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finn

I knew taking Carter to my grandmother’s was a gamble.

It was clear she had some questions, but thankfully, she didn’t call me out while we were there.

I’ve never taken someone to meet her before, and while she doesn’t know that I’m gay, she’s not stupid, either.

But I knew the moment Carter said his full name, it clicked with her, and it makes me wonder how deep this goes with my dad if my grandmother recognized Carter’s name.

I wish I knew the history there, but my dad isn’t very forthcoming about anything and my grandmother has made it clear not to bring him up to her.

Carter seemed fine when we got back to the house until his phone went off.

I know the signs, one text from my dad is all it takes and I’ve turned into a raging asshole ready to pick fights and start fires with anyone and anything in my way.

But Carter’s reaction surprises me. He’s anxious, on the verge of a panic attack. I fucking hate it.

He kisses me hard, and I meet him in the middle, taking everything he’s giving me without hesitation and giving it right back in return.

“I want to fuck you,” he hums against my neck as he sucks and nips at my skin.

Chills scatter across my skin at the thought of Carter inside me.

I’ve thought about being balls deep inside his virgin ass more times than I can count.

I know he’s using me right now, but I’ll give him whatever he needs to feel better.

“It’s been a while . . .” I confess honestly.

“I’ll take it easy on you. I need you, Finn.”

Fuck. If I hadn’t made up my mind before, I definitely have now. I’ve never been needed by anyone. I want Carter to need me. I want to be enough for him.

Carter pushes me against the wall, sinks down to his knees, and my brain nearly short-circuits. His fingers dip into the fabric of my shorts, pulling them down my thighs in one swift motion. My hard cock bobs free, slapping against my stomach. Fuck, is he really going to?—

“Ohhh, fuuuuck. Caaarter.”

His lips suction around the head of my cock and I nearly black out. His mouth is warm and wet, and just the fact that it’s Carter is enough to blow my mind. I know I’m his first, and that makes everything a million times better.

“Yeah?” he asks hesitantly, uncertainty flickering in his eyes. I reach my hand down, pushing the dark strands of his hair out of his face.

“Yeah. So fucking good. Don’t stop, I want to feel your mouth on me. Suck me hard.”

“I don’t know what I’m doing, if this sucks, at least I warned you.”

“Carter, get out of your head for me. It’s already the best BJ I’ve ever had. So fucking suck it. Make me feel good.”

And boy does he suck it. Carter eagerly laps at my cock like it’s his new favorite snack.

He’s uncoordinated, messy, and it’s obvious he’s never done this before, but everything he’s doing feels amazing.

What he lacks in finesse and skill, he more than makes up for in enthusiasm.

It’s clear he’s trying to make me lose my mind.

My balls are covered in saliva and Carter fondles them with his free hand while stroking me hard with the other, his cheeks hollowing out as he sucks on my head.

“Jesus Christ. Fuuuck. Just like that,” I praise him as my hips start to drive into his mouth. I don’t go easy on him, trusting that if it’s too much, he’ll tap out. My thrusts become frantic as I chase the feeling he’s giving me.

“Don’t you dare come, Finn. Not until I’m in your ass.”

“Get me ready then, ’cause this feels too fucking good.”

Carter doesn’t waste any more time, sliding his wet fingers behind my balls as I spread my legs further to give him more access.

And then his fingers are there, swirling and teasing around my asshole.

I’m assuming he knows what he’s doing and doesn’t need me to guide him.

He presses one finger in slowly, just to the first knuckle, and I can’t help but wince.

It’s been a long damn time since anything was up there.

Knowing I need to relax, I focus on his wet tongue currently licking my dick like it’s a popsicle. Before I know it, one finger becomes two, scissoring inside me and working me open. He doesn’t search for my prostate, just focuses on stretching me out.

“I need you to take one more for me, relax. I fill my lungs with air, slowly releasing through my nose as Carter presses three fingers into my tight hole, twisting and fucking me with them.

“Mmm. I love you like this. At my mercy. Fuck, I can’t wait to get inside you.”

His words hit their mark, and I can’t wait another moment longer.

“Fuck me, Hayes. I need it.”

“Condom? Lube?”

“Fuck. Yeah, in my wallet. ”

Carter grabs the wallet from my discarded shorts and pulls out the condom and a lube packet. His mouth returns to mine, a mess of tongues, our hands gripping each other everywhere as we stumble to the closest bedroom, knocking into walls, the door bouncing open.

“Get your shorts off,” I demand as Carter pushes me hard onto the bed.

My hand moves to my cock, stroking it slowly as I watch Carter drop his shorts, his knees hitting the bed as he prowls closer to me.

It’s one of the hottest things I’ve ever seen.

This gorgeous man, who’s never had a sexual experience with another guy before, is crawling up the bed to fuck me.

Carter’s blue eyes are trained on mine as my free hand reaches up to remove my glasses.

“Don’t you dare.” His voice is stern, but so damn sultry smooth, making my dick leak precum, chills scattering across my skin. “The glasses stay.”

A smile lifts at my lips but quickly evaporates as he kisses the tip of my dick, taking his time to kiss up my body.

My heart bangs hard against my rib cage, and I almost can’t believe this is happening.

Carter sits on his knees between my legs and quickly sheaths himself with the condom, adding more lube on top of it.

His sinewed muscles are taut, straining as he readies himself.

Coating two of his fingers with some of the lube, he makes eye contact with me, and then his hands are on me again.

The gel is cold as he presses two fingers into my ass, lubing me up and stretching me just a bit more, making me moan, gyrating my ass against him.

“You ready?”

“Yeah, fill me, lover.”

Carter lines up his cock with my ass, my legs spread wide, his hand on my hip as I suck in a deep breath.

I bear down just as he starts to press himself inside me, slipping the head through my tight rim.

The burn is real, and I know I could have benefited from a bit more prep.

But I want him so much it hurts, and the sting is worth it. It makes it real.

Carter starts to press in slowly, and I take a deep breath, relaxing my body and adjusting to the sensation.

“Fuck, you’re so tight, Finn. So. Fucking. Tight. I’m gonna come in this ass so hard.”

Just to fuck with him, I squeeze hard around his big girth, making him groan. He slaps the side of my ass, and I can’t help but laugh.

“Damnit, I don’t want this to end too soon. Let me all the way in; relax for me.”

After a minute, Carter finally bottoms out, filling me completely. He’s so fucking deep, the bite of pain still there, but I want this so bad.

“You good?” he asks me, concern lacing his tone.

“Mmm. Yeah, fuck me. Fuck me hard.”

Carter pulls out, dragging the head of his dick over my prostate and making me see stars. My legs shake as he pushes on my thighs, pressing them back toward my chest. Fuck, I forgot how intense this is. He drives back in hard, nearly knocking the wind from my lungs.

“Oh, fuck yes. Jesus Christ, your ass, Finn. So goddamn good.”

He’s not wrong, it feels phenomenal. My body is like putty in his hands as he drills his dick inside me over and over, holding me in place as I accept each and every one of his powerful thrusts.

Carter falls over me, his chest collapsing on mine, and it feels so good to have him flush with me, skin on skin. I grip him hard, my hands pulling him impossibly close, as I seek out his mouth. He meets me in the middle, tongue slipping behind my lips in a kiss so fucking good it seers.

“I need to come,” I practically beg .

“Stroke it. Get yourself there. You’re gonna come with me as I fill you up.”

“Oh, fuck.”

Carter lifts slightly, giving me just enough room to grab my dick, stroking it hard with each of his thrusts.

“Just like that. Look at you, Finn, so hard for me. You like me filling your ass?”

“Yes! Don’t stop.”

His hands are all over me, and it’s such a contrast to the man I arrived here with. Who’d take every bit I offered him but wouldn’t give anything in return. Now, he’s inside my body, edging me closer and closer to a life-changing orgasm. How can so much change in forty-eight hours?

“I’m never gonna get enough. You feel so damn good, baby.”

Baby .

It’s all too much. His dirty mouth, the press of his sweaty, naked body against mine, his hands roaming over every inch of my skin. My orgasm comes on fast and hard, my balls drawing up close to my body, my dick thickening, my spine tingling.

“Fuck, Carter, fuck! I’m coming!” I moan.

“That’s it, baby. Fuck, look at you, making a mess like such a good boy.”

My entire body shakes as cum spills from my cock in thick ropes. Carter’s hand moves to my abdomen, dragging his fingers through my mess before lifting it to his mouth. He comes a moment later on a long, drawn-out groan while he sucks my cum off his fingers.

“Fuuuuuck.”