His marks. ..my neck...shoulders...stomach...they were already turning into a dark shade of purple .

I could have cried at the sight, but I didn't...My eyes remained dried.

Maybe my mind was still in a state of shock, It was just blank, ...just.like an empty shell.

A broken one.

I turned on the shower, it was warm against my skin, I don't know how long I stayed under the hot spray, I kept staring at the water flowing inside the drain.....wished it could sail me along with it..

That it could set me free.

I closed my eyes for some time, when I open them, he was right there.

A pair of green gaze staring right back at me.

I didn't even hear him approach, I stared back at his unflinching stare...his gaze revealed nothing.

Who knew such beautiful eyes could hold such cruelties?

Something passed between us and miraculously he averted his gaze first..

He'd gotten what he wanted...His revenge against me should be over.

He broke me.I feel like I was beyond redemption.

He turned off the knob of the shower, I flinched when he wrapped his fingers around mine as we walked out of the bathroom

"I want to go home " I stated not caring of my naked state.

There was no point.

I gave another flinch when he wrapped a fluffy white towel around my body.

"I want to go home " I repeated more forcefully this time

Without a reply he walked to the drawer besides his bed, withdrew something white from a small bottle and held out to me...

I stared mutely at the pill in his hands then back to him.

"You don't want to get pregnant do you?" he snapped sounding impatient

His words took me by surprise, I had forgotten all about it, he had released inside of me twice last night.

I accepted it from him and gulped it down with the glass of water he had provided without a second thought .

I had thought there couldn't be anything more worse than my present predicament...but there was .

I refused to imagine ever getting pregnant by him.

That fate would be worse than death itself.

He took the glass from my hand and placed it back on top of the drawer.

I noticed the room was completely cleaned, unlike when I had first woken up, he must have done it while I showered.

Then where were my clothes?

"You aren't going to leave " he stated approaching me

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