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Twenty-Nine

Killian

It’s fine.

That’s what I tell myself as I wait for her on the hill under the stars.

I’ll tell her everything and then it will all be fine.

I can’t keep lying to her.

But it just makes things so much easier.

Immediately after the dance with Reign, I left the party without anyone seeing me. I was too anxious and a little bit excited to see Reign tonight, alone, under the stars with me. Plus she is a temptation for me, especially in that dress with those big blue eyes of hers.

I don’t know what time it is now, but I have a feeling the party is over since it feels like hours just sitting here waiting for her.

I’d wait an eternity for her.

I hear a car pull up and suddenly my calm heart starts to race.

“I’m surprised you’re the one who asked to meet here instead of me,” Reign says as she lays a blanket down and puts the extra one next to me.

“You wanted to know more about me so I’m giving you your chance. Consider this your birthday gift.”

Reign sits down on the blanket, and I scoot next to her so I can sit on the same blanket. I wrap my arm around her waist and pull her closer to me.

She gives me a look while blushing, making me smirk.

I just love how I can easily affect her.

“Okay,” she says, looking up at me.

“Okay.” I smirk down at her.

“What’s your favorite color?”

“Blue.”

“Why?”

“Because that’s the color of your eyes.”

Reign blushes and shakes her head lightly. “Killian, stop messing around. Seriously, what's your favorite color?”

“Like I said, blue.”

Reign rolls her eyes. “Your favorite animal?’

“I’m starting to like lions.”

Reign laughs. “You can’t keep making them all about me.”

“Why not?” I tilt my head to the side, looking down at her lips before meeting her eyes.

“Because this is about you.”

“Next question.”

“What’s one thing you want to accomplish before you die?”

I would say become capo, but plans have changed.

I want something else now, something more than just being a capo.

“I want to be able to live the life I want with no regrets.”

“What’s one thing you like about Italy?”

“The weather and scenery. It’s beautiful there.”

“I want to go there one of these days. I’ve never been.”

“I’ll take you,” I say, making Reign smile.

One of these days I will.

Before the time between us runs out.

“My dad is wrong about you,” Reign says, making the guilt invite its way in and make me feel like shit.

Tell her.

Tell her.

Tell her.

“Why do you say that?” I ask, furrowing my eyebrows.

“Because I know you wouldn’t do anything to hurt me.” I feel my heart clench hearing her say that. How fucking naive can you be, my sweet beautiful Reign? Sure, I don’t really want to hurt her, but I will. It’s inevitable. I can’t fucking control it or how far this thing between us goes. “I like you a lot.” She needs to shut up. I don’t like how everything I’m not telling her tastes on my tongue. All the unspoken words and lies I’m keeping just makes me feel guilty. “I don’t know why my dad doesn’t like you. You haven’t done anything to prove otherwise. He knows I like you too because I couldn’t help but tell him. He knows that I like you even though you’re mean, closed off, and dark. He knows how much I trust you and that I’ve never felt this way about any guy-”

I kiss her to shut her up.

Because she needs to shut the fuck up.

I can’t hear her talk about me like I’m some god or praise me like I’m her savior when I’m really her downfall.

Our bodies and souls meld together and the stars above us shine.

This was destined. This night under the stars was meant to happen.

She soon falls on her back and I follow her, getting between her legs. One of her hands goes to my hair to play with it while one of my hands goes to the side of her ass. I pull her closer to me, grinding on top of her.

She is so hard to resist.

I need closer.

I need more.

I sink my teeth into her lip making her moan and if she’d let me, I’d sink my teeth in her ass making my mark there too.

Reign moans and opens up her legs. Her body is soft and smooth while mine is rigid and hard.

Our tongues dance and we make this kiss our bitch. I feel tingles down my spine when I roll my hips against hers. My hand trails to the back of her dress. I bring the zipper down while Reign pulls me closer to her.

“Killian,” she gasps when my finger trails down her bare back.

I’m too far gone to stop this now.

I take off her dress and she lets me. My shirt follows and Reign admires the tattoos while I kiss her neck. I trail the kisses down while Reign watches me with lust in her eyes.

“Tell me to stop, Reign. Because if you don’t, I won't be able to,” I say, kissing down her stomach. She clenches her thighs together, but she doesn’t say anything. “Damn it, Reign,” I say before getting below her navel. I look up at her and all I see is trust. This fucking girl. “Tell me to stop.”

“No,” she says in a breathless tone.

“Reign.” My lips nearing her pussy behind the soaked underwear.

“No.”

I groan. “You’re fucking things up for me.”

I take her underwear off and then my nose nudges her clit. She cries out and moves her thighs, but I keep them pinned down with my arms. I suck her lips in my mouth and lick all the way from her hole to her clit.

“Killian,” she moans, gripping my hair, pulling me closer.

I thrust two fingers inside her, making her gasp. “Jesus, fuck. You’re so tight. Taking my fingers so well, baby.” She clenches around my fingers, and I suck her clit in my mouth. “Come on baby, come for me,” I mummer, feeling her clenching around my fingers, slowly falling towards the edge. I curve my fingers, hitting her g-spot, making her moan. I could do this all night if she let me. I swear I’ve never spent this much time between a woman's legs. She tightens around my fingers and comes apart. “Good girl.”

I keep my fingers inside her, softly playing with her as I lean up and press my mouth against hers.

As we kiss, her hand slowly inches down my abs then to the waistband of my pants where my zipper is. “Reign,” I groan in the kiss when she slips her hand inside my jeans, her fingers grazing my dick. “Don’t go there.” I stop kissing her, but she doesn’t. She trails her kisses down my neck. Her touch sets my skin on fire, leaving me burning with desire. My dick pulses like it has a heart of it’s own and it was saying “Fuck it, let’s do it.”

I want to cave.

I want to give in to this, to her.

But God, the guilt and the fucking ending begs me not to.

“It’s fine. Please.”

“Reign-”

“I want to, Killian.” She stops kissing me and looks up at me with stars in her eyes as if she trusts me to hold her heart in my hands. “I want it to be you.”

But she has no clue that I’ll fucking burn her heart until there’s nothing left.

“You don’t even know me.”

“I trust you. It’s my decision.” Reign moves her hand inside my briefs, and I almost want to just come then and there like a fucking teenager.

“I don’t have a condom.”

Reign nods. “Just the tip.”

I shake my head lightly. “Reign, I’ve never-”

“It’s just the tip. Nothing more.”

I bite my lip and Reign moves her hand up and down my shaft making this whole thing even harder to just say no to.

Fucking Reign.

I groan. “Just the tip.” She nods happily. My pants and briefs are thrown off and I position myself between her legs. “Just the tip,” I say, more so to myself.

The tip of my dick makes contact with her pussy, slipping my way between her folds.

I’ve never fucked without a condom.

It feels different, better.

We feel closer, it feels more intimate.

Her body curves into mine as she moans. My dick slips past her folds and that’s all it took. I trail my eyes up and down her body, the way she holds onto me as if I’m going to let her go.

“Killian-”

“Look at you, Reign.” I shake my head lightly, slipping an inch in. “Your fucking eyes, your fucking smile, just you. I never stood a fucking chance,” I say before thrusting fully inside her.

Reign tightens her legs around me and moans, scraping her nails down my back. Her walls clenched around me. I roll my eyes from how she feels around. So tight and soft I want to say fuck it all and go hard on her, but the voice inside my head, the one that fucking cares about this girl, tells me to go gentle.

Gentle.

My hand goes down to play with her clit. “Oh my god,” she moans.

“How does it feel?” I ask, still playing with her clit. I lean down and press my lips to her neck.

I pull out before thrusting inside her again.

She tightens around me. “Go faster.”

She meets each of my thrusts as I pound into her. I suck and bite her neck while my fingers play with her pussy. She moans my name to the stars and for a second everything is quiet.

I look down and see her blood mixed with her wetness on my dick.

My dick twitches inside her. “Please tell me you’re close, baby,” I say in her ear, and she just clenches around me again. I rub her clit faster making her scream my name and her whole body tightens up. “Come on baby, come for me.”

Reign digs her nails in my back, and I pinch her clit.

She falls apart and I follow after her, pounding inside her so hard and fast I feel like I’m hurting her, but she just keeps repeating my name like a prayer.

When she’s all spent and calms down, her fingers run down my back, feeling the marks she made.

I stay inside her, kissing her neck softly as I finish inside her.

Fuck.

It’s fine, she’s probably on birth control and if not there’s the pill.

It’s fine.

“You’re totally fucking things up for me, Reign.” I rest my head on her shoulder, relaxing while feeling her heartbeat against my chest.