Page 114 of For the Fans

hambrienta4_cream: plezz lemme lick it clean

loveuNOT: dont know how I ended up on my knees with my mouth open but I did

hat3_s3x_is_th3_b3st_s3x: You guys >>>>> anyone else

I’m uncomfortable.

I mean like really, verywildlyuncomfortable as I click on the video attachment, my stomach going full Twister at the notion of what I’m about to see.

A video of me having sex… with a man.

More specifically, a video of me losing my butt virginity to mystepbrother… Formoney.

I’m still not sure this is even real. I might be wandering lost in some warped other dimension.

Goddamnit… Now I’m starting to sound like him too. I knew this was a bad idea.

The video begins to play, and my heart is lurching up my throat, my eyes widening as the formerly empty bed is suddenly filled by me and Avi. We start kissing, and he’s touching me, and I’m forcing myself not to squirm in discomfort here and now,because I need to watch this. You know, to make sure it’s up to my standards.

Regardless, the video is overwhelming enough that I’m contemplating turning it off. I mean… look at us.What are we doing??

Look at the way his hands are tracing the curves of my muscles… Look at the way mine are doing the same to his…It’s as baffling as it is concerning, because we don’t even look likeusright now. We look like two totally different people.

Two people I don’t know… Two people who appear very,veryinto each other.

The video gets going, with Avi’s mouth on me and my fingers slicked with lube, and I can’t stop fidgeting because my dick is currently filling between my legs and I don’t want it to.

I’ve never watched gay porn before. I’ve watched straight porn, sure, but even in the homemade videos on Pornhub, I don’t remember seeing anything so sensual, while also dirty, sordid, andreal.

He has my back arching off the bed. Lips shivering. Eyes rolling back in my skull.I mean, when does that ever happen??

The only reason I even know this ismein this video is because, unfortunately, I can still feel him tearing into me; stretching my body to fit him like a glove, his pelvis grinding on my balls, sinking so deep inside, I swear I could feel him touching my tonsils.

It’s been days since it happened, and I feel himeverywhere. Which is not a good thing. Because it’s supposed to just be business; a job that I’m doing strictly for the cash. But I don’t know anyone in the world who loves their job that much…

With some stranger who looks like me crumbling to orgasm on the screen, I slap my laptop shut with a huff. “Fuck it.” I reach down and adjust my dick, which is trying to burst out of my pants.

The video is fine. Its only factors of humiliation lie within the details no one knows… That I’m not gay, and the dude who came in my ass is my stepbrother and my least favorite person on the planet.

The fans will like it.Chemistry on point…

Reaching deep within myself for all the denial I can muster, I pick up my phone and text Avi.

Me: Post it.

He texts back after only a few seconds.

Avi: *thumbs up emoji*

Avi: It’ll just take me a few minutes for edits, then it’ll be available for PPV

Avi: Gotta fuzz out you screaming my name :-P

Ugh.

Me: Cool.

Avi: Have you given any more thought to what we talked about?