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Story: His Lucky Blessing
I stuck between a rock and a hard place.
My heart was in war with my mind. People may have thought I was crazy for loving Blessyn, but I couldn’t help how I felt.
After tonight, I knew this was it for us.
As I sat with my son on my chest and my head resting on the back of the sofa, this was going to be the last time I would be able to enjoy this moment.
I said some hurtful shit to Blessyn, and I wasn’t expecting her to forgive me for it.
My phone started buzzing on the side of me.
It was Perc letting me know that the set up was ready and he was waiting on me to give him the word.
I just needed more time to clear my head.
My son was the only peace I had in my life and just listening to him breath calmed my storm.
I could hear Blessyn shuffling around on the other side of her door.
I sent Perc a text and got up off the sofa and knocked on the bedroom door.
She popped the door open with an attitude.
“I need to lay him down so I can go.”
“Give him here, I can do it.”
“Fuck, can I lay my son down and kiss him before I go?”
She stepped aside and let me in. Pulling the cover back, I laid him down softly and kissed his cheek.
This could possibly be the last time I saw him.
Depending on how this shit went down with my pops, I wasn’t sure if I would see either of them again.
Blessyn stood on the other side of the bed staring at me.
“My bad about earlier. I’m a lil’ in my feelings. If shit worked out, I was going to ask you to be my wife again. It may be best we don’t do that shit, huh.”
“You made the decision so I’mma rock with it.”
“I don’t wanna let you go but we just not vibin’ right now.”
I was going to regret this shit, and I could feel it.
It was something about her that I couldn’t let go of.
Not only was she a damn good mother to my son but she had the capacity to love me like I wanted if she let her guard down.
We didn’t start having issues until my secret came out.
If it never came out, we would be happy.
I didn’t blame her for hating me. I walked around to the other side of the bed.
“I know you hurt. I fucked up a lot of shit between us, but I never stopped loving you.
Never did shit to hurt you, not intentionally.
If this is the last time I get to be ‘round you, I wanna tell you I appreciate you carrying my children. I doubt another woman will be able to do that. I gotta a lot of shit going on. My baby mama trying to stop me from being in my son’s life.
Now me and you beefing which is really taking a toll on me ‘cause you supposed to be my person to lean on.”
“Lucky, I don’t know what you want me to do. I softened up and it still wasn’t enough. Can we just be friends for our son? I don’t want to beef. Let’s just move on.”
I raised her chin so I could kiss her. It was the wrong move, but I had to.
Blessyn made a nigga's heart skip a beat when our skin touched.
I wrapped my hands around her waist and pulled her in closer to me.
I loved when she wore her short blonde hair out instead of a wig.
It always brought out her beautiful face structure.
“Stop, Lucky.”
“Just one last time. I may not ever get this moment again. We argued but that doesn’t mean I don’t love you.”
“I can’t. It’s only going to make things between us complicated, and I don’t want to do that. It’s just best you leave.”
“All I wanted was a lil’ trust. I don’t ask for much. I’mma get out of here though. Maybe we can link up and take him to the park or something.”
I didn’t tell her that tonight I was going to kill the man that gave me life. Kissing her one more time, she pushed me off. I looked at my son and left them in the bedroom. I grabbed my keys and phone and headed to Perc’s house.
“You aight?” Perc asked as we loaded our guns.
“Yeah.”
“Nigga, I know you lovesick and shit, but I need you to fuckin’ focus.
Don’t let shit he say to you stop you from killing him.
If you don’t, I won’t hesitate to kill his ass myself.
I don’t give a fuck ‘bout the nigga. Pussy ass nigga killed my mama, tried to kill you, Blessyn and Merci. Wonder why he never tried me?”
“I guess that’s something you need to ask him when we get to him. Nigga house laid as fuck.”
“Yeah, he really went all out. He got a bitch laid up in there with him.”
“Yeah, I know. I paid her,” I told Perc.
Perc looked over at me and smiled. “I swear you be ahead of the game.”
“I put her on him right after I killed Khi auntie. The nigga weakness is pussy. She’s young so she was willing to do whatever for her bag.
I paid her and I’m sure she been in his pockets too.
He should be sleep. I gave her two pills to give him.
It will slow his heart down. He won’t have the energy to fight back. ”
“We gotta move smart. The nigga got neighbors, and we don’t know if any of them have cameras or if they are woke.”
“I say we wait a few more hours. You know muthafucka’s wake up before the sun up to walk them ugly ass dogs and shit. It’s one, let’s move at three.”
We both sat back ready to make a move at any moment.
I played around on my phone, but my mind was on Blessyn.
Wondering was she thinking about me or was she laying there not even thinking about me.
Around this time, Kani was usually up for a quick feeding.
I was about to text her, but Perc stopped me.
“Nigga, focus. Leave that damn girl alone. When this shit over, if you want her then work it out.”
When the clock in the car hit three, we climbed out of the car and headed to the back door that was supposed to be unlocked for us.
With our guns cocked, we climbed the stairs to his bedroom.
I pushed the bedroom door open with my gun trained at the bed, but the bitch was empty.
It was made up like they hadn’t been home in a while.
“Check the other rooms,” I whispered.
The house was empty. I pulled my phone out to send the bitch a text. She played me and now she was going to have to pay for it.
“Let’s go.”
“We gotta get that nigga. You think ol’ girl told him?”
“It’s a possibility but I’ll deal with her. Let’s just sleep and reset.”
I was frustrated as fuck. Once I got him off the streets, I could move on with my life.
I checked into my room which was only a few doors down from Blessyn and my son.
It was for our protection. I wasn’t about to just put them up in a room and I didn’t know where my pops were lurking.
I didn’t even make it to the bed. The sofa was the closest thing for me to crash on.
The next morning, I woke up around nine and hopped in the shower.
After I brushed my teeth, I ordered breakfast. As I opened the door to retrieve my food, I noticed the cleaning lady down at Blessyn room.
I sat the food down in my room and walked down there.
I would’ve left her alone, but she was cleaning that bitch like it was empty.
“Where the lady that was in this room?”
“The one with the cute baby? She left a few minutes ago.”
“A few minutes ago? She not coming back?”
“No, she checked out.”
I rushed back to my room to call her. She didn’t mention shit to me last night about leaving. I paced the floor waiting on her to answer her phone.
“Hello.”
“Where you at?”
“Can I call you back? I’m trying to get your son in the car and he cranky.”
“You still at the hotel?”
“I’m in the garage.”
“Stay there then. I’m on the way.”
I threw my clothes on and took the elevator down to the garage.
It took me a little minute to find her car.
She was about to leave and not tell me. Then I thought about the shit, she didn’t owe me a fuck thing.
She rolled the window down and waited on me to say something but what the fuck was I supposed to say?
“Where you headed?”
“Not that it matters but I found a condo. I wasn’t supposed to move in until the end of the week, but they called this morning and told me I was free to move in. I’m about to go and find us some furniture.”
“You weren’t going to tell me?”
“For what?” She looked me up and down.
“You right. You right,” I backed away from the car.
“You made it this way. I can’t sit around and wait for a nigga to take care of me and my son. I’ve done it before so I’m holding my head up and doing it on my own.”
I bit down on my bottom lip and nodded at her. That was Blessyn that I hated, it was okay to be independent, but she had a problem with being a little too damn independent. I was still willing to do whatever I needed to do for her because she had my son. She backed away and left.
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