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"So beautiful.."he mumbled making grabb at a fistful of my hair, his tongue feasted on my neck before taking one of my swollen nipples in his mouth, rolling it between his teeth he feasted on it until it was wet and puckered.

An unwilling moan escaped my lips , I meant to push him away but I could only manage to arch my back against him.

He was beyond intoxicated, that could only explain why he thought this was a dream, then why was he still so strong?

"I tried to let you go, then why do you still appear in my head again..and again. ..do you know how much I need ....it's so damn hard " he rasped out in a strained voice.

The next moment whatever gentleness he had was gone, his touch became Hard.Rough and Demanding.

I heard the sound of a zipper a few seconds before he nudged my thighs apart with his knees.

He was going to...

I closed my eyes tightly, a tear escaping past my cheeks and it wasn't because I wanted to get away.

It was because I realized how much I also wanted him to.

My body still recognized his touch and reacted to it.And didn't want him to stop.

I wanted this....

No, I needed this like my next breath of fresh air .

I succumbed myself to it, I'll allow myself to be weak just this once .Allow myself to drift away in his darkness.

His thrust came without warning , I had forgotten how huge he was.He filled me up completely ,his hot breath blasted my shoulders as he panted and grunted with each even thrust .

My nails dug into his shoulders as I clenched around him with a shuddering cry, I collapsed with the intensity of my orgasm.

For a moment his thrusts intensified , becoming painful, each hard stroke felt like he was marking my insides.

Dominating me all over again.

Then suddenly he was done, his hot seed coated my insides, into my deepest depth.He grunted he thrusts a few more times before he collapsed on top of me.

I knew that he was out.The rhythm of his breathing changed.

I lay beneath him still panting to catch my breath

He trapped me completely with his body weight not to mention that he was still inside me, even unconscious his arms were still wrapped firmly around me.

I closed my eyes for the briefest moment as regret began to build its way inside my every fiber, forming a deep dark pit inside of me, threatening to choke me up from the insides.

The corners of my eyes burned hotly as I sobbed against the rise and fall of his chest.

What was wrong with me?.

Chapter FORTY EIGHT

Hayden

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My eyes flickered open to a severe headache, a groan escaped my mouth as I recalled my drinking so heavily last night, I must have passed out from it., I remembered Sebastian mentioned something about a parcel, with the thought in mind I made way out of the couch.

There was something different about last night, there had been no nightmares, it was as if all the dark demons inside of me were kept on a leash.