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"It isn't enough!Give me all of you!" He growled against my throat.

"Fuck.I'm going to cum "

"You can't release inside me....I could get pregnant again " I managed out breathlessly.

"You are not on the pill?"

Even if I was, it still wasn't all that safe, I had been on the pill but that hadn't stop me from having gotten pregnant six years ago.

He didn't give me a chance to reply as I felt his hot semen spray my insides, filling me to the brim , a loud grunt escaped his mouth as he thrusts a few more times until he completely emptied himself inside me.

"Then I'll be there for you this time " he whispered fiercely before collapsing against me .

His arms wrapped around me and held me tight.He clung to me like a man drowning and pressed his face into my hair, his body trembling.

I slid my arms around him, kissing his bare shoulders.

"I'm not going anywhere Hayden ,everything is going to change...for the better."I hope.I kissed his shoulders again, with more passion.

His hands were on my face, lifting my mouth to his.He kissed me hard and fierce, his hunger and passion and desperation all coming out in that kiss, until we had to break off gasping for a much needed oxygen.

He rolled on his back and closed his eyes, his chest rising and falling evenly, but somehow I knew he wasn't asleep, my gaze traveled across his features openly as I wondered what was going through his mind.

Then I'll be there for you this time....He'd said that.But do I want to get pregnant by him again?

We share no relationship but at the same time what we have between us was much deeper than that..

The even sound of his breath worked like a sleeping pill, very soon I found my eyes drooping close, my over used muscles were now screaming their tiredness as I slowly floated away in a dreamless slumber.***********************************

Chapter SIXTY ONE

GRACIE

Two weeks went by in a blink of an eye , he really trying hard to be a better person to me and Hazel, but some days he would just snap, then apologize afterwards.It wasn't easy ,but I understood, I was willing to be patient until the day his demons were finally going to be let free..

Although he fought it, I still feel it though, the darkness was still in there ...Still buried inside of him, waiting for the slightest opportunity to claw out of their temporary cage.He became more possessive than ever, like he would never let me out of his sight even for a minute , it elated me but at the same time I was scared.

Some nights I would wake up to find him awake, his gaze studying me.But he's never hurt me.I knew he wouldn't....but I couldn't say for sure what would happen if I tried to leave, not that I would try to, but the anxiety that he was getting way too obsessed with me was disturbing.

Aside from these I had no other worries, that was until he broke the news to me yesterday.

That his father wants to see us.

I couldn't control the tenseness I felt inside, even until now.

Judging by our past relationship I couldn't be sure what to expect, I've never met his father before, I knew nothing about him except from the fact that he hated my father, and had sought revenge against him for the death of his wife and only daughter.

Although Hayden and I were still trying to fight and forget the painful past, I couldn't be rest assured that the rest of his family would feel the same about me and Hazel.I didn't know how deep the hatred might still run.It wasn't about me, I just don't want Hazel to be hurt in any way, all I wanted was for her to remain happy and clueless about the cruelties of the world for as long as I could .

The moment he walked inside the room, the air changed, it was as if my body was trained and alerted to always recognize his presence.

His gaze held mine as he approached me in sure strides.

"Tell me what is wrong "

I was slightly surprised by his direct question, I hadn't been expecting it, when I had left the breakfast room I didn't think he'd noticed anything was wrong, I thought I hid the fact that I'm very worried to meet his family , but then I could never hide anything from him.

I clasped my fingers together.