Page 205 of For the Fans

The music plays while we dance, and kiss, and breathe together…

Falling into love, with wind rushing and windows all around us.

simsimma: Backwardz_Cap giving his baby snuggles to turn him less grumpy is all I want to see for the rest of my life

steph_be_simpin: what’s happening to my knees *kneeling emoji*

This morning, when I wake up,everythingis different.

It’s not the first time I’ve woken up thinking about Avi… Not by a long shot. But it’s the first time I haven’t immediately pushed it down; stuffed it away into the back of my mind like old clutter.

It’s the first time having him in my brain right when I open my eyes has brought a smile to my lips and warmth to every inch of my flesh.

It’s the first time I’ve admitted inside my own head that I wish he were here right now.

My thoughts areoverflowingwith images of last night, feelings and sensations.

His lips dancing down my throat while he whispered, “I love you, Kyran.”

My fingers twisting in his hair while I purred, “I love you, Avi…”

The urgency that seemed to ding between us like a timer as we snuck off into a dark corner of the room and he fell to his knees.

I’m biting my lip, writhing in bed,rememberingit…

Him opening my pants and stuffing my cock impatiently between his lips.

“I fuckingmissedyou…” I told him through gasps, trying my hardest to be quiet while he sucked my cock slowly and hungrily, touching me everywhere his hands could reach. “God, I missed you so bad, baby…”

We were ravenous in the way we were pawing at each other, panting and grunting and knocking things over. Knowing someone could find us at any moment didn’t subdue my arousal one bit. As it does, it just made it that muchhotter.

My fingers are trailing over my sensitive skin while I remember spilling into his mouth, and him swallowing me back with desperate gulps. Then he stood up and kissed me, feeding me his tongue coated in my own flavor while I shoved my hand inside his pants.

“I wish we could fuck right now,” I whimpered as he spun me around to grind his length against my ass through our designer suits.

“It’s probably good that we can’t,” he breathed hoarsely, sounding so fucking sexy I’m going out of my mind right now hearing it in my head. “I don’t want to rush, baby. And I don’t want to be quiet. I want to spend all night with my cock in you, making you scream how much you love me.”

“Idolove you.” I pushed back against him, bumping him into even more furniture as I turned back around, dropping to my knees to kiss the shape of his big dick through his tailored pants. “So much…”

I’m whining for him now, my cock full and achy at the memories of him gazing down at me, eyes glistening in the dark, his long fingers sifting through my hair.

“Fuck my mouth until you come in me,” I pleaded up at him from the floor.

And he did.Oh God, he did.

It was so sexy, him fucking my throat up against the wall, his hand cupping the back of my head to keep it from bashing into the plaster. It was only a matter of minutes before he was writhing into my face, growling that he was…

“Gonna come… oh fuck, Kyran, baby, I’m coming.”

Reaching down to my cock, I palm it a few times, slipping my hand inside my sweatpants to stroke it slowly at all these illicit memories.

I should have just gone to see him at Frankie’s last night…

We could be waking up and doing this together, instead of me missing him like a phantom limb in my bed.

My phone pings, and I peek at it where it’s resting next to me.

Avi: Are you as hard as I am right now?