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I grab his hand from my dick and spit into his palm before wrapping his fist around both of our cocks. I keep my hand wrapped firmly around his to guide him as we set a desperate pace. Our dicks rubbing together, lubricated by my spit and our mingled precum. Our hips hump and grind against each other, and our cries loud and frantic. I let go first, coming in huge hot slick spurts between his fingers, coating his cock in my semen.

‘Nat, look,’ I growl. ‘Look at your cock covered in my cum.’

Nat lifts his head, his gaze fixed avidly between our bodies as he sees my slick spunk coating his dick, and it’s too much for him. He throws his head back and cries out as I feel the heat of his cum jet between his fingers and up our slick, sweaty bodies, coating my chest and hitting my neck.

I collapse against him, both of us gasping for oxygen, and I can feel the rapid pound of his heart as it thunders against mine.

‘Holy shit,’ I pant into his neck as the world shifts and tilts on its axis, and suddenly things don’t seem so simple at all.

Chapter Fifteen

Nat

When you’re finally naked, sated and curled around your lover, it’s probably best not to compare yourself to a fat, gluttonous child from a children's literary classic…

I can feel the big, satisfied smile ripple across my face as I shift slightly, humming in contentment as I listen to the lullaby of the rain against the huge floor to ceiling windows of Beck’s incredible studio. We’re laying lazily coiled around each other on what has to be the largest and most comfortable sofa in the known universe with a soft throw draped over us decadently.

After that epic mutual orgasm, we cleaned up and curled around each other, and we haven’t moved since. I feel so comfortable in Beck’s arms, and I don’t feel the need to panic or fill the silence with nervous chitchat. I’m sated, right down to my bones with my naked body splayed out along the length of his.

I trace lazy circles across the fine dusting of light blond hair scattered across his chest and look up at him, but his eyes seem distant and lost in thought.

‘Stop frowning,’ I murmur as I trace the crease between his brows. ‘You’ll get wrinkles.’

‘I’ll get wrinkles anyway considering how much I’m out in the sun,’ he huffs out a laugh.

‘What’s wrong?’ I ask quietly. ‘Are you having second thoughts about us?’

‘No.’ He looks down, grasping my chin and forcing my eyes up to meet his. ‘No,’ he repeats earnestly.

‘Then what is it?’

‘I just…’ He lets out a slow breath and shakes his head.

‘You know what?’ I fold my hands on his chest and prop my chin on them as I look up at him.

‘What?’ He smiles.

‘I’m adding another caveat to our agreement,’ I tell him in mock seriousness.

‘Another?’ He frowns. ‘What’s the first?’

‘That was you, and your demand for exclusivity.’

‘My demand?’ He scowls. ‘You weren’t actually serious about finding someone else where you?’

‘No,’ I say innocently. ‘But I’d don’t know, I mean if Ryan…’

He growls and rolls me smoothly underneath him, pinning my body to the sofa and sending a thrill bolting through me like lightning.

‘No Ryan for you. No one else for you.’ He takes my mouth, and I sigh into his kiss.

When he finally pulls back, I slide my hands along the scruff of his jaw, cupping his face.

‘I don’t want anyone else,’ I say simply. ‘Just you.’

He rests his forehead against mine and sighs. ‘What’s the caveat?’

‘Honesty,’ I reply as he tilts his head to watch me. ‘We’re playing with fire here, Beck, and we both know it. This has the potential to go badly wrong if we’re not honest with each other. I meant what I said, when this ends, I don’t want to lose our friendship.’