Page 46 of Declan (Gold Team #5)

Six months later—Rescue, California

“Declan,” I groaned.

His mouth was between my legs, creating the magic only he could. I was so close I was reaching for it, but Declan was playing around, not giving me what I needed.

This was because he wanted something and I wasn’t giving in.

“Say yes, baby, and I’ll give it to you.”

“You know I can do it myself.”

“Autumn,” he growled, and swirled his tongue around my clit.

My thighs tightened around his head to keep him where I wanted him and my hands left his hair to cup my breasts, something I knew drove him wild.

All was fair when one used sexual pleasure to get what they wanted.

“I’ll make you a deal,” I panted and his head came up and his blazing eyes took in what I was doing. And since I wanted something, too, I gave him a little more, which meant I gave myself more and pinched and rolled my nipples.

“Fucking Christ, you’re sexy as hell, baby. ”

Oh, yeah, he was close to losing control.

I pinched harder, my back arched, and I moaned.

“Gonna take you hard tonight,” he grunted. “I want you on your knees, your ass in my hands, and I want you screaming.”

Yes.

Perfect.

He’d lifted the ban on positions and Declan took me however he wanted, but it didn’t matter how that happened—when we came together, we connected. In the last fifteen months, there’d never been a time I didn’t feel his love. Hard and fast, slow and sweet, we made love. Every time.

But you know what he hadn’t allowed? Me taking him in my mouth.

I was over it. So over it, I’d seriously contemplated handcuffing him to our awesome new bed in our awesome new house.

The problem was, it was awesome, therefore I didn’t want him breaking the slats of the headboard.

I also didn’t want the wood marred with scratch marks.

So I hadn’t handcuffed him, but I was impatient and done.

Which brought us to now.

“Wanna make a deal, honey?”

“Does the deal include your sweet pussy wrapped around my cock?”

“Nope. But it includes my mouth wrapped around your thick cock.”

“Autumn,” he hissed.

Hissed, like a freaking serpent.

“The deal is, you can have however many goats you want if you let me suck your dick.”

He wheezed in a breath and narrowed his eyes.

Yes, we were negotiating about goats. He wanted them, I didn’t. We already had two horses. I didn’t have to take care of them, Declan did. But I’d read up about goats, they ate everything and I didn’t want the new garden I’d planted to be desecrated by the hungry beasts.

“And you have to promise you’ll keep your goats out of the yard.”

“Baby—”

“It’s been over a year. I’m ready. You know it. So whatever the deal is, it’s your deal, not mine. So tell me, why don’t you want it?”

Declan surged up and over me, one elbow on the mattress taking most of his weight, the other dove into my hair and held me in place.

“Make no mistake, baby, I wanna feel those lips wrapped around my cock. But you know what I want more? You in a good state of mind. You smiling. You happy. You healthy.”

“I’m all those things, Dec, you make sure of it.”

“Right. So can you see why I’m not all fired up to risk setting us back? You think I’d do anything that would trigger something unpleasant for you? Baby, I don’t need a blowjob. I need you smiling, laughing, happy, healed, and whole. Nothing else. Just that.”

God, I loved him .

“I’m giving you a damn blowjob, Declan.”

God, seriously, what woman had to beg her man to allow her to suck him off? Didn’t that go against the laws of nature or some such shit? Shouldn’t his man card be revoked? So annoying.

His brows creased, and since my hand was on his back, I felt the muscles under my palm tense.

“Autumn—”

“I heard you,” I whispered. “And I love the way you protect me. But what you’re not hearing is, I need this. I’m not broken so stop treating me like I am. No boundaries, honey. Nothing between us.”

“Fuck,” Dec clipped and rolled off me and settled on his back. “ Have at it, baby.”

Have at it ?

Yes, please.

I scrambled to my knees, crawled over to him, and stared down at a very hard, very long dick.

And froze.

“Um.”

He started to knife up, misunderstanding my hesitation, and I planted a hand on his chest, shoving him back down.

“I don’t know where to start,” I admitted, not feeling the slightest bit of embarrassment.

This was Declan, we had no room for awkwardness or blushing. I could do anything, say anything, ask anything, and be myself totally with no judgment.

“First thing, is to check your teeth,” he told me.

“The tip is sensitive, but specifically the underside. Lick, suck, do whatever you want, but keep my cock wet. You wanna play with my balls that’d be appreciated.

Roll, pull, but do not squeeze. And if you can’t take all of me, don’t force it.

Use your hand, and stroke while your mouth’s on me. ”

After he was done with his instructions, I looked back down, lowered my head, and took a long lick from root to tip.

Declan groaned and I did it again, wetting him as I went. After a few minutes of licking, I gained courage, fisted him, and gave him a few pumps with my hand before I took the tip in my mouth and swirled my tongue around the tip and paid special attention to the thick vein on the underside.

“Eyes,” he grunted. “Keep your eyes on mine.”

Oh, yeah, I could get down with this. I took more of him in my mouth and he groaned again.

“Christ.”

He was hungry. So hungry, my pussy throbbed. Excitement leaked down my thighs, and if I wasn’t so determined to make this good for him, I would’ve touched myself.

Next time I was so doing that .

I played.

Declan groaned.

And I played more until I found a rhythm using my mouth and hand in tandem. The taste of him filled my senses, the sounds of his pleasure filled my ears, and I felt full.

Full of happiness.

Full of love.

Full of the healing powers that Declan possessed.

Only him.

My home. My beast. My protector. My lover.

“Enough. Get your ass up here and ride me,” Declan grunted.

I didn’t stop.

“You got two seconds to get your sweet ass up here, Autumn. You don’t move, I’ll haul your pussy up here myself.”

My pussy spasmed, more wet leaked, but I didn’t move fast enough because Declan’s hands went under my pits and he hauled me up. Before I could blink, I was planted on his cock and all the oxygen whooshed from my lungs.

“Sweet blowjob, baby. Best head I ever got. No fucking joke. But when I come, I come in you. So when I tell you to ride my cock, you listen, yeah?”

I wanted to tell him that him blowing in my mouth was still technically coming inside of me, but my explanation died in my throat.

Declan looked hot and turned way the hell on. He looked fierce in his desire. Desire I’d created, hunger I’d built.

Hell, yes, I was so down with giving him a blowjob if this is what I earned.

“Yeah, honey, I get you.”

“Ride me, Autumn, and you better find it fast. You got me to the edge.”

I could do that. I was primed and ready to go.

I rocked my hips, ground down, added a swivel, and Declan bucked under me.

“So fucking beautiful,” he groaned. “Love you, baby.”

“Love you, honey.”

It didn’t take long and when my orgasm broke and Declan’s fingers dug into my hips, keeping me still as his cock jerked inside of me, filling me with something else.

Fully connected, heart and soul.

“Goddamn, your pussy’s so sweet.”

Not the most flowery compliment he’d ever given me, yet I loved it.

So I smiled down at him and I was blessed with one in return.