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Gage: so guys I’m officially exclusive with Logan

Asher: *dancing.gif*

Riggs: *string of party-popper emojis*

Zar: Good!!! Come to me my bet winnings :money face:

Cohen: Delighted to hear it. Sex?

Gage: Sex was fabulous

Gage: Might have answered a question for myself too

Cohen: The bottom v top question?

Gage: Correct. I’m vers

Asher: Oh good, now we can compare notes properly

Zar: Oh fuck no

Riggs: Oh fuck yes

Gage: Sounds great, let’s get smashed and talk aaaaaall the details

Zar: Count me out, talking sex once with you was awkward enough, I do not desire a repeat

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Gage

Despite my best attempts, I’d somehow been sucked back into modeling.

Once again I was in jeans and a basic T-shirt—black this time, because that was all I had clean. Logan had dressed similarly, only on him, the black T-shirt hugged him in all the right ways, and he looked delicious.

Or I could have been projecting now that I knew what was underneath the clothes.

It had been only four days since I’d spent the night with him. I still felt a little…It was hard to describe. It was like Logan had opened a door I hadn’t realized was an option? I mean, yeah, I’d offered to bottom, but I hadn’t expected to like it. I’d thought if there was ever a chance of me being willing to try, it was with Logan.

I’d never expected the experience to rock my world. He’d robbed me of sense, of words, of anything but sensation. I’d been completely lost in him, vulnerable yet safe in a way I’d never been with anyone. Ever. I’d never felt freer or more seen.

I still rode that emotional high, trying to put it into this new framework I’d been given, and Shanice and Ami wanted me to do suggestive poses with him?

Was this some form of punishment?

Logan, on the other hand, was looking around at Shanice and Ami’s setup. They had the usual array of light boxes, drop cloths, props, et cetera. Logan’s hair hung loose around his shoulders and I hadn’t shaved, at their suggestion.

Girls liked beards, apparently.

Or at least these two did.

Almost accusingly, I muttered, “You look entertained already.”

“This smacks of roleplay,” Logan explained, still looking around with interest. “And that’s one of the things that drew me so strongly into DnD.”

This now made much more sense.

Ami clapped her hands. “Done! All right, gentlemen, assume your positions.”