Page 19 of Broken Beauty

“Why do you have to be so fucking tempting, Madden?” Ash asks and he still isn't touching me.

I want him to touch me so badly but I know it is wrong.

And as if answering my prayer, I feel Ash's lips on my neck.

My eyes close and my head leans back.

Ash's lips are soft against my neck and I feel chills and goosebumps spread on my arms. His soft touch on my skin feels like fire and his lips feel like a sin.

Ash trails his lips up my neck until they ghost over mine. “Ash,” I say and our lips bump together but Ash makes no move to kiss me.

I want to strangle him for not leaning in closer and placing his lips on mine. “Quiet.” Ash leans away from me and he keeps his knee on the bed between my legs, making me open my eyes. His hands glide over my skin and I want to close my eyes again but I keep them trained on him. “What am I going to do with you, Ariella?”

Next thing I know, Ash lifts my shirt over my head and the cold air hitting my nipples makes me shiver. “Ash.” Ash pushes me on the bed and his hand brings my wrist over my head. His breath falls on my breast and my legs try to rub together but his knee stops me from moving. “Ash, please,” I moan, sounding like a needy bitch.

I don't know what comes over me when it comes to Ash. He is the only person who has ever made me feel this way and I hate it. He always knows how to make me feel like I have no power and it sucks to feel controlled by Ash but at the same time it can feel so euphoric.

Ash's lips trail over my stomach and I breathe in and out harshly while moving my hips along Ash's knee. Warmth sparks in my stomach as I grind against his knee.

I feel like just surrendering myself to Ash.

My eyelashes flutter against my cheeks as they grow flushed when Ash finally latches his lips on one of my nipples. My back arches, feeling the need to have him closer to me. His hand trapping my wrist feels like hell because all I want to do is pull him closer to me and wrap my arms around him.

I feel Ash's teeth graze my nipple and my head goes to the side. His teeth pull at my nipple and I gasp.

I can feel how wet I am just from riding his knee. “Ash-“

I get cut off with a smack to my thigh. “Shut up, Ariella,” he says before biting harder and then moving to my other boob.

“Ash, please. I'll do anything.”

“I don't want anything from you.” Ash bites my nipple and he tugs on it harder. I try to move my wrists from his hold but he doesn't let me. Instead he moves his knee against the spot between my legs and I rub myself against his thigh. “I told you I would ruin you Ariella, didn't I?”

“No-“

Smack.

“What did I say?” Ash asks while moving his thigh against me harder.

I grind against him and keep trying to free my hands from his hold. My back arches and I feel my release slipping closer and closer, bringing me over the edge.

“Ash, I'm going to come. Please.”

Smack.

“What did I say, Ariella?”

“Please-“

All of a sudden Ash's touch disappears from me and I feel cold and frustrated.

I want to kill him.

My body is hot and aching.

My thighs close automatically and I cover my chest as I sit up and look at Ash who is leaning against the wall near my door.

I'm shaking while maintaining eye contact with Ash.