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“Oh Fuck. Oh Fuck. Oh Fuck.” I screamed out as my pleasure peak burst and he grunted, feeling my come all over his dick. His thrust started to get slower, showing that he was coming soon too.
“Come for me,” I urged. He continued to ram into me, fucking me through my orgasm while chasing his, but I didn’t mind. He lifted my leg up and after three deep thrusts, I felt him come into the condom.
“Oh I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” he repeatedly muttered while getting down from his high and I stared at him in shock. He didn’t stop saying he was sorry as he came down from his high and I wondered what he was apologizing for. He had a condom on so he couldn’t possibly be apologizing for coming into me.
Then what was he apologizing for?
He finished into the condom and after a couple more thrusts, he removed himself from me, causing me to clench around the air. He chuckled and kissed me which I returned back immediately. He fell beside me with a soft groan.
He looked oblivious to the fact that he just apologized, or maybe he knew and decided to pretend. I couldn’t tell. “That was amazing, even more amazing than I thought.”
He removed his condom and threw it into the wastebasket beside the bed. I sighed in satisfaction as I stretched my body. He winked at me and I rolled my eyes in response.
I stood and picked up my dress. He raised his eyebrow at me. “What are you doing?”
“Leaving,” I shrugged.
“It’s two in the morning. You can sleep over and leave early in the morning, I don’t mind. And besides, I didn’t think we were done.”
It wasn’t like I was worried about Ariana and Kendal. It was not the first time I was leaving them alone in the house. Nothing was going to happen to them, it was just…
Just stay, Jordan. You also don’t want to leave yet.
That stupid voice in my head said and I shook my head to clear her out.
I heard my phone beep. Dee and I both looked at the table before I picked it up to see a message.
Chan
I got the pictures honey. Tomorrow 8 o’clock.
I dropped my dress and switched off my phone, returning back to the bed. “Why do you have bandages on both hands?” He turned to me with a smile.
His voice was curious, not judging.
“Why don’t you mind your business?”
“Oh feisty.” He climbed back on me, resting his weight on his arm. “Didn’t I just pin you to my bed a couple of minutes ago?” He asked silky in his deep voice and I twisted my mouth to stop myself from smiling.
“You did? I don’t remember.”
His eyes darkened and he held both of my hands, pinning them above my head. “Let’s remind you, shall we?” I winced from the pain in my arm and he immediately loosened his hold, his face wearing a sorry look. He didn’t need to, the pain was just doing its job –reminding me of my pain and mission.
I pushed him off me, and he looked at me in both shock and amusement. I straddled him and he chuckled. “Okay then, take control.”
In the morning, I resume my mission. Now I have fun.
I thought to myself as I lowered myself on him and closed my eyes as we fell back into the pit of sin.
4
ALEXIS
What did I do?
How could I do this? How could I be such a fool to let some minutes of pleasure do this to me? How could I… how could I do this to myself?
I had a panic attack today, after so long, and I didn’t even care. I just wanted to die. I didn’t know what the world wanted from me at this point. How could I let this happen?