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I chuckled to myself and continued folding my clothes, though it was mostly for show. Normally, I’d be tossing everything in here without a second thought, but since Ledger brought me most of these clothes—well, Stassi picked them out—I was being a bit more careful.

I sighed, letting the smile stay plastered on my face, because this was perfect. We may not have had a plan for what would happen next, but Ledger promised when we got back to Chicago we had a couple more days of his vacation before he had to go back to practice.

I was okay because even though it had been difficult to share that part of my life, it was like I was giving him everything—every piece of me was his to hold.

I stuffed the underwear into the side pocket, then pulled out a sleek gray package. It was wrapped with a white ribbon and was the size of a shirt box. “Where the heck did you come from?” I said as I pulled the ribbon.

The shower started and I swore I heard a faint laugh, but I was too determined to get the box open. There was a small white notecard on it with the same familiar writing from when Ledger left me a note at the hotel.

My last favorite.

My favorite person wearing my favorite color.

Come play with me.

XX Ledger

The corner of my lip twisted into a sly grin as I pushed the white tissue paper aside. There was a bright-red piece of lingerie.

It was unlike anything I had ever worn before. Delicate red lace adorned with intricate floral patterns covered all the parts I preferred to keep concealed. The bra was perfectly sized, like all the other clothes in my bag, and an additional piece seemed to wrap around the stomach, connecting to delicate lace straps that extended over my thighs. Completing the ensemble was a matching red lace thong.

“Ledger,” I whispered under my breath, hesitant to let him hear, but life was about embracing new experiences. If this trip had taught me anything, it was that I wanted to bare everything for him. The hesitation to reveal my body, with all its perceived imperfections, was just another part of fully giving myself to him.

I quickly got out of my regular clothes and threw my bag down onto the ground while also pulling out my favorite rose toy I had packed when I thought I was going over to Ledger’s. I wanted to try it with him but hadn’t been confident enough to bring it out on our trip yet. If he would make me wear this lingerie, then I’d bring out the matching red sex toy to play with too.

It took me a moment to get it all situated on my body, but I slowly walked over to the floor-to-ceiling mirror across from the bathroom of our suite. I took myself in and realized how good I looked. The lace lay subtly over my skin, the bright-red color popped with the bright blue of my eyes. The bra held my breasts in while showing them off, letting my cleavage spill. I ran my hand down my body and relished in how…sexyI looked.

I’d never imagined myself as attractive. Austin’s old teammates would call me a MILF because of how young I was, but I never felt hot. My mother always commented on my weight, telling me it had been eighteen years and I still hadn’t lost my baby weight. I was short, curvy, and my hair was wild, so I was different looking, but Ledger made me feel like I was his favorite dessert.

I took a deep breath, turned around, and opened the door without a second thought. He’d heard me come in, but the entire room was full of steam.

“Ledger?” I squeaked out.

“You found me.” His voice was deep and rattled in the quiet space. The carnal need filled the room, and without seeing him, I could sense his desire.

He pulled the shower curtain, and his hair was floppy in front of his face. His chest was chiseled, and as my eyes traveled down to his cock, I found it swollen and eager.

He got out of the shower, and I backed up, the bathroom suddenly feeling significantly smaller. What I didn’t check was whether the door was open or not, because though the room felt smaller, it wasn’t from fear—it was the tension between us that I wanted to fuck out of him.

“You…” His eyes soaked me in. From the lighting in the room or his half-hooded eyes, the amber color in his irises was deep. “Sunshine. I love the color red.”

He took a few steps toward me, and I backed into the hallway. He was still soaking wet from the shower, not having bothered to towel off.

“You’re soaked.” I half laughed, but it came out breathier than I’d intended.

“I bet you are too,” he murmured.

“Wait.” I stopped him as we got back to our bed. He was still stalking toward me, and I had to slam my hands against his chest to make him stop. He was wild. His grin spread as his dimples shone brightly.

“I brought something with me. I didn’t know where we were going, but I wanted to…show it to you.” I turned around, willing the redness not to come to my cheeks.

This was Ledger. I had shared the deepest parts of myself with him. I cleared my throat before turning back around and grabbing the toy from the bed. “I brought one of my favorite things too.”

He paused, looking at the red device in my hand that was shaped like a rose with a large opening in the middle with a little tongue. When it hit my sensitive clit, I could orgasm within minutes. A devious grin spread along his lips when he realized what it was.

“Did you bring this for me?” he asked slyly.

I chuckled. “I couldn’t let you have all the fun with your game of favorites.”

“Sunshine,” he drawled, letting my nickname fall from his tongue.

“It matches…unintentionally,” I said, holding it up next to my chest. My heartbeat quickened in anticipation of what would happen.

“Get on the bed, spread your legs open, and let your knees fall.”

I moaned, following his directions.

“You’re such a good listener.” He continued to praise, repeating what a good girl I was, as I hopped onto the white comforter, spreading my legs open. For him. Because fuck, I’d do anything for him, especially when I was wet and aching to be touched. Yet, I was conscious the underwear he’d gotten had a hole in the middle of it, so my entire?—

“Pretty pink pussy,” he groaned. I was completely on display for him the moment my legs opened.

“Show me how you’d use it. Just like when you fucked the skate guard.” Ledger dropped down to his knees and positioned himself right between them. “Put your feet on my shoulders for support.”

I obliged, gently putting the balls of my feet on top of his shoulders, painfully aware of the fact that his face had a front-row view of me touching myself.

“Turn it on,” he instructed. I was leaking onto the bed when I shifted to fit the rose onto my clit.

I held the button down, and as the toy came to life, a buzzing noise filled the silence. As if the anticipation itself was a turn-on, I let out a raspy moan.

“I love the way you sound when you’re in this position.” Ledger was practically salivating when I looked down, his face right there as he peppered the side of my thighs with soft kisses.

“I know.” I sighed. “I’m so loud. I’ll try to keep it down.”

He stopped, grabbing my thighs, and my attention darted toward his eyes. “No.” His demand was raw, exuding an appetite of desire. “I love the way you beg for me.”

My lips curled into a wry grin as I held the buzzing toy against my folds. I positioned the rose-shaped tip right against my clit, pressing it beneath my outer lips. I had to throw my hands back for balance, my toes digging into Ledger’s shoulders. The way my underwear was positioned helped hold the toy in place, allowing it to suck me in just right.

“Ledger,” I cried, holding myself steady with one hand and bringing another up to my nipples, tugging at them.

“Yes, baby. Look at the way that pussy responds. She is such a good girl, just like you.”

I didn’t care that he watched as the toy sucked me, pressing into my clit.

“Tell me what you think about when your toy is making you drip.” He groaned as he grabbed my thighs a little tighter.

“I think about you, Ledger.” My tone was a breathless whisper. “I think of the way your cock feels inside my mouth. I think of the way you taught me how to make you feel good.” I groaned in delirium, a combination of imagining what I was speaking and looking at the hungry man beneath my thighs.

“Ledger,” I cried. “Let me touch you.”

“God. Fuck. Yes.” He got up, and I held the toy in place as he adjusted. His knees straddled my face as he lowered down so his throbbing cock was above my mouth. “Open wide so I can fuck your throat until you’re completely stuffed.”

I opened my jaw as wide as I could, like he’d taught me, then he lowered so that his cock was at my entrance. The toy was rubbing at my clit, and I knew I didn’t have much longer with the way the pressure was building in my core.

“Fuck my mouth, Ledger.” I paused as he tried to gently go down. “Now.”

“Yes, ma’am.” Ledger let out a raspy chuckle before dropping his entire lower body down, his cock going deep in my throat. At this position, he hit the back of my throat. Ledger grabbed a pillow, putting it under my head to give me the ability to suck him off easier. My hand went to his balls, cupping them and squeezing slightly as he fucked my mouth deeply.

“Such a good girl.” The buzzing of the vibrator mixed with the slopping of my mouth against his cock slicked with his precum was almost too much for me. The moment I reached down to adjust it, I could feel the sensitivity against my clit once more and I was on the edge of an orgasm.

“Are you there?” Ledger asked, pulling out so I could respond.

“Yes. God. Fuck.”

“There’s no God in this room, Sunshine. Only me.” He winked at me before reaching behind him and ripping the rose toy off my clit. I thrust upward because I was so close. I was fucking right there and having it taken away from me felt like a bad fucking joke.

“Ledger,” I cried, realizing I couldn’t go anywhere. “Please.”

He grabbed me by my waist, and in one move, he flipped us so I was on top of him.

“Get on, Auburn. I want your pussy to tighten around my cock. I want your cum leaking out of you and dripping on me.”

“You. Are. So. Big.” I could barely breathe.

He huffed out a laugh. “Don’t stroke my ego too much.”

He grabbed my hands, and I thrust my hips forward, letting his cock fill me up as much as it could. He held me stable as I balanced my hands out to the sides. From this position, I was giving him some of my control, allowing him to stabilize my balance, but I also understood that he gave that control back at the same time.

I had the ability to leave, get off him immediately. But unlike what I normally would’ve done, I didn’t dare look at the door. I never looked when I was with Ledger, because I was safe with him.

“Scream a little louder, Sunshine. I can’t hear you.” I allowed myself to feel everything, groans mixing into moans and combining with the pants between. There was a symphony of animalistic sounds coming from our room.

I rode him faster, letting him hold me up as I thrust up and down. “Fill me up, baby,” I crooned.

Within moments, a blast of hot liquid poured into me as Ledger grunted and groaned in pleasure. Seconds later, my orgasm ripped through me. I collapsed on his chest, trying to calm my breath as I came down from my momentary ride through the pleasure that rocked me.

“I could stay here…forever.”

With cum dripping out of me and each of us a sticky, sweaty mess, I rolled over but quickly propped up on my elbow.

“Ledger, I love you.”

His eyes widened, and even with sweat glistening on his brow, he looked absolutely stunning. His beard had grown wild over the days we’d been here, making him resemble one of those rugged mountain men you’d see on a TV show, and I knew he was mine. All mine. Always mine.

“I love all of you.”