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I was caged between the muscles of his arms and flattened to the bed by the weight of his hips

"Hayden I..I'm sorry " I pleaded

A cruel smirk spread on his face as his fingers groped painfully at my thighs and his tongue found my neck, he sucked at it painfully , nibbling biting roughly , he shoved at my towels revealing my lower parts , my pussy and ass bare to his hungry and leering gaze , his fingers groped at my exposed bottom and a hiss of pain escaped my lips

I wanted to beg him to stop but I knew he wouldn't listen to me, as he abused my body tears could only escape my eyes and sipped into the soft mattress, I should probably scream for my mom and sister downstairs but I just couldn't, I couldn't voice out anything, right this moment I felt ruined , maybe I brought this upon myself, I shouldn't have resisted him in anyway

If only I just obeyed and submitted to him completely perhaps he wouldn't be hurting me like this, if I tried to please him then he wouldn't be this merciless to me right?

I slowly reached my fingers to the fly of his zip and opened it, he stopped for a moment to stare at him

"I'm r..really s..sorry , I'll o..obey you from now on, p..please don't hurt me anymore,I'll do e..everything you say" I sobbed taking out his cock, I still couldn't get to how huge it is, my fingers wrapped around it weren't touching each other..

I began to stroke it,I don't know what I was doing but at least he no longer appeared mad at me

"Can I s..suck it ?"I stuttered sniffling aloud

He looked really surprised at my words , he let's go of me and took a sitting position on the bed, I took a deep breath and stared at the head of his cock which kept oozing out some whitish liquid

I licked the pearly liquid and a harsh groan escaped his mouth , I had barely taken just the head in but my mouth already felt so full, but I didn't want to disappoint him, he'll hurt me again if I did.

I gagged when I tried to take him a little dipper, I kept swallowing the salty liquid that kept oozing out...

His eyes were closed and his breathing was ragged , I ran my tongue over from the base to the tip like I do my ice cream , my fingers fondled his balls and his breathing became more heavier, he was panting heavily now, he wounded my hair about his hands painfully tight and thrusted his complete length, hitting the base of my throat, each thrust was harder than the last, i couldn't breath at all, my eyes stung with tears at his brutally, he kept groaning in pleasure at my sufferings , i just wanted everything to be over.

He started to swell in my mouth then I felt the first shot load at the back of my throat before he pushed away from my mouth, the next shot landed straight on my face , he continued until my hair and eye lids dripped with it

Then he pushed me off him so roughly

"You are really such a bitch " he sneered hatefully

Moments after he left through the window I stayed motionless in my position, the tears had stopped coming..I felt used, ruined and worse of all broken.

My gaze caught on the knife he'd thrown to a corner of the room, I walked towards it and picked it up

I was only just a fat and ugly girl , why does he treat me like this?

Whore

Slut.

Fat.

Chapter NINE

I stared at my reflection in the mirror.

I looked like I had survived a war, dark smudges were under my eyes , my eyes looked dull and my face was awfully pale.

My gaze lingered where I had cut myself last night .

Before yesterday my room was my safe haven where I could cry, console myself whenever he had hurt me...

But he destroyed it last night when he broke in.

I still remembered when I first saw him, it had been back then in middle school , I was only eleven and he'd been thirteen, he was the new boy with beautiful green eyes who had just moved to town and everyone had wanted to be friends with him.

But he always stayed by himself quietly, almost all the girls in my class had a crush on him and I wasn't exempted