ruins everything .

I hate that I feel like I am his daughter. Beckett never sounds like him but I always do. I just hate hate hate.

Everything. Every. Single. Thing.

I saw Antony kissing her under our tree. I am never ever going to forgive him for it!!!!

I hate him now, too.

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I had this weird dream where it wasn’t happening to her . It was happening to me instead. I had to watch it through the window all over again, and no one helped me when I screamed. It makes me want to kill myself, or kill him.

I know it’s not right to wish death on someone like that, but I don’t think it’s entirely bad if it’s him. He deserves it. Nathaniel Rivera deserves every single bad thing that’s coming for him and more.