Page 35 of Fragments

Despite how much of a pain in the ass he’s being, I can’t deny that I’m starting to see the appeal. He’s a rational person, a little weird, but also sort of sweet. I understand why Lex likes him, and although I’m still jealous of their instant connection, I honestly don’t think he’s interested in Lex the way I am.

Okay, I’m sureno oneis interested in Lex the wayIam.

“Dascha,” I sigh his name, stepping in closer. “Luthor is very… complex. He’s not like the rest of us. Definitely not like me. And Ilovethat. But it’s hard for me to be myself and try to keep him. He’s…” My voice trails for a moment before I breathe, “He’smine. He just doesn’t know it yet.” Dash stares at me, hazel eyes wide, save for the occasional flutter of long lashes. “All I want is to get close to him, but he won’t let me. He doesn’t work that way. So instead, I have to get close to him through someone else.”

I push into his space, and he lurches away, crashing down into the exam chair in the middle of the room. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

He tries to stand up, but I lean over him, caging him in. “I need you to be like a proxy,” I tell him my game, and he appears as perplexed as he is nervous.

“I’m not into guys,” he grunts, attempting to stand again.

Placing a hand on his chest, I shove him back down. “I know, I know. But everyone has needs, Dascha.” My mouth hovers over his, our eyes locked. “I can suck your dick so good, you’ll go cross-eyed for minutes afterward.” I make a slow display of tugging my bottom lip between my teeth, which catches his attention. “I’ll pretend you’re Lex, and you can pretend I’m some girl from back home. Have you ever had your cock throated by a dude?”

The way he’s gaping at me, you’d think I askedhimto suckmydick.

“I haven’t been in here long enough to be that desperate,” he rumbles, holding on to his defenses like a child grips their blankie.

Still, it’s there… that twinkle of curiosity in his beautiful eyes.Some guys break quicker than others.

“It’s not about desperation, sweetheart,” I hum, easing my body over his. “You’re never getting out of here. Might as well take a little entertainment out of death row.”

His breathing is picking up already as he stares up at me, gaze doing a quick sweep down my frame. “I don’t understand how sucking my dick will help you with Luthor…”

Dropping a hand onto his thigh, I trail my finger up toward his crotch. He snatches it before I can get there.

“I told you, I have to pretend,” I persist. “You can go back to your cell and tell Lex what happened. He might be mad… but deep down, he’ll like it.”

“I’m not gonna fucking tell him shit,” Dash mutters.

I shrug. “Then don’t. He’ll find out regardless.”I’ll make sure of it.

“This sounds like a stupid fucking plan,” he scoffs. “I think you’re just gay as fuck and desperate to swallow cock.”

Well… yea. If the shoe fits.

“So? How is that a problem for you?” I point out casually. “You get to come down my throat, and I get what I want, too. Win-win.”

The stiffness in his muscles is still there, but I can tell he’s sincerely considering it. Either way, I’m not giving him any more leeway to protest. Reaching for the drawstring on his pants, I tug it until it unties. He’s glaring at me something fierce, but I really don’t care. I just keep yanking his pants down, enough to get his dick out. Then I fist the shaft, giving it a few slow tugs.

I’m immediately all warm and stiff between my legs. As bizarre as it sounds, Dash’s dick is shockingly similar to Lexington’s. Long—even when it’s not all the way hard—pink and velvety soft. It looks like candy. And growing so fast in my hand.

Just like Lex’s did…

He was always so unsure, and it drove me fuckingwildwith the most intoxicating desire to prove myself.

My fingers glide down to his balls as I whisper, “You have a really nice dick.”

“Don’t fucking talk,” Dash growls, peeking down at me with flushed cheeks, reminding me of who I’m actually touching.

Lex would’ve liked that. He used to love when I fawned over him a little.

“Sorry,” I hum, sloping my face down in his lap and sucking his fat crown into my mouth.

He releases a jagged gust that draws up my balls like elastic.Mmm… Just like Lex’s shivery little breaths.I suck slow, moving him deeper into my mouth with my tongue cradling his warm, thick cock, remembering the way Lex used to lie back and let me take him how I wanted. The way he’d melt into the bed and becomeminein an instant.

It’s not long before the hips start moving, flicking against my hungry mouth, fucking deeper and deeper into my throat. I play with his balls, teasing them, tugging them until he moans, and then I swallow his plump, juicy head, earning me a raspy, “Jesusfuck…” accompanied by a little pulse of precum.

And only moments later, his hands are holding my skull down, and he’spleading, “Suck my fucking dick.”