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CHAPTER FORTY-SIX

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Charlie Amor: Though Formula 1 is signing off for the next two weeks, the rumor mill certainly won’t be. Already silly season is in full swing, with rumors left and right about who might switch teams at the end of the year.

Geoff Askew: A decent amount of the grid is out of contract this year, meaning we could be facing a very different landscape next season. But we’re a long way away from knowing how it will all shake out. How many times have we been convinced a rumor is true and it ends up being the complete opposite?

Charlie: [Laughs] Far too many. I think Vanessa Lennon is a perfect example of that. We were entirely convinced Paragon had settled on an different driver. But what I will say, Geoff, is that with this sport, where there’s smoke, there’s fire.

There might have been a car ride. I wasn’t sure. All I knew was I had to keep myself in this dark, safe cocoon. My heat wasn’t in control at the moment, and I needed to keep it that way.

Their voices filtered through the blanket pleasantly. I liked listening to them. Beck was close enough for his voice to rumble. It matched his purr, low and steady. If I stayed like this I could almost pretend I wasn’t in heat.

I curled toward Beck’s purr, snuggling as best I could. They had dropped everything for me. No questions or hesitation, they were making sure I was okay. The feeling of love and safety almost made me cry.

This was what it meant to have a pack, and it was what I’d always wanted.

I was lifted and carried, voices falling away. Soft footsteps until they came to a stop. Light peeked through when Beck pulled back the blanket. “You still in there?”

A tiny laugh slipped out. “Yes.”

“Ready to see the nest?”

“We’re here?”

“We’re here.”

Beck set me down, the blanket and Elias’s shirt falling away. The room in front of us was small and cozy. The walls were rounded and covered with pillows covered in black. Beneath my toes, I felt how soft the fabric was.

There were other pillows not part of the walls which shimmered in the dim light, silver . Some blankets too.

“You can make it everything you want it to be,” he said softly. “After.”

The one word was all it took.

Need bloomed under my skin, followed by pain. I swallowed back a groan when it hit me. This was worse. Now that I was here in the nest?

Beck knew.

“ Present .”

I dropped to my knees on the cushions without thought, spreading my arms out in front of me and lifting my ass in the air, exposing everything.

Beck’s fingers wove into my hair close to the scalp and lifted my head far enough to see his cock where he knelt in front of me. He was already naked. How hadn’t I noticed that he was naked? “Taste me.”

He slid into my waiting mouth, but not all the way. I lifted my eyes, barely able to see him at this angle, and barely saw him smirking. “Now that I have your attention. I’m going to talk and you’re going to listen while you suck my cock. When I’m finished you’ll be able to speak, and after that…” He let the possibilities hang in the air.

“When you’re in the nest with us, you are not Vanessa the driver,” he said. “You are our Omega. Trust that you can let everything go. Give in and let us take care of you, no matter the instinct. I know your head is hazy and screaming for knots.”

I shuddered, my pussy contracting where it was empty. That wasn’t right. When would it be right? When one of them was inside me, holding me down, filling me with—a whine slipped out around his cock.

Beck tasted incredible. I sucked harder, wanting more of him, but the hand in my hair held me still, not letting me take him deeper.

“But I need you to think if there’s anything you don’t want or aren’t comfortable with. Because we have our own instincts, and right now, mine are screaming at me.”

My eyes went wide.

“Do you know what they’re saying?”

I shook my head, mouth still full of him. The heady incense of his flavor nearly made my eyes roll back in my head.

He thrust just a bit deeper. “That in order to give you what you need, Omega, we need to take what we want. No matter if you’re passed out, sleeping, or begging for it. Which is why you need to tell me if there’s anything off limits, because we’ll never take something you’re not already willing to give.”

A wave of heat hit so hard and so fast I moaned around him. Yes. That was exactly what I needed. No questions or hesitation or balancing the two opposing sides of myself. Just being an Omega in the presence of my pack and offering everything. Yielding to each of them in different ways.

Beck pulled me off his cock and up onto my knees. Into his arms. “Is there anything?”

He was right. My brain was flooded with hormones and desire. I could barely form words, let alone think about limits. But I tried, letting those warm brown eyes steady me. Hold me.

“Nothing permanent,” I said. “Marks or anything like that.”

“No,” he agreed. “And trust me when I say we have no interest in hurting you.”

My cheeks went hot. I was probably about as red as the Revas logo. “I don’t want anyone in my ass while I’m asleep.”

A slow smile formed. “But while you’re awake?”

“That’s fine.” I bit my lip. “And…”

Beck squeezed me. “You can tell me.”

“I love the thought of it. Just letting go. I can’t think of anything specific, but if there’s something I didn’t think of?—”

One hand lifted to cup my cheek, and he pulled me in. “Then you tell us to stop and we’ll stop.” He held me so close our breath mingled. “We will never cross a boundary you set, love.” His hand moved down to my chest, right over my heart. “That’s not what it’s about. It’s about you needing to give up control for a while, and not overwhelming your Omega by making you answer questions when all you want is a knot.”

“Yeah.” I breathed out, easing further into his hold. “Yeah. I didn’t think you would. Sorry.”

“You have every right to ask.”

I wrapped my arms around his neck and breathed him in. “You said you’d take what you want,” I murmured.

“And I will.”

Swallowing, I took another breath of his scent. His flavor was still on my tongue. “What do you want?”

“There’s almost nothing I don’t want when it comes to you, Vanessa. Right now, I want my balls touching your chin and your eyes watering when I come down your throat for the first time. After that? I don’t have a timeline.”

“Where are the others?”

“They’ll be here in a couple of minutes. You didn’t have that kind of time. Now turn that beautiful brain of yours off. It’s safe for your heat, Omega.”

Beck somehow always had the right words to say to unlock things inside me. That same sentiment from our first night together. Let go .

“Get back to presenting so when your other packmates get here you’re ready for them to use. And this time, while you’re down there, you’ll take my whole cock. Right?”

I didn’t respond with words. Only movement. Back down onto soft velvet, finding his cock with my lips and taking him deeper. Like I’d wanted to that day when I woke him up. His hand wove into my hair once more, guiding me the way he’d told me he would.

His cock was the thickest of them—I didn’t know if I could take him as far as he wanted me to. But I would try.

“That sight’s going to be burned into my mind for eternity,” Elias said from the entrance of the nest. They were here . More scents filled the space, hands on my skin. Slick gushed in response to them. We were in a nest and none of us had to hold back anymore.

Beck moved me, working his cock into my throat with firm determination. “There you go,” he said. “You’ll fit all of me, Nes. I promise you that.”

My throat tried to expel him, but he kept me there. “No, love. I’m taking what I want, and what I want is for you to trust me. Trust that I have you.”

I did trust him. I did. So I fought every instinct and closed my eyes.

It felt like an eternity until he pulled back and let me breathe. Now I was so wet I could feel the air on the skin of my thighs.

Beck lifted his cock away. “Suck my balls while I tell them about our conversation.”

I wasn’t sure if it was the accent, the blunt way he commanded me, or the tiny shade of embarrassment at his words, but they only fueled the fire. Tingles sparkled through me as I obeyed.

This wasn’t something I’d ever done before. Intimate and hot . The dark richness of his taste clung to his skin, and all I wanted in this moment was to live in this feeling. Nothing but the next lick and thrust, listening for the next command.

River’s voice penetrated the fog of desire. “Look at all this dripping out of you.” His fingers dragged through the remnants of all their cum, my cum, and slick. They dragged it upward toward my ass. “Almost makes me think I don’t need this bottle of lube I brought. But I better make sure.”

“Nah.” Elias laughed. “Slick or no slick there’s never enough lube.”

“Oh god.” I couldn’t focus on anything to do with my mouth when River’s mouth was on me. Not just on me. On my ass. Using his mouth and tongue and certainly holding nothing back. I’d never felt anything like that, and now I dripped even more.

“If you can speak, your mouth is free,” Beck said, guiding my mouth back to him and feeding me his cock. All the way down, working himself deep like he had before. I shuddered at the delicious loss of control. River felt it and hummed against my skin. “Good to know, baby.”

Cool liquid replaced his tongue, and then I felt him . We were past slow gentleness and holding back. River fucked into me, deeper each time, filling me, and my mind spun with the image of being filled more than this. More of them. Could my body handle that? If it could, we were doing it.

Just the thought stole what little breath I had from my lungs and had my nipples tightening.

I choked on Beck’s cock as he pushed deeper. He had me exactly where he wanted me—balls touching my chin. My eyes watered with the lack of air, and the hand in my hair was somehow both a caress and a restraint.

River was fully inside my ass now, and all I could do was take it. All I wanted to do was feel. But I also needed to be knotted. I wanted more. There wasn’t any panic mingled with the desire because they would give me what I needed. They already knew, and I trusted them.

“Look at me,” Beck commanded.

I tried, but I couldn’t really see him through my watery eyes and the pleasure telling me to close them and sink into nothing but sensation.

“You look fucking perfect.” His voice was rough. “Lips stretched around my cock, tears in your eyes because I put them there. So pretty, Omega.”

The warmth of approval swelled in my chest. Heat was hard. It not only lifted your emotions to the surface but also your insecurities. Hearing his praise filled in those little cracks and soothed my mind.

“You’re going to swallow for me, aren’t you, Nes?”

I couldn’t even nod.

River’s fingers gripped my hips, taking my ass hard and fast and oh my god I didn’t know it could feel like that. I’d tried it a couple of times and it was… fine? This was lighting me up from within. Causing pleasure to build in my gut—the kind that could explode at the lightest touch.

Beck moaned, his voice going short and breathy, his hips moving on their own to shove all the way into my throat as his hands kept my head still. I felt when he came, tasted him when he pulled back so his knot was outside my lips.

He lifted me up, pushing me back on my knees so River could hold me before placing a hand around my throat. “You’re not ready for my knot in your mouth yet, but you will be.”

“I don’t know about that.”

Beck kissed me, plunging his tongue into my mouth so he could taste the two of us together. Every movement was slow and languorous compared to River’s driving pace. The difference between the two of them had me panting and reaching, touching whatever skin I could.

He bit my lip before pulling back. “That wasn’t a request, Vanessa. Now hold still and let your Alpha fuck your ass.”

I melted, voice not forming words, just filling the space of the nest. It would be echoing if the nest wasn’t filled with pillows. Every movement of River’s hips felt incredible, but it wasn’t enough for me to get me there. Close, but not enough. My body protested, slick slipping down my thighs in desperation.

“Please.”

“Please what?” River growled.

There were no more words. Only please . With Beck still keeping me upright, River reached around me and found my clit. Lower. Using his fingers to fuck me while he took my ass.

That was enough. Like a spark to gasoline, I lit up, ragged groans pulled out of me, body trying to take everything it could from the orgasm. I had no strength left and ended up limp between them as River came, pulling out and spilling himself across my back.

“ No .”

River wrapped his arms around me. “You’re about to sleep, baby. You didn’t want anyone inside your ass while you did that.”

My heart pulsed with the care he’d taken in that decision. I’d meant I didn’t want anyone to start fucking my ass while sleeping. But I loved him even more for choosing this.

“You’ll still get a knot, love.”

Beck took me back to the cushions and pulled me on top of him. He guided his still-hard cock against my entrance and slipped inside. His swollen knot pressed against me too, and I gasped. His smirk made my pussy clench. “Think you can take it?”

I licked my lips, trying to find my words. “I don’t know.”

“Let’s find out.”

He guided my hips down, stretching me around his knot in short, hot pulses. The stretch was half pain, half pleasure, and half everything I ever wanted. Yes, that was more halves that existed and I didn’t fucking care.

Suddenly he slipped in, knot settling into where it locked with a burst of pleasure that rippled through me.

As soon as his knot filled me, my energy left. I sank down onto Beck’s chest, my eyes closing. River had been right. I was going to sleep. And they were here with me.

Elias and Grayson were close. I could scent them. River was somewhere behind me. In my nest. Lulled by their purrs.

Perfect.