Page 123 of As the Rain Falls (Sainte Madeleine #1)

I hate him so much.I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate them all. I don’t trust a single person in this town. Not even Beckett. I can’t. I can’t trust anyone. They’re all liars.Every. Single. One. Of. Them.

Antony says I’m making things harder for myself because I keep acting like a bitch. I told him he can go fuck himself. He went right back to her, even though he really wants me.

What if he doesn’t anymore?

This is becoming too complicated.

Maybe I should just get over him.

I love him. I love him too much. It hurts.

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I sometimes feel like I want to peel my skin off because I can’t take it anymore. Why am I always just sad and depressed when I have everything. I have everything I could ever want. I have no one to talk to.

No one believes me anymore. They all think I’m this stupid girl who doesn’t have a clue. But I saw him punch her in the face. I saw it happen. I saw everything, even if no one else did.