Page 101 of Suddenly Beck

He takes his time, picking up the shower gel and lathering up my body, washing me intimately and reverently. All of the earlier heat and desperation sliding away to be replaced with this slow seductive spell he’s weaving around us as the shower steams up.

When he’s done, I switch places with him, manoeuvring him under the water and washing his hair before reaching for the soap and running my hands all over his body. I turn him so his hands are pressing against the tiles as I kiss across his sun kissed shoulders and down his spine, grazing my lips across each vertebra until I’m on my knees for him.

I grasp and massage the gorgeous curves of his tight cheeks before spreading them and swiping my tongue along the length of his crease. I hear him hiss as I return to his rosy little pink hole, lapping at him. Running my tongue around the rim before sliding it into his hole. I alternate between licking and suckling his puckered opening and penetrating his hole with my tongue as far as it will reach.

My balls are drawn up so tightly, aching with the need to come. My dick is throbbing and twitching with how desperately it’s turning me on to eat him out, but I don’t touch myself. I want this to last. I can’t get enough of him. Especially, when he groans and pushes back further against my mouth.

‘Nat,’ he gasps. ’Nat.’

I rise slowly, pressing my chest to his back, my cock nestled against his crease as I reach around and wrap my hand around his dick, stroking slowly as I kiss and nibble his neck.

‘What do you want, love?’ I ask and feel him shiver as the endearment rolls easily from my tongue.

‘I want you inside me,’ Beck whispers.

‘What?’ I stop moving, sure I’ve misheard him.

‘I want you to fuck me,’ he replies.

‘You want me to top you?’ I breathe heavily as my cock gives a sharp twitch.

‘Yes.’ He turns to look over his shoulder at me. ‘If you want to?’

‘Are you serious?’ I grab his hand and shut off the water, yanking him out of the shower and tossing a clean towel at him as I quickly dry myself off, almost falling over in my haste.

‘Eager much?’ he chuckles as he dries himself.

‘I’ve been fantasising about this for weeks.’ I grasp his hands and pull him into the bedroom as we tumble to the bed. ‘I’m desperate to fuck you.’ I tell him as I settle between his legs, taking his mouth as our cocks rub together with a delicious friction.

‘Nat,’ he groans as he rocks his pelvis against mine. ‘Please.’

‘Are you sure?’ I pant against his mouth.

‘Yes.’ He fumbles for the lube on the bedside table. ‘But you’re going to have to stretch me.’ He grins against my lips. ‘It’s been years and your dick is fucking huge.’

‘I’ll take care of you, love. I promise.’ I kiss him softly. ‘Do you want to go on your hands and knees? It might be easier for you.’

He nods and rolls over as I drizzle the lube over my fingers, warming it up before I reach down and tap his hole lightly. Massaging the puckered skin slowly, I slide one finger in letting him adjust to the slight burn. I crook my finger and he moans, bucking his hips as I find his prostate and massage it as I slide another finger in. I take my time working him open, sliding in a third finger until he’s pushing back and riding my hand, grinding his cock against the sheets and moaning.

‘Do you want more, love?’ I whisper against his hot skin. ‘Do you want my cock?’

‘Yes,’ he moans as he writhes on my hand.

‘You look so fucking sexy stuffed full of my fingers,’ I groan. ‘I can’t wait to feel your tight hole around my dick.’

‘Nat, please,’ he moans again.

I remove my fingers and reach for the lube, coating my cock liberally. I’ve never really thought about the size of my cock, and Beck’s is nothing to sneeze at, as he’s packing a decent seven or eight inches himself, but mine’s bigger and definitely wider. I’m desperate to sink inside him, to impale him on my cock and ride him to a hot, sweaty orgasm that will blow his mind, but I’m also really worried about hurting him.

‘Nat, stop thinking and do it,’ Beck pants as lifts his arse. ‘I need you.’

I draw in a shaky breath and notch the fat head of my cock at his impossibly tight opening.

‘You’ll tell me if I hurt you?’

‘I promise.’ He looks over his shoulder at me, his hazel eyes dilated, the gold almost disappearing, so they look like hot green glass.

I push my hips forward and feel his hole give, stretching around me as he breathes heavily. I stroke his spine soothingly as I press forward gently. Hot, damp heat envelopes my cock, squeezing snugly, and I find myself panting and closing my eyes, trying to hold off the primitive urge to thrust deep and fuck him hard.