Page 26

Uncle Cedric finished and removed himself from mommy, as Uncle Troy and Uncle Daniel proceeded to tie her back with the ropes and tape.
He looked over his shoulder to me and smirked. I shook my head repeatedly, knowing that look. “It’s our golden baby’s turn.”
Jayden instinctively covered me with his body while crying, his body shaking from the tears. “Dad please, let’s not do this again. I don’t want us to do this to her again, please.”
“My son, you are naive. Why should I care about her when her dad doesn’t even care about her? She’s been here for three days, getting fucked and fucked, while he’s in God knows where receiving the videos and probably jerking off to it. Let him send my money and get his family.”
He hated daddy now. He hated his best friend and I didn’t know why. I could never hate my best friend, I could never hate Jayden. I would never do this to Jayden’s daughter if he ran with my money.
Jayden’s body warmed mine and I put my chin on his shoulder, but he was suddenly yanked from me and held down by one of his brothers, while he screamed.
“DAD NO, STOP THIS MADNESS PLEASE.”
Uncle Sam went first today. They didn’t bother to remove the tape from my mouth and I whined at the discomfort I felt. I didn’t like whatever was inside me. I was still so sore, but nobody was taking care of me.
I remembered I had unintentionally pooped the first time they did it to me, and that was the only time I was cleaned. Uncle Sam thrusted into me with no worry, forcing his way in, even as I clenched my inside and cried from the pain.
I didn’t know how painful death was, but I preferred it.
After he was done, he removed himself from me and Uncle Troy went after. Uncle Troy was the first son, and he was the first person to ever do it. I couldn’t help but think that if he had refused to do it, his brothers wouldn’t have done it either.
He had spoken in my ear about how he was happy to be the first, about how he would never be able to look at twelve-year-olds the same, and about how he would still find me and do it to me even after my daddy returned their money.
“So tight. God, I love a tight pussy.” He went faster, ignoring the fact that I was a twelve-year-old girl and he was a full grown twenty-three-year-old man.
My whines got louder with Jayden still screaming and begging for them to stop hurting me. They pushed him toward me as soon as his brother got up from me.
“Come on,” Uncle Cedric said, jerking his head toward me. “Do it son, do it.”
“No, no. I’m not doing this again, I don’t like it. Please stop this. She’s scared, she’s in pain, she’s hungry. Dad please, I’ll do anything you want. I’ll never get detention in school anymore, and I’ll never fight with my brothers anymore.”
I held my breath as he pushed a gun to my head and I squeezed my face in agony, my eyes were barely opening. I was so tired, so weak and so hungry.
“Open that zipper and fuck this girl right now before I burst her brain out.” Jayden stared up at his daddy as if seeing him for the first time.
He knew he would do it. He knew he would actually burst my brain out like he said, so he opened his zipper. He laid down on me and entered as slowly as he could. He wasn’t as big as his brothers, but it didn’t hurt any less.
He shut his eyes tightly like he had been doing for the past three days, and whispered apologies to me like he had been doing for the past three days.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, never forgive me, never ever forgive me. I’m useless, I couldn’t help you. You are my strong girl, right? Fight all of them, kill all of them, kill me too, I deserve it.” He whispered, going as slowly as he could.
I could never kill him, I could never ever hurt him. My tears wet his shoulder and his tears wet mine as he removed himself from me. We stared at each other for a while speaking with our eyes, before he stood up. Uncle Cedric clapped and sighed, his smile, a satisfied one. He held the video recorder and played it quickly before sending it to my daddy.
“Three is enough for baby Jordan today. I don’t think she can handle six. She looks like she will die some time soon and I need her alive for my money to arrive. This place stinks by the way, tell someone to clean them up.” He waved at his sons and they all left, closing the door behind them leaving my mom and I in the darkness again.
PRESENT
I got up from the bed to seemytwo annoying creatures in front of me.
One of them was smiling while holding a tray, while the other one was arranging my drawer to drop a… another tray?
“What?” I snapped, glaring at them. I swore I didn’t have time and strength for drama.
“Don’t give me that look, Lexi. Get up, it’s time to eat.” Ariana said and I scrunched my face in confusion.
What went on in this girl’s mind that caused her to act like this?
“I’m not in the mood, Ari. Go outside. I’ll come to you when I feel a little better,” I said as softly as I could, but it came out as a warning.