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I sighed and pointed at my shampoo, which he happily took from the shelf. He pressed the vanilla scented soap on his palm and massaged my scalp. I closed my eyes at the feeling. The only person to ever wash my hair was my dad.
My mind went back to the statement Sam almost made,‘maybe he did it and found out you weren’t his daughter, maybe that was why he stole the money and didn’t care about you.’What if, just what if that was what happened.
The water washed the soap off my hair, then Jayden took a sniff. “I like the way your hair smells.” He hugged my waist from the back and the water rained on both of us.
I didn’t want to push him. I wanted him to hold me and I wanted the world to stop so we could stay like that forever. For the first time, I wanted to run, I wanted to hide, and I wanted to stop, but it was something that couldn’t happen.
At least not now.
“What I wouldn’t do to let time stop here,” he muttered with his chin resting on my head. That was exactly what I was just thinking too.
I guessed we still wanted the same thing, each other.
I turned to him and he looked at me with a smile. He was such a sunshine, every part of his life was full of light, while mine was so dark that I feared I would pull him into my darkness and scar him for life. Before I could stop myself —no, I did it all by myself, I kissed him.
He immediately took over the kiss and I wasn’t mad at him. For once in my life, I wanted to act the way a girlfriend would act with her boyfriend. I wanted to pretend we were in a relationship, just like we were in my dream.
He sucked on my lower lip until it was swollen, before he went down on his knee. “You are always going down on your knees. Isn’t that taking a toll on your male ego?” I taunted and he looked up at me with a smug smirk on his face.
“I will never hesitate to go down on my knees for you, Flower. You just have to say the words and I’ll fall at your feet every time.”
He placed one of my legs on his shoulder and sucked on my clit. I moaned his name and he hummed back, sending shivers through my body. He sucked on it, pushing two fingers inside me and I moaned at the pleasure he was giving me. My boyfriend.
I gripped the tap handle and rode his face, shuddering uncontrollably. “Fuck, oh fuck.” My peak bursted as he gently dropped my leg and held me closer to himself to stabilize me.
He immediately wrapped my legs around his waist and thrusted into me again, taking my lips into his mouth. I kissed him back with the same urgency, moans falling off my mouth as I shut my eyes, feeling him fill me over and over again.
We groaned as I came again. He came after me a couple of seconds later, fucking me through our orgasms.
Lips on each other, pleasure meeting pleasure, skin slapping against skin, water running down our bodies, he confessed for the thousandth time since we met.
“I love you so much, Flower. I love youtoomuch. I want to be the only one in your life, I want you to see me. Who am I if I’m not seen through your eyes? I’m nothing.”
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JAYDEN
Ifelt movement, the mattress dipping beside me. I groaned softly as I opened my eyes to see Jordan’s head and palm on my chest, and I wrapped my arms around her like she would run away if I let her go for a second.
I was scared of what she would do or say if she woke up because she was pretty moody, neutral one time and harsh the second. I was so happy with all that happened the night before and even though I couldn’t get her to run away with me like I had originally planned, I had a great time with her.
I even washed her hair, that was something I never thought would happen.
She moved beside me and I sucked in breaths. I immediately released the pressure of my arms around her and closed my eyes. I felt her hand on the blanket and I pretended to be waking up for the first time.
“Good morning, Flower.” Of course she didn’t reply, didn’t even look at me as she tried to get off the bed. It was a wrong move, but yes I held her hand. She snapped her head to me and I almost let go of the hand, emphasis on the almost.
“What now?” She sighed out, sounding utterly exhausted and I contemplated letting her be.
“You didn’t reply to my greeting,” I responded. She scoffed and removed her hand from mine before getting up to go into the bathroom.
I knew she’d be moody.
I stood up and went after her, holding the bathroom door before she could close it. “I have something to tell you.” Did I?
“Okay?”
“Wow, that was easy.” She stared dryly. Fuck, her bored look was really hot and I almost kissed her, but I didn’t, because I valued my life. “Um, go out with me today please.”