Page 195 of Fragments

I’m… sorry…

“You’re resisting,” the voice rasps from behind me. “Let my cock in, little slut, so I can fuck this hole like it was made to be fucked.”

H-huh…?

No… wait.

All of my muscles clench below my waist. I wriggle and squirm beneath him.

No… Don’t do this.

“Stop,” I huff, pushing up onto my arms.

But he’s still trying to get his dick in me, and now I’m freaking the fuck out, shivering all over like I’m about to make ahuge, terriblemistake.

“N-no,” I stammer, managing to roll out from under him, shoving him back. “I don’t want to. Back the f-fuck off.”

Jasper blinks at me, sufficiently shocked. “Are youserious?”

“Yes, I’m serious.” I mimic him, sniffling and rolling my eyes as I whip my pants up, staggering to my feet. “The sex bank is closed for business.” My fingers rake through my hair as I breathe out shakily, putting as much space between us as possible. “Just scram, okay? Make like a tree and get the fuck out of my face.”

Jasper’s head tilts. “Did I slip through a wormhole or something?”

“Jake…Go.”

He stands up, stuffing his cock away while shaking his head like he still can’t believe what’s happening. Hell must have frozen over, becauseWarren Xavierdoesn’t want to get fucked.

But at least he’s registering my rejection. And he slowly spins around to leave.

A chill rushes over me, and I’m fuckinghigh.

Heart hammering in my chest, heat rising up my neck into my face. My hands are shaking… My knees are wobbling so much I’m about to fall down, but I did it. It was areallyfucking close call, but I did.

I actually rebuffed someone. Me! The slutbag!

Up until this point, I’ve just been avoiding it. Running and hiding like a coward, pretty much getting by on sheer luck and a solid resting bitch face. But this right here was an active sexual advance. A dick I’ve had before—one I actually happen to think feelsreallygood inside me—and Ideclined it!Istoppedbecause it wasn’t what I wanted.

I want Lex. Only his dick gets to go inside me.

I can do this… I can be more than just a hole for everyone to fuck.

I can behis. And maybe Lex will love me back if I keep proving to him that he’s the only one I want.

I’m really proud of myself for stopping it.

I wish I hadn’t let it come as close as I did, but hey. Baby steps.

Unfortunately, all of my inner glee vanishes when I look up to see Lex standing outside of my cell, eyes wide and stuck on Jasper, zipping up his pants while I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand.

Oh… crap.

“Shit… Hang on.” I shove Jasper out of the way, stumbling out of my cell. “Lex…”

“You’ve gotta be fucking kidding me,” he hisses, green eyes wide and glistening with unkempt rage.

I guess all the adrenaline rushing around inside me blocked out the sounds of Hancock in the row, rounding up the rest of the inmates. Because now I see them all out there. And none of them appear shocked that Jasper is coming out of my cell, looking disheveled.

I mean, why would they? It’s a regular occurrence.