Page 142 of Brainwashed

Johansson says nothing. He simply sighs out loud and lets go of the wand, leaving it inside Felix as he removes his rubber gloves and leaves the room, closing the door with a thunk behind him.

A chill of excitement rushes through me, and I just don’t fucking get it. I don’t understand why I’mdesperateto be alone with this man, especially when he’s naked and in some kind of compromising position. It thrills me, deep in my marrow, and I can’t fathom why.

But then, right now is not the time when I want to be assessing my thought processes. Because Felix has his legs spread, and there’s something sticking out of his ass that’s making his dick hard. That’s where my attention is right now, whether I understand it or not.

Moving up to the table by his feet, I take hold of the wand. It barely moves, but Felix squeaks. I stare down at him, watching his chest flutter with unsteady breaths while he chews on his plump bottom lip.

“You see this?” I nod toward the screen.

Felix squirms.

“You see this object inside you…” I murmur, pulling it back a bit, then stuffing it in again, thrusting the wand in and out of him leisurely while he hums and trembles.

“Yes.” He gulps, eyes flicking to the screen. “It’s really… up there.”

“Mmm… it is.” I watch the screen while pumping the object in and out of him, seeing it move up and down. “I like being able to see what’s happening inside you. I like… watching your insides.”

“That sounds so creepy,” Felix mumbles, like the sassy thing he is, though his eyes are drooping, and he’s becoming visibly sweaty around the temples.

“I wonder if I can find your prostate with this…” I croon, moving it around a bit. I can see something that I think would be his prostate gland based on the location.

When I graze it with the wand, Felix’s toes curl and he groans, precum leaking from his dick onto his abs. “Fffuck.”

I lean over him. “Ooh, I think that’s it. What do you think?”

I brush the spot again and he shivers visibly from head to toe, back arching off the table. “Oh God, yes… that’s… so good.”

My heart is slamming behind my ribs, dick rock solid and jammed uncomfortably inside my pants.I need to free this thing… I need to…

I pull the wand out of Felix and he gasps, then whines, “W-why’d you do that??”

“I want to see what it looks like with something else inside you.” I toss the wand onto the tray table and begin unbuckling my belt, unzipping while Felix watches me with a hooded gaze and moist lips, shivering in anticipation.

Shoving my pants down quick, panting, out of my mind with need, I pull my aching cock out and stroke it a few times. My eyes bounce up to the ceilings, knowing there are hidden cameras in here recording me, but I just can’t help myself. I can’tnotdo this.

We were interrupted earlier, and it took everything I had in me to stop. I don’t possess that kind of willpower anymore.

No more toys, or medical tools inside of him. He’smypatient. If anything is going to reach inside him in the name of goddamn research, it’s going to be me.

Grabbing the tube of KY in my shaky fingers, I squeeze some out, smoothing it onto the inches of my eager erection.God, I haven’t fucked in months, and I need this. Being stopped earlier gave me a painful ache in my loins, likely blue balls. And now I’m pulsing with the desire to stuff my cock inside that tight channel of his.

Hovering over Felix, I grab his thigh in my left hand and my dick in my right, pressing it up to him. And this time, he isn’t hesitant or nervous. He’s spreading his legs wide for me, quaking with the obvious desire to be filled.

Byme, andme alone.

I refuse to admit it, but Ilovethe fact that I’m the first real dick to fuck him. It’s like I’m taking his virginity, which has always been a dark fantasy of mine. Except that it used to be with women…But whatever. Here we are.

“I’ve been craving your cock in me for so long,” Felix whimpers while I swirl my head around on his hot hole.

My fingers dig into his flesh. “Is that right? Sick little monster wants a dick deep in his ass…”

I give him a push, and he mewls. “Fuck, yes. Yours. Only…yours.” His words go raspy as I shove deeper.

Glancing at the screen, I see my cock enter the screen. I canseemy dick pushing inside him.Holy fuck, that’s insane.

“Watch the screen, Felix,” I growl a command at him.

He forces his eyes open and turns his head while I drive all the way inside, feeding him inches until my pelvis is on his cheeks.