Page 84 of Search My Soul (Taylor Family Saga #3)

“I have some.” I leaned over to open my drawer.

Prior to Soul, I made sure to have protection at all times.

Some men would try to trap you, and I refused to become someone’s baby momma, especially when I wasn’t in a relationship with them.

Of course, I hadn’t used them in a while, but they were still good to use.

“Don’t look at me like that. Safe sex is the best sex, right?” I smirked seeing the curious expression on his face.

“Yeah, you’re right. Most of the women I’ve fucked with have tried their hardest to avoid protection, so I’m happy to know you don’t play with your health like that.

” All laughter ceased when he dropped his shorts to the ground.

I didn’t believe anyone had a dick as big as Soul, but Darion was a close second with a nice curve.

I bit the inside of my lip in anticipation for what was to come.

It had been so long since the last time I was intimate with someone, but I needed this.

Darion walked back over to the bed with his dick swinging from side to side. Once he got on the bed, he opened my legs before placing them on his shoulders. My back arched the moment he made contact with my bud, and I was surprised by how ready my body was for him.

“Damn, you taste good.” He spoke with his face pressed into my center. His tongue traced circles around my clit, and I wanted to cry from how good it felt. He lay flat on the bed like a sniper as he devoured my pussy like he was starving.

“Oh my God,” I moaned, feeling my lower belly tighten. My hands gripped the sheets tightly as my legs trembled from the ecstasy coursing through my body.

“Mmmm, that’s right, baby. Cum in my mouth.”

“Oh, yes!” My head fell back as another orgasm hit right after.

I pushed his head away after a while because I didn’t think my body could handle another orgasm.

He chuckled, then kissed my lower lips as if they were the ones on my face.

Each peck sent tremors through my body. When I looked down, our eyes locked with one another, but he never stopped what he was doing.

His tongue slid in between my folds and my eyes began to roll to the back of my head.

“I’ve been wanting to taste this pussy for so long. I don’t want to miss one drop.”

“Ahh,” I squealed while Darion continued to drive me crazy with his tongue.

After I came for the third time, he pushed my legs back further and licked me clean.

My legs were like noodles once he let them go.

When he sat up on his knees, my eyes went right to his dick.

It was rock hard and oozing with pre-cum.

He opened the condom wrapper and sheathed his thick rod.

I wasn’t sure what I had gotten myself into, but it was too late to turn back now. Honestly, I didn’t want to. I wanted to feel desired and wanted. I needed to feel something that wasn’t sadness.

“Are you sure you want this? It’s okay if you want to back out.” Darion peered at me with sincere eyes. I appreciated the fact that he cared so much about my feelings but now wasn’t the time for that. I didn’t want sympathy; I wanted to be fucked. Needed to be fucked.

“I’m sure. I don’t want you to be gentle with me. I need you to fuck me,” I pleaded. His dick jumped in response to my request.

“Whatever you want, love.” He aligned himself with my opening and pushed his way inside of me.

I winced from the initial contact, but after that it was nothing but pleasure.

Darion kept his promise and fucked me senseless for what felt like hours.

I cried from how good he felt inside of me.

He placed me in numerous positions while delivering straight dick to my center.

“This pussy so good, I don’t even want to nut.

Shit.” I gripped the sheets while he pounded my pussy from the back.

Sweat beads covered my forehead while I moaned into the pillow.

His hands gripped my hips, pulling me further into him.

Every time I thought he had all of his dick inside of me, he would push a little more in.

“How does this dick feel, baby?”

“Uhh, it feels so good. Ooh, fuck!”

“This pussy is creaming on my dick. Got damn, mamas. I’m about to nut, but I need you to cum for me one more time.

” I nodded because I could barely speak.

Darion spread my cheeks apart and spat in between them.

I had no idea what he was going to do until I felt the pressure of his thumb in my ass.

It was a foreign feeling, but it took no time before pleasure took over.

His strokes never slowed down, and the combination of the two had my eyes crossing.

“I-I’m cu?—”

“Yeah, I can feel it. Let it go, baby.” I bit down on the end of the pillow as I came all over him. He continued to stroke until his dick twitched inside of me, then he abruptly pulled out. The two of us dropped onto the bed, attempting to catch our breath.

I got up to go to the bathroom, then decided to take a shower. I thought I would feel some kind of guilt or regret after the sex fog cleared, but surprisingly, I was fine.

“Do you mind if I join you?” DJ asked as he sauntered into the bathroom. I laughed when he whipped his dick out and started peeing in front of me.

“What the hell are you laughing at? I know damn well you aren’t acting shy as if we weren’t just fucking.”

“Well, since you put it like that, I guess you have a point.”

“You never answered my question,” he expressed, while washing his hands.

“Not at all. Come on.” I held my hand out for his. In the shower, we washed in a comfortable silence. I tried not to overthink, but it was easier said than done.

“Do you regret it?” I already knew what he was referring to, so I didn’t hesitate to answer.

“No, I don’t. It was what I needed.”

“What happens now?”

“I don’t know,” I answered honestly, because I hadn’t really had a chance to process things.

“Look, I realize you’re dealing with some heavy shit right now, but I want you. I don’t mind being patient because you’re worth it. However, I’m not going to pretend like this isn’t something I want to pursue.”

“Are you sure? I don’t want to fuck up our friendship and then end up breaking your heart because I’m all over the place,” I warned. Darion had become a place of comfort for me, and I didn’t want to mess it up.

“I understand all of that, and I’m not worried.

We’re both grown, and I’m fully aware of what I’m getting myself into.

We can take things as slow as you need. I’m in no rush.

We don’t need any titles right now as long as we have an understanding.

My attention is only on you.” He leaned down and took possession of my lips.

I moaned into his mouth, and before I knew it, he was lifting me up in his arms. When he sat me on his dick, my head fell back.

There was a part of me that was afraid of how things would turn out, but I decided to live in the moment.

Right now, Darion was what I needed, so I would enjoy it for however long it lasted.

We made love for the rest of the night and well into the morning.

I fell asleep on his chest, and for the first time in months, I was able to sleep through the night.