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He'd found me

His gaze was so dark and I could feel cold rage emanating from him, I whispered when he yanked me so roughly

"What is a fucking loser like you doing here!"He sneered

I cowered away from the bright intensity of his gaze

"Look at me !"He snapped impatiently and I looked up at him immediately, my body shook with so much fear...

"I.I.didn't w..want to i..swear!"I cried, his harsh grip on my shoulders were hurting so badly

"But we don't need whores here and you have to go dress up like one that you are!"

I shook my head ,tears falling freely now, I had thought the dress was beautiful and it pretty much covered me up, even much more than what the other girls wore

He pushed me against the wall roughly his harsh breath on my face

"You even let your hair down and wore your contacts, who were you trying to impress?" he seethed increasing the pressure on my shoulders

"No one!"I sobbed

The corners of his lips spread into a cruel smirk I knew all too well

"That's right no one wants an ugly slut like you and right now you'll regret ever coming to spoil my mood with your presence "

I expected him to hit me like he always did , but he did something different,something that scared me even more than his hits

He had flattened himself against me so close that my breast was flattened against his hard chest, his nose was buried in the crook of my neck as he inhaled deeply, I didn't get what he was doing until I felt his teeth graze my neck followed by his tongue,he roughly kissed ,lick and nibble at my exposed collar and throat while I stood there helplessly, he'd stared into my terrified gaze for a long time before his fingers trailed to my chin to tilt it up to him

"Though I'm leaving but you're still mine, you always will be" He whispered in a voice so fierce and possessive

He then crashed his lips to mine , when I didn't open up he bit my lips hard , I gasped out and his tongue forced inside of my mouth , he moved aggressively inside me like he was famished,consuming every part of me ,biting and sucking the little air out of my lungs

I had begun to struggle against him but he pinned my hands tightly in one of his as he continued his ravishing of my lips, he finally pulled back slowly and we both worked to catch our breaths...just in that moment I didn't see his hate for me in his eyes, he was looking at me as if he was taking all my features in , then he stormed off leaving me more confused than ever , why did he kiss me?and the way he had looked at me?

It dawned on me that he had just taken my first kiss

I didn't quite understood the meaning of the words he'd told me until I got to school the next day, I heard students discussing that he was gone, that he'd moved with his family to another state

I had been so relieved but the fear he had instilled in me was still strong inside

I lived with the trauma he had inflicted on me and had just started to get over all those years and everything he'd done to me

it's all about to begin again.

Chapter TEN

I skipped going to school yesterday feigning an illness , Today I didn't have to fake being sick, I think I really caught the flu this time, a small part of me was glad that I actually have a solid reason for skipping school today which meant I wouldn't have to see him.....

I felt like never going back to school and even move entirely a new town where I would never have to see him again

"Are you sure you can stay home alone?you don't need me here with you?" mom asked looking at my form on the bed with a doubtful expression

"I'll be fine mom, you can go to work and if I need anything I can just ring you up right?"

She nodded with a smile

"Then I'll be leaving, breakfast is downstairs, be sure to eat and take your medicines okay?"