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"why do you fucking care, they left!without giving a damn about you don't you get that?"

"They are still my family" I said trying to sound convincing...

More to myself than to him.

They couldn't have just left me...

They really just abandoned me to whatever fate that awaits me?

His grip on my shoulders relaxed just a bit as he pulled me into his embrace and rocked my back with surprising gentleness...

"I didn't have anything to do with it, they just left "

I closed my eyes, but a streak of tears managed to escape.

I didn't want this...

I don't want his gentle comfort.

I was just too tired...I couldn't hang on anymore.

He tilted my chin to his, his gaze was dark and flickered with so many emotions.

"They don't want you but I fucking do"He whispered fiercely his knuckles grazing my cheeks gently.

His gaze looked a little crazed and was filled with possessiveness

The intensity of it made me tremble , my knees threatening to give way .

Then in a moment his lips covered mine, it wasn't one of those forceful kisses

His fingers grabbed a fistful of my hair as his tongue gently explored every corner of my mouth

"you have no fucking idea.. .how much I need you " he murmured In between slow kisses

I allowed my tensed muscles to relax against him.

"I won't hurt you anymore Gracie, you just have to stay with me " he murmured moulding my frame to his..

Chapter THIRTY TWO

Gracie

He confused me, in the past it didn't matter how much I plead with him , he never showed mercy........

so why was he being soft with me now?

He always seemed to love it when I beg, I know he still does , my begging always seem to get him off and put him in the mood.

But here he was trying to sooth me , it was in his own obsessive way but still he was trying....

His fingers were running through my hair softly ..., I still wasn't used to this gentle side of him, the intensity and fierceness of it gave me goosebumps.

Perhaps after what I told him last night he was starting to trust me a little ?

But I'm not assured that was the case, a strong part of me feels that he knew the game I was playing.........

That I was submitting myself to him only so he would let his guard down against me..I feel like he just decided to play along with me...