Page 159 of Brainwashed

He pulls his lips back long enough to glance down at the sticky mess he’s making all over my abs. “I’m sorry… I’m getting too excited. You make everything feel sogood.”

My heart thumps behind my ribs, but I ignore it. “I’m glad, gorgeous. I want to make you feel good. But you’re making a mess, and we’ve already showered twice.”

“Mmm…” He sucks my lower lip. “I’ll clean it up.”

My cock leaps beneath him. “Do it now. Let me see.”

He scrambles backward, leaning down enough to lick up his precum from my abs, getting every last drop. When he’s done, he peeks up at me, biting his lip. And I’m really not sure how, but I can hear him without him speaking a single word, asking,Taste?

I nod, dazed, as he crawls back up onto my lap and kisses me slow. I touch my tongue to his, tasting the salt and that unmistakable Felix flavor that I can’t get enough of.

Seriously, I lived for thirty-seven years, never knowing I would love the taste of a man’s cum. Have I been missing out this whole time? Have I always been secretly bisexual? Or is it just him… Felix Darcey, the psycho killer?

I can’t say for sure, but when I think about other men—when I pass the guards downstairs or in the prison—I don’t find myself giving a fuck what they taste like. I’m not interested in seeing their dicks. Maybe just for comparison or something, but I don’t think I want to get on my knees and suck them off. It makes me feel strange inside, like something unsettling in my stomach.

But when I think about doing it to Felix… my entire body reacts. A slow fire burns from my loins up to my chest, and my fingers jerk with need. He’s the one I want… Which is very fucking inconvenient because I’mreallynot supposed to have him.

I’m two seconds from ripping his glasses off—I need to really devour him, and I don’t want them in the way—when there’s a knock at my bedroom door. We both stop and stare at one another, lips hovering, the sounds of our ragged breaths rippling through the quiet.

“Did you ask him for anything else?” Felix asks, referring to Kent, who’s already been up here twice bringing us food. Well, bringingmefood, as far as he’s concerned.

I shake my head. The knocking resumes.

Felix hops off of me, both of us scurrying toward the bathroom. I run my fingers along his bare back, guiding him inside.

“Stay in here, baby,” I whisper. He nods diligently, eyes wide as he chews on his puffy bottom lip. “Don’t make a sound. I’ll get rid of them.”

He looks like he wants to say something, but he simply nods again. I close the door to the bathroom, spinning and rushing to the bedroom door while the knocking is becoming more persistent. Taking a deep breath, I put on my most aloof face as I unlock it and pull it open.

“Can I help you?” I ask the man on the other side, whom I’ve never seen before.

He’s shorter than me, slim, brown-skinned with tight curls kept short and faded on the sides, two nose rings and some very piercing teal eyes that may or may not be contacts.

He smiles politely at me. “Hello, Dr. Love! I’m so pleased to finally meet you in person.” His voice is familiar. He extends his hand to shake mine. “I’m Yari Estevez. We’ve spoken on the phone multiple times.”

Ah, so this is Yari.I shake his hand firmly. “Yes, right. Nice to meet you.”

His gaze subtly flicks down to my bare chest before coming back up. He has a sort of suspicious glint in his eyes, but he offers me a polite grin.

“What can I do for you?” I grumble. “I just got back from the gym and I’m in for the night, so…”

“Well, unfortunately, your R&R will have to wait,” Yari says. “Mr. Blanco has requested your company in the atrium. It’s a beautiful night. Perfect for a nightcap.”

I gape at him, some nerves slinking around inside me.The Warden wants to see me… That can only mean one thing.

“Can’t it wait until morning…?” I mutter, really trying to stall this until I can figure out what to do with Felix. Or what to say to The Ivory.

“The matter is pressing, I’m afraid.” Yari gives a serious little nod. “Go ahead and throw some clothes on. Business casual is fine. I’ll be right here waiting to bring you down.”

“You’re going to stand outside the door?” My eyes widen at him like he’s crazy. “I know where the atrium is.”

“Mr. Blanco’s request, Dr. Love. He’s the boss.” Yari grins.

He’s very charming, and seems nothing shy of casual, but still. I can’t help feeling on edge. The way he’s demanding me to go meet The Ivory this late.And he’s going to wait outside my bedroom??

They definitely know Felix is in here.

I gulp and nod slowly. “Alright. Just… give me a minute.”