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This was one of the many times I wanted to just be alone....

But the feeling was more intense tonight.....

It was the night of their death anniversary and those memories which I've tried to keep buried resurfaced

I gave a hard punch to the wall... .

Fuck me

The darkness I felt inside was too much, it struggled to break free from its chains....

I still saw them...

Mom and Jenny laughing...it was the most pleasant sound to my ears, but not any longer....

Now it was a nightmare

Fucking bastard killed them and got away so easily....

Too easily after taking away my very whole existence with his betrayal.....

Someone has to pay for it.....

The memories of that day still burned like molten steel in my head. ....never to be forgotten

I never thought I could hate anyone so badly until I met her.....everything she represents ......

Nothing else mattered but ruining her slowly,until she was nothing more than ash blown away in my palms......just like they had done to me and she was going to repay back the debts , not even a cent less....

I still almost pitied her though

Almost.....

Because she still had no clue of why she was suffering ,and I haven't even started with her.....

When I said I came back just for her I totally meant it.....

I opened my drawer to withdraw a photograph of her, I have lots of it lying around, even for those two years I had left, I had eyes watching over her, I knew the time she ate, the time she slept, and even the time she takes her bath, you can call it an obsession that was born out of deep hatred

I stared at the picture heatedly, she was wearing a floral gown , a huge smile on her innocent looking face, her brunette hair was wind blown and she looked carefree....

She had probably thought she was free from me, my mouth set into a grim line at the thought....

Dad was renowned as one of the most powerful men in the states, on the outside we were known for having various branch of business factory , it was a secret to the whole world that we did illegal businesses which ranged from drugs to sex trafficking...

At a young age I had already started getting my fingers dirty, I already did my god damned share of evil things , it was expected of me as one of his heirs....both mine and my older brother Sebastian's life was already fucking decided... .

Mom and sweet little Jenny's smile was my only hope....a light in the darkness for my already set to be condemned soul...

But they were ripped off from me.....without any bell..warnings....

Their blood had formed a pool, a bullet's hole stuck through momma's forehead, her usual sparkling eyes were blank and cold, they both bled to their death before my eyes, I was ten and could only watch the life drain out of them helplessly...

All because of a fucking god damned betrayal from a greedy traitor....

Dad had caught the traitor though and ended him with a bullet....

But it was all too quick for me....I had wanted him to suffer until he begged for death....