Page 11 of Margot

CHAPTER THREE

LENNOX

It had been at least two months since I made love to Sutton. So having her beneath me on her back, staring into my eyes was overwhelming. I wanted to crash into her and feel her tight pussy wrap around my cock but I knew I needed to take my time.

If I didn’t, I’d scare her away. That was the last thing I wanted.

I traced her delicate neck with kisses while my hand slipped between her thighs. She spread her legs for me, granting me access and I’d never felt so honored. I didn’t know if that was the proper feeling or not but I didn’t care. Sutton wanted me even if it was only for one night. At least I assumed she wanted me.

When my fingers spread her thick pussy lips open, I was amazed at how wet she was for me. How often had her body wanted me when her mind hadn’t? My dick turned to steel as I slid kisses along her collarbones. I flicked open the tiny buttons on her blouse until her black bra was revealed. I gripped it, tugging it down until her honey brown tits popped out. Her nipples were stiff and standing to greet me like they missed my mouth. When I met each one with my hungry tongue, she let out a half moan but I felt her stiffen beneath me.

It was normal for Sutton. She faded in and out of pleasure and stress. It was maddening. Especially when I did everything I fucking could to make her feel at ease.

“Can I taste your pussy, Sutton?” I asked in her ear. I rolled my thumb over her clit and her body trembled even though she refused to let out another moan. I decided that I’d go with the reactions from her body instead of the words out of her mouth.

She didn’t answer my question but I was starving for her so I took what I could get. I pinned her legs down while I came face to face with my favorite meal. I breathed in her delicate scent.

She was so sweet.

Vanilla and fresh air.

I licked and sucked on her until her legs shook and her back arched violently. When I felt her fingers in my hair, I thought she would pull me away but she rolled her hips against my mouth and I feasted.

“God, Sutton you taste so good.” I wrapped my lips around her clit and she gasped.

Still no moans.

She was so closed off mentally that I’d be lying to myself if I said it didn’t hurt. I found myself being torn.

Should I be trying to fuck someone who’s mind isn’t into it?

I came from between her thighs with a wet beard and lips slick with her arousal. My dick was so hard it hurt. I refused to touch her anymore if she didn’t want it though.

“Sutton, are you doing this for me or for you?” I asked. Her flavor was like honey on my tongue and it turned me ravenous. I could barely hear anything over the thumping of my restless heart in my chest.

I watched the way her full chest raised and fell and the way her eyes told me she wanted it but I needed to hear it from her pretty mouth. I wouldn’t feel right otherwise.

“I want you to know how much I love you, Lennox,” she said breathlessly.

“I get that but I can’t do this if you can’t tell me you want it.” I dragged my fingers along her flat stomach and watched goosebumps follow my lead. Her breath hitched but she still wouldn’t tell me what she wanted.

My cock bulged and strained against my pants. I gritted my teeth together because I already knew what the outcome would be.

“Please just tell me that you want me to make love to you. I need to hear it.”

“Lennox, don’t do this,” she begged.

“Do you know how awkward it feels when your wife won’t even make a single noise for you? You’re petrified even though your body wants to submit. I can’t fuck you if your mind and body don’t want it. I’m not that selfish.”

My erection screamed for release. I sat on the edge of the bed and grit my teeth against the back and forth in my mind.

“I just want you to feel our connection,” she said, her voice wobbling. I shook my head and looked over my shoulder at her.

“You want to appease me.” I laughed and it sounded harsh against the darkness of our bedroom. I didn’t want to make Sutton feel bad but I was at a loss.

How the fuck was I supposed to feel in the midst of everything? I wanted to fuck my wife. I wanted to make love to her. I wanted to make her scream. I wanted her to at least tell me that she wanted to make love to me too. She couldn’t though.

My heart crumbled and I stood to my feet. As much as I wanted my cock to deflate, it refused. I could still taste her and smell her. My body was tense and my muscles were so heavy.