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“Okay, Sunshine. I’m going to need you to wrap those smooth hands around my cock again.”

I was so nervous.

“Good girl,” he praised as I wrapped my fingers around him, making sure my fingernails didn’t scratch him. Pumping him, I wanted to watch him come undone beneath my control.

“Now what?” I asked, looking up at him with a doe-eyed expression.

He ran his hands through his thick black beard and groaned, throwing his head back. “I swear I will come if you keep looking up at me with those baby blues like that.”

“Like this?” I asked, mimicking the same expression. I loved the feeling being a brat gave me. It made me wonder if I should have sucked more dicks in my lifetime, because nothing compared to the satisfaction of making Ledger fall apart at my touch.

“Sunshinnneee,” he threatened. “Put one hand on your knees to keep yourself steady, and open your pretty pink lips.”

I obliged before placing my mouth at the thick head of his cock.

There was a small pause before he looked at me. “Oh. Shit. Sorry. I should’ve—” He stopped, pulling away, but I held his cock as though it was a leash.

“Should’ve what?”

“Warned you.” He sighed. “I’m not circumcised. I don’t know if that bothers you.”

“What?” I laughed. “I didn’t realize. I was so focused on pleasing you.”

“Goddamn it,” Ledger groaned. “Where did you come from?”

“Michigan.”

Ledger burst into laughter.

Then we were silent for a beat before I took in Ledger’s pulsing dick.

“So…”

“So…” we said at the same time.

“Do I, like, take my shirt off or something?”

I had always been uncomfortable in my own skin. Even when I was younger, I was always curvier and had bigger boobs than most girls my age. As I got older, I realized I stress-ate, and having a child who played hockey caused a lot of stress. I would never be that skinny girl my mother wanted me to be, but I had good and bad days. Sometimes, I felt like a supermodel, and other days, I wanted to drown in oversized clothing.

“Do you want to, Sunshine?”

I didn’t know what to say. If I didn’t unstick the emotions and thoughts swirling in my brain, then I would spiral again. All the choices and their consequences swarmed my thoughts and?—

“No. Leave it on.” My mind focused on his soothing words.

“Okay.” I appreciated that he made that decision for me. I didn’t want to keep spiraling through my thoughts. I wanted to do this for him but also for myself. It was important to me.

“Okay, now wrap your pretty hands around me and open your mouth.”

The tip pressed into my lips, and it was rough but also smooth at the same time. Another groan escaped his lips, and he wasn’t in my mouth yet.

“You’re doing so well, Auburn. That’s right, open your mouth real big for me.”

Yes. Yes. Yes. Clenching my thighs, I was filled with satisfaction at watching him come undone, but I was selfishly desperate for my own release.

“Use your other hand, touch your clit nice and slow.” Thank fuck. It was crazy how attuned Ledger was, as if he could somehow read my thoughts.

Gliding down, I lifted the shirt up, letting it pool in my lap as I pressed my clit. “Yes,” I cried.

“You like that, don’t you?”

“So fucking much.” I bucked my hips, greedy for more.

The tip of his dick hovered at my lips. “Okay, Sunshine. I’m going to need you to open wide. Keep your jaw relaxed.”

He used his hands to guide inside. “Yes. You’re doing such a good job. I’m so proud of you.”

That phrase was doing something to me. I was close to coming. With his thick cock inside my mouth, his hands pulled mine away from my clit.

“No, Sunshine. You may have the control here, but I will be the one to tell you when and where you get to come.”

Shit. This unlocked some primal part inside me. I needed to grind myself on something, but I was so focused on how…fullmy mouth was. He spread my mouth and slowly pushed deeper.

“You’re so perfect,” Ledger crooned.

He thrust deeper. I didn’t realize my mouth could take his length.

“Good girl,” he moaned. “I am going to hit the back of your throat and then I want you to explore using your tongue.”

I wanted to nod but also wanted to stay as still as I could while the tip of him touched the back of my throat. Thank God I had no gag reflex, otherwise this would go in a different, very unsexy direction.

When he settled in my throat, I relaxed my jaw, allowing the fullness to fill me up. Then, slowly at first, I flicked my tongue around his length.

The moment my tongue moved, he let out a symphony of moans, and my craving for him intensified. My tongue swirled viciously. I didn’t want to stop. I would do anything to please him because it was making me feel good too.

“I’m going to fuck your face, Sunshine. Tap my legs three times if you can’t handle it.”

I nodded.

In an instant, he yanked his cock from my mouth, and I relaxed, not realizing how sore my jaw was from leaving it open. As soon as he left, I missed the sounds he made as I satisfied him.

“Give me everything,” I whispered, as he growled.

“Open wide, pretty.” I looked up, getting lost in my thoughts as his dick slammed to the back of my throat.

Yes. I loved the way he felt. I loved his big, thick dick. I loved that I was in control, holding him moving up and down as he fucked my face. He was brutal, but in the gentlest way. His hips thrust over and over into me.

My pussy was fucking desperate for something to grind on. Shit, even his thigh could have me coming all over him. I may have been naive to what pleased a man, but I knew exactly what I needed. I’d had plenty of self-practice in that area.

“Use your other hand to touch yourself. Let me see the pretty pink beneath those folds,” he said between his attack on my mouth.

My hand skated down, then I dipped a finger into my dripping wet heat as my body relaxed into the familiar touch.

“Such a good girl.” Ledger’s praise made me more soaked as I flicked my manicured finger around my clit. Ledger’s eyes went wild watching me. “Your nails are so fucking sexy,” Ledger marveled.

I gave him a shy wink. He paused, letting me pop off his cock. “I like the feeling of my long nails inside me. I like the way it feels along my folds.”

I kept my left hand on his cock, as I shoved him inside.

I was quite literally stuffed and loved feeling this way. This was it. This was the control I craved. Being able to watch a man unfurl at my touch while allowing myself the freedom to let go.

“Sunshine…” Ledger’s tone carried a warning, but I still swiped my fingers through my pleasure. “I’m going to fucking come if you keep going. I’m not going to be able to stop.”

I paused momentarily, pulling off him. “Come inside my mouth.”

He groaned while wrapping my hair around his hand.

“Three taps,” he said. I nodded, unable to speak. His hips picked up their pace, and his dick hit the back of my throat. I increased the speed of my fingers inside my pussy, spreading my thighs apart wider so I was more in a squat than on my knees at this point.

“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.” He slammed into me relentlessly, but if I tapped his thighs, he would stop immediately.

Come on. Give me everything you got. I would’ve said it aloud, but my mouth was being assaulted by him. The noises between us were sloppy. The wetness of my pussy, and my saliva mixed with his precum was a mess. We were a mess. I loved every single second of it.

His movements slowed as ropes of warm cum filled my mouth. Cum leaked from my mouth as I released his cock. I let the fluid sit, unsure of what to do from here.

I looked up at him, eyes widened, ready for some guidance in what I was supposed to do next.

“Swallow, Sunshine.”

I did, letting the thick fluid, the consistency of coconut milk, slide down my throat. It wasn’t the best thing that’d ever gone down my throat, and I tried not to gag at the flavorless fluid as I looked up. Ledger dropped to his knees so we were together.

His bottom lip quivered.

“I—”

My pussy was still leaking, and I was close to an orgasm, one I desperately wanted. Shit, I may have to go make up an excuse to go to the laundry room and sit atop the washer on spin cycle just to get some fucking relief.

“I’ve never….”

“What?” I gave a soft little giggle.

I followed his gaze, and my face flushed when I noticed what he was looking at. The bottom half of the shirt that I’d bunched in my lap was completely wet.

“Oh my God. I’m so sorry.”

“Can I—” He swallowed, and his Adam’s apple bobbed. “Help you?”

“With?” I thought he meant with taking off the shirt. Sure, I had just sucked this man’s cock, but I still wasn’t ready to be fully bare in front of him.

“Can I please have a taste, Sunshine?” His voice was dark, a stark shift from the warmth and softness he’d shown before. Suddenly, he was raw, carnal, and needy.

He grabbed my right hand, bringing it to his lips, then licked my sticky fingers.

“You taste… Fuck.”

He stumbled over his words as I figured the right way to respond. “Wh-what do I taste like?”

“I’ve told you,” he whispered as his tongue went around my finger, lapping up every morsel. “Sunshine.”

Oh, fuck. I was melting. Something inside me cracked wide open.

“I don’t care if you want to throw me over the balcony bare-assed right now.” His lips twisted into a smirk, but he didn’t stop licking my finger.

“That can be arranged,” he stated.

“Please taste me.”

“Taste what?” His demand was strong, taking over the room.

“Me,” I whimpered out.

“What part of you?”

“My-my pussy.” I’d mustered all the confidence I could. What would Emma tell me to do? Be my confident, badass self, and I was trying to embody that.

“Good. Now lie down, spread your legs, and let me feast.”

As I was dropping to the cold floor, two loud vibrations sounded in the house. My phone buzzed from the counter even though I’d put it on Do Not Disturb. Only two people were able to get through that block on the phone, so it was either Emma or Austin.

Ledger’s pants were also vibrating, which I could assume meant he, too, was getting a call from someone. If he worked for the hockey team, then it must have meant?—

“Shit!” I screamed, jumping up and rushing over to the phone.

I was slipping around his hardwood floors, still leaking from my arousal. My mouth was swollen and raw.

“Fuck,” Ledger grumbled from behind me, but my focus was on my phone. I was desperately trying to sprint across his massive living room, but it was like one of those movie scenes where no matter how hard you run, you’re stuck in place, never getting any closer. When I finally got to where we’d been sitting when we were eating, my stomach dropped.