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Twenty-Five

Killian

It’s close to 2:00am when I enter the suite. The lights are all shut off, but the curtains are open making the room have some natural lighting from the moon.

I definitely feel more relaxed than I did when I left the room. My body feels relaxed from the two glasses of the bar’s most expensive scotch.

My dad called me, but I didn’t answer. I think my mom sensed something was wrong because she texted me.

Hi baby. I know your dad tried calling but you didn’t answer. I want to make sure you’re okay and taking care of yourself. I love you. You better call your Mama soon. I miss you.

I just hearted the message because I didn’t feel like responding but she had to know how I was doing.

I walk through the suite and go towards where the bedroom is. I open the door slowly and look towards the bed.

I don’t see Reign’s face, but the blankets are covering her figure as her chest rises and falls. I can hear her small snores.

Ever since we landed in France, I haven’t slept in the bed with her.

It’s a temptation to say the least. Being near Reign when we’re in public and I can’t even touch her is enough for me to want to grab her and take her to the nearest corner to devour her.

Or whenever we are at the table back in Bulgaria and she gives me those innocent glances or blushes, it makes me want to throw her on the table, wrap her legs around my fucking head and make her see stars.

Obviously not in front of her family though.

Fuck it, tonight I’m over me pulling away.

In the warehouse today, I honestly thought I was going to lose her. I was fucking terrified, and I swear I felt my heart, my useless fucking heart, beat so rapidly and hard against my chest I thought I was going to die before saving her.

I’ve never cared enough about dying or if anyone else died for that matter, but that changed today.

I was prepared for my mom’s death and someday mine as well.

But for some reason, seeing Reign cover while people started taking shots at her, I felt my heart almost catch on fire and burn.

So yes, I did lecture the living fuck out of her and yes, I would 100% do it again to make sure that shit doesn’t happen in the future.

I had to leave the room before I took her neck in my hands and strangled the living fuck out of her for not listening to me.

I walk inside the room and towards the bed. I sit down next to her legs and move the covers down so I can see her face.

Her soft, pink lips are parted, and her long eyelashes caress her under eyes while she sleeps calmly.

She has one hand under her head and the other resting on her chest. I reach over and move a strand of her hair away from her face, softly caressing her soft cheek with my thumb.

My eyes go down to her chest and I move her hand and lay it on the bed. I reach towards where her heart is and lay my palm on her chest, feeling her steady and calm heart beating against her chest.

I close my eyes and just feel her heart.

For some reason, feeling her heart makes me feel calm, like the world is suddenly silent and that I have nothing to worry about. It feels like it’s just us two in the world.

Just two steady beating hearts with nothing to worry about.

“Killian?” Reign’s voice makes me open my eyes. I look down at her as she reaches up and holds my jaw in her soft, fragile hands. I lean into her touch and move my hand away from where her heart is. “What are you doing?” she whispers.

I lick the inside of my cheek. “Today you fucking scared me, Reign. I’ve never been scared of anything in my life before but today I was so fucking scared,” I admit.

“Killian, I’m fine-”

I shake my head. “No, you don’t get it. My heart was fucking pounding, Reign. I was afraid of losing you.”

Reign sits up and scoots closer to me. She rests her other hand on my jaw. “Why? You’re Killian De Luca. You’re not afraid of anything. Half the time I think you want me to die,” Reign tries to joke but she’s got it all wrong.

Yes, I’ve known that my obsession with her since that night under the stars meant something, but I never thought I could be afraid of losing someone or dying before someone else in my life.

At least not until I truly got to know Reign in person, instead of over a stupid phone where she thinks she is talking to her Star.

Tonight, she messaged him. Saying she fucked up and didn’t know how to fix it.

I didn’t respond because I didn’t know what to say.

I probably would have said to not be fucking stupid.

“Everyone is afraid of something. You just have to find it,” I admit.

Reign looks down at my lips swiftly before meeting my eyes. I want to pull her closer and kiss her again.

Probably even do more than kiss her.

It’s been more than three weeks and this girl can have me on my knees without asking.

“Why me? You kiss me, flirt with me, protect me? Am I just someone who you are passing time with?”

I furrow my eyebrows at her and move her hands off my face to hold them in my hands. “I don’t know why. I’m not really used to feeling like this with someone. I love and care about my mom, but it’s never felt like this.”

“What does it feel like?” Reign whispers and I feel myself getting deadly close to her.

It feels like my heart is going to catch fire any second now.

It would be fucking ironic.

Instead of answering her I grab her jaw and pull her towards me. I groan, taking her mouth. A strong, hot current that always feels like fire sparking between us sweeps through my body. I immediately deepen the kiss, needing more.

Reign leans back against the bed, and I follow with her, kicking off my shoes and getting on top of her, my leg between hers, pressing against her hot pussy. She’s wearing the same fucking thin ass shorts she did when she was coming all over the gun in the guest house.

My tongue dips into her mouth and she caresses her tongue against mine as she moans.

I place one of my hands on the bed while the other trails to her stomach, dipping below the waistband of her shorts, pausing slowly to see if she pulls away from me but like a good girl she doesn’t.

My dick hardens behind my trousers and I just need more room.

I can feel how soft her skin is against my body. My heart starts racing and I’m trying so hard to control myself with this girl.

“You’re so fucking beautiful.” I bite her lip making her arch her back. My hand dips below her panty line and Reign still doesn’t do anything to stop me. “Tempting,” I whisper, my fingers inching closer and closer to her hot, wet pussy. “And you don’t even know it. The fact that you’re all innocent about it makes me want to ruin and fuck you all up. No one will be able to have you other than me.”

When I press my finger against her clit, Reign moans against my lips. I trail my kisses down her neck, wanting to hear her moans instead of muffling them.

I play with her clit and slowly tease her tight and drenched hole with my middle finger.

When my lips finds Reign’s nipples she whimpers and pushes her chest towards my head. She arches her body, almost taking my hole middle finger inside her. She hisses but she doesn’t look like she’s in pain.

“Killian, please,” she begs, sweat forming on her forehead already.

I nip on her nipple and sink my middle finger inside her slowly. She swallows it up and moans, gasping at the fullness.

“You’re so tight, baby. No one’s touched this cunt, yea?” I rub her clit in circles while using my middle finger to thrust in and out of her. Reign shakes her head as I bite her nipple hard before licking it. “Say it. No one touched this cunt.”

“No, you’re the only one,” she moans, gripping the sheets in her hand before holding onto my shoulder. She squeezes her thighs together and thrusts against my fingers.

“You get so soaked for me, I can slip right in. I could make you see fucking stars.”

“Killian, I’m close, please,” Reign begs, her nails digging into my shoulders.

“I know, baby,” I say, feeling her walls clench onto my finger. I thrust my finger in and out of her faster. “Right there, come for me. Come on baby. Let me know what this pussy feels like when your come for me.”

Reign moans loudly, dragging her nails down my back as I bite and suck her nipple while she comes on my fingers.

I play with her clit until she’s all spent, and my fingers are drenched. Reign’s eyes fall and her breathing slowly evens out. She takes deep breaths to calm down, her chest rises and falls with both her nipples poking through the wet patches from me sucking on them.

I take my fingers out and kiss her forehead.

“Where are you going?” Reign asks as she feels me get up.

“Don’t worry, I’ll be back.” I say before going to the bathroom and grabbing a towel.

I wet it with warm water before returning back to the room. I take Reign’s shorts and underwear off before resting the towel against her pussy. She moans and squeezes her thighs against my hand between her legs.

I clean her up before throwing the towel on the floor.

I get up and start taking my shirt off.

“You’re not leaving, are you?” Reign asks, her eyes open and now looking at me.

I don’t answer her as I get in bed beside her. “Go back to sleep.” I wrap my arm around her waist and pull her closer to me before closing my eyes.

I rest my hand against her heart, falling asleep with her steady heart while comparing it to my broken one.