Chapter Ten

Alex

“That was so fucking hot,” Hailey murmurs, bringing me back to Earth. I blink, the world hazy at the edges except for the sight of them before me.

The noise around me quiets as well as the noise inside me as I watch the panic flash in Mack’s eyes. His chest rises and falls as he sucks in a breath, and if I don’t step in, this is going to go south fast.

I know that panic, that anxiety, and I know it fucking well. That moment when you question everything because suddenly the barriers are broken.

There’s no telling if what I’m about to do is going to work, or if it’s going to backfire on me completely and get me punched in the face.

I take two small steps forward, grab him by the throat, and I kiss him. Hard .

His hands come up, balled into fists against my pecs and he tries to push me away, like I expect. The sounds of Hailey’s wet mouth around his cock echo in the air.

His palms rest on my chest, fingernails digging into my skin as I slide my tongue into his mouth, wanting to savor every bit of this moment because it won’t last.

It’ll be gone in a flash, like every other moment I’ve stolen with Jordan Mackenzie.

I want him so fucking badly. I’ve wanted him for three years, and now that he’s here, kissing me with equal force, I’ll take everything I can get.

One hand rests on his throat while my free hand slides down his side, resting on his hip. I break away, his heavy breath between us warm on my skin.

I settle my hand over his stomach, committing the curves and definition of his abs to memory, because in the morning that’s all I’ll be.

A crazy, drunk memory. A regret.

So if I’m going to burn, why not light the match myself?

When in Vegas, right?His amber gaze meets mine, and I push him so hard he falls onto the bed with a thud as Hailey groans.

“Fuck, that’s so hot…”

She grabs me, shoving her tongue down my throat. It’s rushed and messy, and not bad in the scheme of kisses, but she’s no Jordan Mackenzie. Not even close .

“You like that, huh?” I tease her while smirking at him.

He stares up at us, his gleaming cock bouncing. My gaze travels up his sizable length and I bite my lip, twisting my fingers in my ring as I think about exactly what it would feel like to choke on that.

Fuck me.

“Yes,” she breathes. “You guys are so hot together.”

She keeps saying that as if I don’t already know. Me and Mack? Hottest couple to ever be. If only I could convince him of that.

She giggles. It’s not long before her mouth is back on him. I crawl beside him, adjusting my own cock, because the sight of him like this, naked, with his cock shoved down her throat, is too fucking much.

I don’t want to come yet, though.

His head falls back into the pillows as he arches his back, a deep moan escaping his mouth.

God, he’s so fucking pretty like this.

Shattering like ice into a million glittering fractals.

My lips hover over his. I trace my finger over his kiss-swollen lips, reveling in the soft feel against the pad of my thumb.

“ You are so fucking hot, Jordan,” I whisper for only him to hear.

He crushes his mouth against mine as he yanks my chain, hard enough it makes me choke. I fucking love it .

“I know,” he says, his voice tinged with a cockiness that makes me groan into his mouth as I kiss him again.

God, this mouth… I wonder what it would feel like around my cock. It throbs in response, weeping precum as I thrust against the mattress.

Fucking hell.

I break apart from him, a steady string of spit between us, before I lick my lips and break it.

“I want to taste you,” I whisper. “Can I taste you?” I swallow harshly. “Please?”

The desperation in my voice is thick, even to me, but I need to hear him say it.

I need to know he wants this. Wants me .

Even if it’s just for tonight.

Even if tomorrow he doesn’t remember.

Even if tomorrow he hates me.

I need to hear him say it.

His gaze burns into mine and he nods before devouring my mouth in a very rough, messy kiss.

“Yes,” he says, his voice barely a whisper, edged with a deep rasp that makes my cock jump. “Alex, I—”

Whatever he was going to say dies on his tongue, because Hailey continues her onslaught against his dick, pulling his attention. I wonder how he hasn’t come already. How I haven’t come already…

I settle my hand over his chest, feeling his racing heartbeat. His body loosens and his eyes fall shut. I rub my thumb over his nipple and his throat tenses as he lets out a groan.

I trace my hands down his muscled body until I find my place next to Hailey.

“Hey,” I say, nudging her lightly. “Take a breath, baby.”

She giggles, but I hear Mack curse under his breath.

“I want a turn,” I say as I wink at her. Her gaze widens and I see the interest in her eyes.

I settle between his legs, his cock twitching with renewed life, and I know exactly why he hasn’t come yet.

Because it’s not her he wants.

The grin that falls over my face is more than victorious.

This is what I’ve suspected all along, but now that he’s lying here, dick glistening in the low light before me, with me between his legs…

Fuck, I don’t know if I’m going to make it, but I’m going to try. I want him to enjoy this as much as I’m going to.

I gaze back up at him. “This okay?”

He gives the slightest nod, a deep grunt edged with the word yes echoing in the air. He pushes my head down with his hand.

“Words, Mack. Use your words,” I bite out.

A darkness falls over his gaze .

“Just shut the fuck up and suck my cock, asshole. How’s that for words?” His hand finds my chain and he pulls hard before shoving my face against his rigid cock.

If he wants to play dirty, I’ll play dirty.

I don’t waste a second as I grab his shaft, and the sound that escapes his throat is so deep and so hot, it goes straight to my cock.

I shift my position because I’m hard as hell and this isn’t comfortable.

He lets go of me as I push his legs open more.

Beside me, Hailey shifts around. I spit on his cock, my gaze never leaving his.

Sliding my hand over his shaft, I let him get used to the feel of my hand before I take over with my mouth.

The minute his cock hits the back of my throat, making me gag, he cries out.

“Shit, Alex, I—”

Mack’s a big guy everywhere it counts, that’s for sure. Drool collects at my chin, and I have to focus on breathing because I don’t want to pass out.

I’ve been with a few guys, and I know it sounds cliche as fuck, but I’ve never gone down on a guy this big before. But he doesn’t need to know that, and I’m not going to let it stop me, either.

“Oh, fuck…” Mack hisses.

His reaction drives me to double down as I do it again, taking him to the back of my throat. I gag and choke and suck him like my life depends on it. He will remember this blow job, if it’s the last thing I do .

I pop off him as Hailey nudges me aside.

She takes over for a few strokes and sucks before I dive back in.

We go back and forth like that for a little bit, switching off on kissing him and sucking him like a well-oiled machine until Mack is cursing up a storm.

Between the two of us, we find a rhythm pretty quickly.

Because I’m not a complete asshole, I make sure that while I’m enjoying the fuck out of Mack writhing beneath me and thrusting his cock into the back of my throat, her clit gets the attention it deserves, taking it between my fingers and rubbing it until she’s grinding against my hand, panting just as badly as the man before me.

I wouldn’t even be here, with his cock down my throat, without her, so it’s the least I can do.

Before I can latch on to that thought, his strained voice cuts through the air and pulls my focus.

I remove my attention and my free hand from Hailey, her heavy breath echoing beside me.

She shifts position again, the bed dipping as she gets beside Mack and brings him to her mouth, her kiss messy.

Her lips travel to his neck as his dark gaze finds mine.

I take him back into my throat once more, moaning around his thick cock.

I shift my focus to the most beautiful sight before me.

His eyebrows knit together, his perfect mouth parted as his Adam’s apple bobs and his breaths come in fast .

“Alex—” Mack’s voice is strained, breathy. I love how my name sounds with his voice like that. “Oh my God—”

The sounds of Hailey kissing his neck echo between us. Her hand slides over his chest, down his stomach until it rests just below his navel, and I know how fucking close he is.

“Alex!” Panic laces his voice as his fingers grip the comforter, trying to hold back how good it feels.

Not on my watch, Mackenzie.

I want the whole fucking strip to know how much you like this.

How much you like my mouth on your cock.

“I’m going to come,” he grits out, his voice dredged in a mixture of desperation and ecstasy. I know what he needs, so I don’t think twice about giving him the permission he needs to let go.

“That’s it,” I say. “Scream my name.”

I cup his balls in my hand as I roll my tongue around his head.

“While you come in my mouth,” I add, sinking my fingernails into his thighs and forcing his cock into the back of my throat until I hit my gag reflex.

Hailey curses, and I hear the faint sounds of her fingers slipping through the folds of her wet pussy as she cries out her own ecstasy .

His hand finds the back of my neck, fingers wrapping in the silver links of my chain. He pulls hard, forcing me down as far as I can go until I literally choke on his cock. His euphoric voice is the sweetest sound I’ve ever heard and makes every labored breath worth it.

“Fuck, I’m coming,” he cries, his words muffled by Hailey’s mouth. The deep growl that follows the explosion of his hot cum releasing down my throat goes straight to my cock, and I thrust myself against the mattress beneath me as my balls draw tight.

I swallow every drop, reveling in the sweetness of his cum on my tongue.