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"Do you really think so?" his voice had a dangerous edge to it as his fingers made way under my shirt, his palms grazing the bare skin of my stomach.

My heart threatened to rip out from my chest open under his stare, I knew whatever crazy idea he was building up in his mind can't be in any way near good.

At least for me......

"Don't look so scared....don't worry I won't hurt you , not anymore.. ..Do you know what I want right now?"

My breath hitched in my throat when he leaned his face closer to mine .

"You know the first time I saw you I thought you were the most beautiful person I've ever seen...you looked like a cute little rabbit.....that's why I decided to call you bunny...you were my little bunny, you still are....you were not to be touched by anyone except from me, so I made sure of that."

I was taken by surprise ,so long as I remembered he'd always called me fat...ugly...bitch and the rest of them.

"It wasn't hard to scare all the boys away from you...the stubborn ones hadto learn the hard way ,but then I hated you.....i also liked you and that fact made me hate you even more, ironic right ?.So I wanted to hurt you...and I did, do you still remember all those years?"

How could I ever forget, but where was he going with this?

"I could have just hurt your family instead, it would have been more easier...But I only wanted you...weather it be hate or anything...It was always you, making you pay should have satisfied my thirst for revenge......but it didn't...."

I pushed away from him with all my strength and surprisingly he lets go.

"You've already done a lot to me and your thirst is still not satisfied?what else do you want from me, will you only stop when I'm dead?will you be satisfied then?" I yelled out blinking back angry tears from my eyes but they just kept coming..I hated it.

"You hate me , all you ever wanted was to ruin my life, you shouldn't be doing this with me, you shouldn't be keeping me with you!"

A look of hurt flashed across his face.

Hayden hurt?

I've never seen that before.

"Not anymore...i no longer hate you bunny " he breathes out staring at me intently

His words would have been a relief some months ago.....not anymore....Especially not now.

"But what I feel for you isn't love....No...never love...it's way much strong...more intense than that .......I want..I want.....why do I crave you so much?It's so wrong...but I can't help it" he muttered the last part out...I realized he was speaking to himself and not to me.

My breath hitched when his gaze redirected back at me, determined ,stormy...and accusing?

"I warned you not to make me feel anything for you"

He really thought it was my fault for...

" I don't want you to feel anything for me!all I've ever wanted was for you to just leave me alone, I wouldn't do anything to make you feel anything for me!"

"But you did do something in these past few days.....Even though you didn't mean it, you still did..."

" I only wanted you to stop hurting me, I didn't wa..."

"Is that the only reason?Or so you could make a fool out of me until you find an opportunity to leave me?do you fucking think I'm stupid!"He seethed, his eyes blazed with fury, a bolt of fear zipped through me when he charged towards me .He looked so furious , I expected him to hit me, but he never did.

His expression changed, no longer looking angry , turned gentle even, slowly he reached out a knuckle to caress my cheekbones.

"You won't leave me, you can't even die, because you'll belong to only me"

He engulfed my trembling form in a tight embrace ,burying my face to his shoulders .

Was there a limit to his obsession?I would have him hate me, but not this.