Page 48 of B is for Beg

“And you want it with both of us?” Gabe checks.

“Yes.”

Gabe glances at me. “Are you thinking we just meet regularly to play or…?”

“I want to get to know you both better,” Blake says. “Beyond the bedroom.” He tugs on his lip with his teeth. “I want to feel like you own me all the time, not just when we meet up to play.” He rubs the back of his neck. “I’m sorry. I know I’m being way too full on. We’ve only hooked up twice.”

“It was fun, though,” I say. Unlike anything I’ve ever done before, and I consider myself very experienced.

“It really was.” Blake smiles. He looks up and meets my gaze. “I like it when you call me princess.” He looks at Gabe. “And when you call me baby boy. You both make me feel special. No one’s ever done that before. The people I’ve hooked up with in the past for kink stuff… it’s always been about the kink first and foremost. But with you…You make it aboutus. Does that make sense?”

“It does,” Gabe says.

“But if you want to keep things casual, that’s cool.” There’s a wobble in Blake’s voice, which suggests he wouldn’t be as okay as he claims.

“I’m happy to keep playing with you both,” Gabe says. “Exclusively if that’s what you both want too.” He smiles at me, and I realise everything’s on me now.

Is this something I can see myself doing over and over? I stuff pasta into my mouth so I don’t have to answer immediately. I’ve had three days to mull this over, and I still haven’t reached a decision. If it were just me and Blake in this equation, the answer would be yes in an instant. I’ve had long-term kink partners before. I enjoy the exclusivity for several reasons. Gabe complicates things, though. He’s one of my best friends. How do we go from that to play partners?

I wash my pasta down with a gulp of the crisp wine. “I’m game for seeing where this goes.”

“Then we should probably talk about how it’s going to work,” Gabe said. “Are we going to set our boy rules to follow outside of playtime? Are there any kinks we particularly like as individuals that we want to introduce the others to?”

“You said you’ve never had a long-term Dom?” I ask Blake.

He shakes his head.

“So you’ve never had rules to follow outside the bedroom?”

“No.”

I grin at Gabe. “Then I think we should definitely give you a taste of that. I’m not sure about Gabe, but for me, being a Dom is a lifestyle, not just something I do in the bedroom. When I have a long-term sub, I don’t stop being a Dom when playtime is over. You will be my sub every second of every day.”

Blake shivers.

“I’m the same,” Gabe says. “If you’re my boy, it’s all the time.”

“I’d like that,” Blake says, stirring pasta around in his bowl.

“Then Gabe and I will talk about it and agree on what rules you’re going to follow,” I say. It’s not just up to me to dictate what I want Blake to do. There are two Doms in this relationship, and we have to be in agreement. “I like cum play.”

Blake sits up straight. He’s so damn pretty as he stares at me. His eyes are so wide they catch the light and sparkle.

“I want to fuck my boy bareback and fill him with cum,” I say. “If you’re both up for that, I’d like us all to get tested.”

“I am, Sir. That sounds sexy.”

I smile at him. “Oh, it will be, trust me.” I glance at Gabe.

“Happy to get tested,” he says.

“What about you, Daddy?” Blake asks. “Is there anything you want to do?”

Gabe smiles. “You already know what I like.”

“Tying me up?”

“Yes, baby boy. There’s nothing sexier than making love to my boy when he’s bound.”