“Been awhile since I’ve been in one of these,” Axel said as he strolled inside the door. It looked much like Shaun’s place, but bigger. As we went through the open plan living area, we looked down the long corridor.

“Lucky you,” Ethan said, peering inside a bedroom.

They seemed much the same, except for the one right down the end.

This was obviously the master, as a massive bed spanned the entire back wall, along with a wardrobe, some bedside tables, and…

supplies. “Well, well,” he said, opening a drawer, then another, pulling out vibes, dildos, lube, anal beads, all still in their packaging.

He tossed them on the bed, a veritable cornucopia of sexual aids.

Ethan looked back at me, a small smile forming.

“Looks like they wanted to make sure you had fun.”

“And us too.” Axel pulled out a cock sleeve, measuring the internal diameter with his fingers before tossing it back.

Then he flopped down on the bed, dislodging sex toys left and right, looking like some kind of male centrefold with that bare chest on display.

“So how we gonna do this?” He scratched at his beard, then ran a hand across his abs, smiling when he caught my attention.

“Heads are cool…well, cooler.” A little flex of his groin made it apparent whatever fires we’d fuelled, they weren’t entirely out.

“Come here, greedy girl. Tell me all your hot little dreams, and we’ll see about fulfilling them. ”

There was something deceptively lazy about him right now, like afterglow had put the predator into a good mood while his belly was full.

When he reached a hand out for me, I found myself smiling and stepping forward.

Why wouldn’t I? He was smoking hot, promised to respect my boundaries, and besides, I didn’t need to go any further than I wished.

How far was something I wondered about when our hands connected.

Seeing him, his cock, with Ethan, they were like gut punches, driving the air out of my lungs, but from hot, hot lust rather than pain, and when we touched, I felt a little sizzle of sensation, something he seemed to get as well.

His fingers tightened and he drew me down onto the bed, where I was forced to clamber over dildos and his legs to get to the empty other side.

He rolled over instantly, partially blocking the sight of the other guys out, making my focus only him.

For a moment, he just stared, his eyes dropping down to look at my lips, then up and back down again.

When I went to look past him, he shook his head.

“Just give me this, just for a moment.” Axel’s voice was soft, gentle. “You don’t have to give me anything else, just your attention, just for a minute.”

When I stayed staring at him, I was rewarded by a broad smile, and that was pure fucking catnip, wasn’t it?

Intellectually, I knew I should be flattered that a guy that looked like him was that intent on capturing my attention, but fuck me if a little queen didn’t live inside me, tapping her sceptre on the floor and demanding her due. He nodded slowly, studying my face.

“Tell me, why did you chose me?” he asked. “There were all those blokes there, dying for just a second of your time. Why me?”

I looked away, letting my eyes trail down his body, which was reason enough really.

He was massive, big slabs of muscle, and the definition was insane.

Medical students would have pored over his frame, learning each discrete group with ease, but when I reached out, it was for entirely different reasons.

I felt it, his hot, hot skin, for just a second, and then his hand covered mine.

He held it against his chest, not tight, so I could’ve pulled away at any time, but I didn’t.

I didn’t want to. I let my thumb brush back and forth within that limited range and then replied to his question.

“You’re really tall, really big…in more ways than one.” His grin widened as my eyes slid down. But they came back up again. “I’m guessing there’s no shortage of big, beautiful men with massive dicks in this town.”

“Doc Hobbes calls it the peacock gene,” Shaun said, appearing by the side of the bed. “Thinks that women have been mating men with certain traits, which results in…”

I wanted to listen to more of that, look at this man, the one my Tirian was convinced was my mate.

One of them , she assured me.

But Axel had asked me for my attention, and he’d get it. I felt bold, pulling my hand out of his grip, then brushing the pads of my fingers across his full bottom lip. Just as I thought, they felt plush as satin.

“So if there’s no shortage, any of you would do.

” I reached down between us, pulling out a big floppy silicon dong.

“Or this could.” I tossed it over my shoulder to the sounds of the men’s snorts.

“So why you?” I looked beyond Axel to the others.

“Why any of you?” I let out a sigh, the breath hissing out for what felt like an age, and Axel’s arm went around me, scooping me in and holding me close until I went limp against him. That made this easier to say.

“I’ve been on my own for most of my heats. Sometimes, I’ve found human men raring to go, but they get… They get mean if you make them feel small. Because they are, because they can’t keep up, because I needed…”

“More.” Axel finished for me. “You needed more. Of course you did. And what’s wrong with that?”

“Nothing.” My voice was a low growl now.

“Why do I have to make myself small so they don’t?

Why do I have to hold myself back? I didn’t want to take anything that wasn’t on offer, but it was worse.

They had to preserve this sense of who they are, what they are.

They were the virile sexy ones, and I was supposed to be the receptive maiden.

Fuck that! I wanted, needed… Fuck, I deserve more. ”

“There it is,” Axel said encouragingly. “That’s the girl I saw.”

“And that’s why I chose you.” I looked up shyly.

“You seemed to see that and think it was a good thing. That’s what I want, what I need, what I deserve.

” I looked past his shoulder at the other two.

“If you want to stay here, I’m not asking you to put aside your preferences or needs, but I don’t want to put aside mine either.

I want to be free to explore with anyone who’s willing.

I don’t want to stop until I’ve had enough.

For once, I want to feel completely and utterly satisfied. ”

Low groans filled the room as Axel’s arms went around me, drawing me in and holding me tight. Right now, I didn’t want to be anywhere else but here, my body swallowed up by his huge one. I let out a long breath, then another.

“That’s it,” Axel said gently. “Just keep exhaling.” His hand slid down my spine, moving up and down.

“I think we can leave them alone for now,” Shaun said to Ethan. “I’m gonna whip her up some food. I don’t think she’s eaten a thing since last night.”

“I’ll give you a hand.”

Then a quiet fell over the room, compounded by the click of the door, resulting in the two of us pulling apart slightly.

“How are you feeling?” Axel asked. “Are you OK? Is this enough?”

This was asked in a gentle, conciliatory way, but when I answered, that changed swiftly into something devilish.

“No,” I replied. “It’s not.” I moved in closer so I could feel the heat of his skin, the play of his breath. “Tell me I can have more.”

“More? Fuck, girl, you can have any damn thing you want. You’d have to be pretty fucking depraved to hear me say no. Take, love. Take what you want, and if I’m not into it, I’ll tell you.”

That made me slightly reticent, but that offer soon pushed any inhibitions away. I was back to being the girl in the candy store, and someone had just given me a bucket to fill as I liked, then gorge on until I was sick.

So gorge I did. I darted closer, then stopped, my eyes tracing the line of his lips until my tongue did, testing those soft surfaces before moving in again.

His mouth parted, letting mine in, a little moan making sure I knew how he felt about that, and I couldn’t help but agree.

A hand came up slowly to cradle my head, and as I pressed my body in closer, the other slid down my spine, moulding me to his body.

“Yes, that,” I murmured, breaking away for a second, but his lips were like double stuffed Oreos—just one kiss was never going to be enough.

A strong thigh hooked over my hips, holding me in close as his body pressed down against mine, letting me know the anaconda had risen again.

I shoved him backwards, his eyes going wide, perhaps because several plastic packages were shoving into his spine. “Maybe we should clear the bed first.”

“Nothing here that tickles your fancy?” He pulled out a string of anal beads and swirled them around on his finger.

“Nothing here that tickles yours?” I countered. “I gotta admit, I’m disappointed my faithful Hitachi didn’t make it on the Sanctuary wish list. Like, damn…”

“Damn indeed. I’ve played with one. Bloody near blew my head off. We could rest one between us, while you straddle me and rub your little clit…”

I removed what packages I could, then did just that, spreading my legs either side of his hips. I had to admit, that tension in my thighs did great things to my clit, making it throb anew.

“What?” I asked, lowering myself down until my cloth covered cunt was right over the ridge of his cock. “Like this?”

“Oh fuck!” he yelped, his hands snapping down around my hips. “Yeah, just like that. Little fucking circles…” I moved my body in response to his directions, the tendons in his neck popping. “That get bigger and harder, until you’re grinding the fucking thing into me.”

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