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Gabe:Yes, but remember, if you’re not comfortable following them, tell us.

Blake:Safe, sane, and consensual?

Calvin:I prefer RACK.

Blake:RACK? I don’t think I’ve heard that before.

It’s a good thing I have Calvin and Gabe to guide me as I transition from curious dabbling to lifestyle.

Calvin:Risk-aware, consensual kink.Not every kink can be made completely safe.

Gabe:Like breath play, for example.

Calvin:Or rope play.

Gabe:Touché.

Calvin:RACK acknowledges that there can be an element of risk.

Blake:That makes sense. RACK. I like it.What rules do you want me to follow?

My pulse races as I stare at the three bouncing dots beside Calvin’s name. I hadn’t realised I’dwantedto be given a set of rules to obey until this moment. When I was a teenager, my parents had run my life, and I’d hated it, but this feels completely different. For a start, I can say no to anything they propose. They won’t be imposing anything on me I don’t agree to.

Calvin:You’re to wear pretty underwear for us every day, whether you think you’re going to see us or not.

Blake:That’s easy. I only ever wear pretty underwear.

Gabe:We want a picture of what you’re wearing each day.

My hands shake with excitement as I type my response.

Blake:Yes, Daddy.

Calvin:No masturbating without our permission.

I stare at Calvin’s command, eyes bugging slightly. Do I want to agree to that?

Calvin:We control your orgasms. Always.

When he puts it like that… fuck, it’s sexy.

Blake:Yes, Sir.

Gabe:You must always call us Daddy and Sir.

Calvin:And respond to princess and baby boy.

Blake:Always? Like out-in-public always?

Calvin:Always.

I’m not entirely sure how I feel about that. I’m not normally shy about being me, but I wouldn’t want to make anyone around me—or us—uncomfortable.

Blake:Yellow.

Gabe:What’s the matter, baby boy?

Blake:I love calling you Daddy and Sir and being called baby boy and princess when it’s just the three of us. But around other people? I dunno. I’m sorry.