Page 271 of Theirs to Desire (Club M: Boxed Set)

ADDIE

O ur second scene is on Wednesday, and, just like the first time, we eat at Taco Gus beforehand.

Back at the club, they both go down on me, making me come over and over with their skillful tongues and fingers.

Then they finally allow me to suck their cocks.

I take Shane’s length down my throat while Theo licks my pussy.

Then, after a spanking interlude that leaves me wet and shaking for more, I kneel on the floor and swallow Theo’s cock into my mouth.

But they don’t fuck me. I want them to. In my pussy, in my ass. I need them to possess me.

It doesn’t happen.

I try not to let it bother me.

When I’m not getting fucked, I write. Words pour from my fingers. The flow is slow and haltering at first, but it gets easier. A lot easier. Thursday night, I even sent my agent the first three chapters of my long-delayed second novel.

She calls me back first thing Friday morning. “Addie,” she says, getting right to the point. That’s Barbara for you. “I read your pages.”

“And?”

“Where is the rest of it?” she demands. “I need it, Addie. I need it injected directly into my veins.”

The fist of worry that clamped around my heart when I saw her number on my phone eases. “You liked it? You really liked it?”

“Darling, I loved it. Tell me you have an outline. Tell me you can finish this by the end of December because I want to shop it out the moment people get back from their Christmas break.”

It’s December ninth. I don’t have any holiday plans—I still haven’t opened the pile of invitations on the coffee table.

I have only one session left with Theo and Shane this coming Saturday.

Then they fly back to Europe. Theo will celebrate the holidays with his family.

Shane? I’m not sure what he’ll do. The only thing I know is he won’t be here. Neither of them will.

Once they leave, the days will stretch in front of me, long and lonely .

“Addie?”

“I’ll have something ready,” I promise her.

“Excellent.” Barbara sounds like a cat that ate the canary. “And Addie, can I say one more thing? I don’t know what brought this on, but I’m so glad you’re writing again.”