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I needed to know, I needed to understand.....

Perhaps this could relate to the reason why Hayden hates me so much.....

There could be more to this....

"I've told you all that you need to know, your dad once worked at their company before he......just forget about all this , why are you so adamant ?"

Yes I would be adamant, she didn't know how he's terrorized my life for nine years now......

She doesn't know of all the physical and emotional pain he'd caused me....

How he completely ruined my childhood...

How he corrupted my innocence and was threatening to take away my very soul

How I unwillingly sucked and jerked him off just up there inside my room, not to mention of what happened at his house.....

Even Jasper got caught up because of me...

I couldn't even tell anyone about it, not even her...because I felt like they wouldn't understand

How I've had to live with the shame, disgust and humiliation i felt with myself....each time he touched me

So I had to know everything.....

"What aren't you telling me mom?You are clearly hiding something from me" my voice came out sounding both desperate and pleading

She suddenly slammed her palms on the table and I flinched back reflexively

"That's enough from you, you should never bring up this topic again!its all in the past now"

I watched in disbelief, confusion and frustration as she stormed up the stairs ,but not before a shooting me one last warning glare......

I fell back to the ground staring at the scattered photos...

What was going on?....

Even mom was now behaving suspiciously...

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Lyn waited outside as I walked into Mrs Clark's office...

She looked up from the pile of documents, a smile spreading across her face

"Graciela come in, I must say you really did well on your project this time, I knew I could count on you "

I could only gape at her....

I never went back to Hayden's house after that day, not to make mention of completing and submitting a project......

Did Hayden do that?I found it out to believe

"I think pairing you along with Hayden turned out fine "

A memory of him spanking my ass raw and an unwilling shudder ran through my body....

She was absolutely wrong but I didn't tell her that...