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Forty-Four

Reign

Things with Killian have felt like a dream I never want to wake up from.

It almost feels like we’re in a movie and just enjoying each other’s company, not worrying about our parents or them calling constantly.

I don’t want to go home.

I wish I could stay here forever but I know we’ll need to go home eventually.

Something in me knows I need to and that I can’t hide away on this island forever.

I get out of the bathroom after freshening up and see Killian isn’t in the room where I last saw him. He was waiting for me to get out, on the bed.

I furrow my eyebrows, wondering where he went. I leave the room to look for him. He isn’t downstairs or in the guest room. There is an office down the hall from the kitchen which is the only place I haven’t checked.

I open the door and my jaw falls to the floor as I see Killian with no shirt on sitting on the floor, surrounded by fire.

There is a circle of fire around him and I almost think it’s a fire that’s not controlled but it’s in a perfect circle, almost like he created it.

“Killian,” I say, making Killian’s head lift and look at me.

His eyes are dark and void.

Like there is nothing behind them.

Killian is definitely not a hero and he never pretended to be one either.

Everyone hates villains but they don’t know that they love like a hero never could.

I want to go to him but the fire between us stops me.

“Leave,” he says only one word that almost breaks my heart, but I don’t budge.

“What’s wrong? What are you doing?” I say, looking at the fire surrounding him.

“Leave, I don’t want you to get hurt,” Killian says, and it’s like there is a double meaning behind his words. I take a step closer to the fire, but he yells. “What did I fucking say?!” Killian then throws a bucket of liquid on the fire before stepping towards me and grabbing my arms. “Why can’t you just fucking leave?! It’d make things so much easier,” he says, softly shaking me.

What is going on with him?

I thought that everything was okay.

I furrow my eyebrows and put my hands on his face. “Why are you being like this? What happened?”

“Just go. I’ll call a plane, but you need to go and stay away from me,” he says, trying to take my hands off his face but I don’t let him, and I hold my ground.

“Killian, what’s going on? Talk to me, please. We can fix this,” I say calmly, because I don’t know what he’ll do next or how he’ll react.

I’ve never seen something, or someone do something like that before, I don’t know if I should be scared or not.

I know I should run away because for some reason Killian is filled with darkness and that darkness will kill me slowly but at the same time, I can’t leave him.

Killian makes me feel so much and I can’t lose that.

I can’t lose him.

“Please, talk to me, what’s going on? Is it your dad?” I ask, furrowing my eyebrows, trying to figure out what the hell is going on.

Killian shakes his head slowly and when his eyes meet mine, he almost looks guilty.

Like he’s hiding something big.

“You just can’t, Reign. You can’t be with me.”

My heart cracks, I swear I hear it.

A tear forms in my eye. “What are you talking about?”

“You will get hurt. It’s not a maybe, it’s fucking written in the stars that you’ll get destroyed. So please, I’m begging you to run now, no matter what I say.”

I shake my head as the tear finally falls. “I don’t want to. I love you Killian. I told you, I’m here to stay.” Killian licks his lips and shakes his head lightly. I grab his chin and make him stare down at me. “I’m here with you, Killian. I’m not leaving, no matter what.”

“You’re gonna get burned,” Killian whispers, our lips slowly go towards one another.

“Good thing I happen to love fire.”

Killian smiles softly and puts his hands on my jaw and brings my face to his.

He immediately thrusts his tongue in my mouth and glides it along mine. While kissing me, he takes my towel off and flings it across the room. He runs his hands down my thighs and groans.

“Fuck, did you shave?” Killian asks, nipping at my bottom lip.

I nod. “I do laser hair removal.”

“Perfect,” he says, making me confused. He removes his lips from me. “Lay on the floor and spread your legs.” I do as he says, eager and confused.

I feel the cold air brush against my bare pussy making me shiver and want to close my legs, but I know Killian will punish me for it probably.

He walks behind me to his desk. I hear ruffling around, but I don’t turn my head. I hear Killian come back and see him cover my eyes with a piece of cloth.

Everything is dark and I feel my other senses heighten. “What are you doing?” I ask.

“I don’t know what your limits are, but I want to test them,” Killian says, making anxiety rush through my body. Anticipation floods through my veins. “It’s going to hurt but it’ll feel good. Do you trust me?”

Without a doubt in my mind, I nod my head. “Yes.”

“Safe word is ‘fire’ okay?”

“Okay,” I say, a shiver running through my body again.

I hear stuff rustle around in the room before feeling Killian’s hands rest on my knees that are bent.

I twitch from the touch and feel his lips on mine. He kisses me softly, as if saying he’s here for me and that I can trust him.

Which I don’t doubt I can.

I would rip my heart out of my chest and give it to him if I could.

Killian kisses his way down my body until I feel his hot breath hit my pussy.

I moan and my thighs clench as Killian breathes me in before he leans forward and puts his tongue on my clit. Stars explode behind my lids, and I can barely breathe.

Killian brings his fingers to my clit, playing with it before thrusting his tongue inside me.

He isn’t wasting time on pleasuring me. My eyes roll behind the cloth and I squirm under his touch. “Killian,” I moan, curling my toes and trying to get closer to him.

Pleasure builds up inside me so quickly, like a storm almost.

Killian rubs my clit fast and hard and I can’t stop moving from his hold and I try to stay still but as more and more of the pleasure builds, the more I can’t hold it.

Killian switches and uses his finger to ram inside me at a rapid pace while his tongue gives my clit one flick before I fall apart on his mouth.

He cleans me up slowly while I relax in his hold while my body starts to slowly build up for another climax.

My head feels fuzzy especially since I can’t see anything.

“Remember, it’s going to hurt but it’ll feel good after. I just need you to trust me, okay?”

“I trust you,” I whisper, waiting and wondering what he plans on doing with my body.

I’m his for the taking.

Ready to be burned.

Killian kisses every spot on my body. Paying attention to every inch and crevice. I moan softly and relax in his arms.

By the time he starts paying attention to my pussy again I’m already on edge and aching for another release.

I flinch when I feel a cold, wet cloth touch my stomach and then suddenly, what feels like fire touches my skin.

I moan and thrash before Killian wipes it with a wet cloth again. “What was that?” I ask in a breathless tone.

My heart pounds against my rib cage and I lift my head as if I can see Killian.

He does it again and I flinch before Killian wipes away the heat with a cold cloth. “Fire.” I furrow my eyebrows while feeling an ache between my legs. I feel empty and I need Killian to fill it and make it all better. “What are you thinking?” Killian asks softly.

I shake my head. “I don’t know.”

Killian moves himself between my legs and I feel his hair graze the inside of my thighs and his breath hits my pussy and I try to scoot closer to him, but he doesn’t let me. “Don’t move. Under any circomestance. I don’t want to hurt you.” I hear Killian say before his lips connect with my pussy.

He swipes the cold cloth on my stomach before I feel a hot, burning sensation on my skin.

“Killian!” I yell as I feel his tongue slide inside me.

The burn with Killian’s tongue on me feels euphoric. I don't even know how to describe it.

Killian swipes the burn away with a cold cloth and I feel like I’m out of breath and can barely breath. Killian doesn’t stop licking me.

Pleasure rages through my body as Killian burns me while licking me.

My release is tipping towards the edge, and I want to let go.

“You’re doing so good, baby. Keep holding it,” Killian mutters between my legs.

“I can’t-I need-I need to come,” I yell, trying my best not to squirm.

“I want you to see how you fall apart with my tongue between your legs and my fire on your skin,” Killian says before ripping away the cloth. The light burns my eyes first before I am faced with Killian between my legs, his hands holding a lighter and a cloth with his dark eyes staring into mine. “Watch me make this pretty pussy come with the touch of my tongue and the burn of my flame,” Killian says before taking a long lick of me.

I throw my head back, but Killian doesn't like that, so he swipes the cold cloth on my stomach making me look back down.

He lights his flame against my stomach, and I see fire playing on my stomach.

I know I should be scared but instead I can’t help but feel the pleasure from the burn.

Killian flicks his tongue against my clit and says, “come.”

I moan Killian’s name as he keeps going, licking me and burning me.

It’s all too much.

The pleasure and burn is all too intense.

I can’t do anything except scream Killian’s name and clench my thighs around him.