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Cole: Present Day

My bare arse is skyward as I feel the slap of her soft palm against my cheek. It stings. I had thought so often of spanking her and yet I can’t bring myself to raise a hand to her. I haven’t wanted to, content to have my face or cock buried deep inside of her gorgeous cunt instead.

“That’s my good little fuck toy.” I feel her hand against my bum cheek now, rubbing in achingly slow circles. She’s gentle when she wants to be, and this is something I may live to regret agreeing to. I am nervous, not bad-nervous. This was my choice. I do want to do this but at the same time, I’ve never had anything inside of my ass before. Sundrop knows what she’s doing so in Luna I have to trust. She got us to a great point of being able to fuck her arse, so I know she’ll take it slowly with me too.

Help me adjust. I’m a little scared it’ll hurt.

Next, I feel her lips press against the top of my arse crack. Then her tongue as she goes right down and oh my fucking god, what the hell was that! I almost collapse at the feeling of her tongue, there! Fuck. I knew she liked to do this, but I never knew it felt like this.

I’ve had my cock sucked a lot and even Luna has surprised me with how amazing she is at it, enthusiastic, and pays attention to everything from my body language to changes in my breathing. She studies, that’s what she’s best at and knows exactly what I like. Then it gets her off to perform for me. Do all the things I like just because I like them. She took notes about what I liked her to do with her mouth. I’ve never had anyone use their mouth much anywhere else down there, even my balls. They’d get touched but not often and she loves stuffing her mouth with them too.

I’m pretty sure she said to me once that if it could fit in her mouth, it was going in her mouth! She really meant it literally. I’m so fucking lucky.

“How does that feel?” I wish she could read my mind and spare me from having to try and bloody speak when speech has left me, maybe for good. I am nothing but nerves and feelings in my body, no logical thought left.

She licks again, this time pressing her tongue harder against my arsehole and lingering there for a moment.

I worry a moment about accidentally shitting on her and I know she’d probably just laugh. Sundrop never makes me feel bad about anything. She’s so laid back when she’s getting fucked regularly. Fucked and loved that’s all she ever wanted, and I’m annoyed at myself for leaving her alone for so long. I aim to cuddle her as much as possible.

She’s ruined me for anyone else though, how the fuck can I ever possibly think about being with anyone else? How am I supposed to date anyone, have sex with someone else? Who could possibly compare?

It’s just not possible. I will absolutely be proposing to her. I want her to take my name.

She slaps my ass again, probably for the insubordination of not responding to her and there is an audible crack as she does. That one hurt. I whine, pouting as I turn back to face her as best I can. I’m not used to being the one in this position. She smiles at me, “There you are, I thought you might be ignoring me… You wouldn’t be ignoring me, would you Cole?”

My gods above, she is absolutely fucking hot. “You’re so hot” I didn’t mean to say it but I’m glad I did because she smiles. It’s a genuine one too. Beautiful, stunning, hot, she’s all that and more. Even with what looks like a gigantic cock bouncing a little from where her perfect pussy is.

“What the fuck is that?” I ask. She laughs, taking one hand and lazily stroking her cock, I’m sure the way I have done so often in front of her to my own. Her other hand is touching my ass, gently tracing her fingertip over the hole. My virginal, tight little arsehole.

I laugh at the absurdity of it all and she looks at me, laughing a little too. “What? This?” She pulls at the plastic or more likely silicone dick that is protruding from the harness she is wearing. “It’s huge!” I say, eyes wide at the size of it. “It’s bigger than mine.” She levels me with a stare and simply states, “Of course mine would be bigger than yours,” My mouth hangs open and she's quick as she teases, “Keep your mouth open like that and I’ll find something to fill it with” It’s said matter of fact but I’m honestly not sure if she’s being serious or not. I giggle, the sound rising from me nervously as I turn back around. Leaving her with my most vulnerable place spread wide and open to only her.

I feel her then as she moves into position directly against me, pressed up against my ass. I feel every ridge, every vein in the toy as she reaches around and takes hold of my mostly hard cock. I can’t lie and say I’m not excited, the evidence is there in her hand. As soon as her soft palm and fingers wrap around me, I’m rock solid, and I gasp loudly as she holds me.

Fuck.

Pumping my cock softly in her hand, she moves slowly, taking in every inch. As she leans in and whispers, her breath teasing against my ear as she says, “your cock is everything I need.” She kisses my ear, taking my earlobe between her teeth and gently pulling, biting down a little. I cry out at the attention, it’s so little but everything to me as I feel so exposed with her right now. “Your cock, feels amazing inside of my mouth.” I feel her squeeze her hand, tightening her grip on my dick as she continues licking and kissing around my ear, “Your cock feels so good inside of my ass.”

I sigh loudly, the noises coming out of me involuntarily as she makes my whole-body quiver, “your cock fills up my pussy.” Oh fuck, I’m in trouble. She’s barely even touched me, and I want to come. I want to be her good boy and come for her, and she’s only just touched my ass. Not even put a finger inside of me. “Your cock, looks so good between my tits.” She tugs harder at my dick and then I feel her rock her hips against my ass, pressing the toy in closer. There’s something about the motion. I thought it would feel weird but I’m eager. Anxious for her to move more, harder, faster, I need her to.

Her lips find my jaw, her teeth scraping against my skin deliberately as I bare my neck for her. She can do as she pleases with me. When lust takes over, I’d happily let her fuck me and kill me in the moment. I’m glad she never has because then I get to do it all over again with her. She has so many ideas and fantasies I think we’ll keep exploring for the rest of our lives together.

She stops suddenly, licking my throat as she backs up a little, “You are mine; this ass belongs to me and this cock belongs to me.” It's said with such authority I have no other inclination other than to agree with her.

“All yours baby.” I agree. “I wasn’t asking for your permission, Nicholas.”

My birth name huh? I must be in trouble. This makes me want to act out a little. She had me almost at a point of pure submission to her. Now I want to cause a little mischief. Not too much, I don’t want this to stop, just push back against her a little. What fun would it be to agree with her so easily?

Before I can say anything to her, I feel the crack of her hand against my ass again. That one really hurt. I stare back at her, “What did I say about your mouth being open?” She smirks at me, eyes narrowing on me in wild satisfaction. I want to flip her over and fuck her instead, get those ankles on my shoulders so I can lean into her deeply while watching her succumb to the pleasure I can give her.

I’ll be inside of her later. That’s for sure. I love her so much.

I watch as she picks up a bottle of lube that has been left on the bed. She was very well prepared for this, having used my card to purchase a whole bundle of stuff she didn’t allow me to see. Instead, taking it into the bedroom and all I could hear was the giggling as she went through the package. Now, I could see the lube and she was coating the toy cock with it, as well as her fingers.

“Are you ready?” Her voice is serious, the laughter and even the dominance is gone. Just plain Luna. She looks at me with genuine care in her eyes. She loves me, she wants me to enjoy this. Probably so she can take my ass as often as I’ll let her. The change in her demeanour does something to me though, strengthens my resolve. That last piece of insecurity falls away because she loves me, even with my ass sticking up in the air. Even in what should be an emasculating position, down on all fours, she looks at me with love and respect. There’s no malice, no ridicule, she loves me just as I am. From my head to my toes and apparently unconditionally enough to rejoice in my arsehole.

She’s obviously the only adult I’ve ever let near my bum hole. In fact, maybe I’m old enough that I should be thinking about letting a doctor look some time. Can they tell if you get fucked in the ass? I know a dentist can tell if you’ve sucked cock before the appointment. Can a doctor tell if you’ve had something up your arse? Especially if that something is a large pink dildo? Fuck me.

I must say the words out loud because she grins now, and takes a hold of the cock again, the one she’s been rubbing up and down, coating with the lube. “Yes please.” And presses her well lubed up finger into my asshole.

I feel my hips widen as my thighs open for her. I sink down lower to the bed, my face pressed against the duvet as I moan loudly. I can’t help it, the noise is strained but natural, the most natural thing I’ve ever felt. My asshole suctions and grips, holding her tightly as I feel her finger press into me further. Slowly in and then slowly out. Not completely out, no, she stays with at least the tip still inside me before plunging back in further. Using her finger to fuck my ass slowly, pressing and opening me up for her.

I groan and find myself moving back towards her, I’m surprised by how well my ass opens for her. I wasn’t cold before but there is a freshness of air that hits around my crack and feels blissful as I moan to her movements. As she thrusts her finger into me, speeding up a little and stretching me, I can’t help but let all the noises tumble out of me. The sighing, the heavy breathing, it’s all a loud, noisy mess of submission to her.

I push back against her, getting faster to meet the speed of her finger, this is so much and yet not enough for me. I want more. I don’t have the words for it. I feel her move closer to me, her other hand touching my bum cheek as she strokes me. Getting a good feel of my ass as she does. “You’re so hot like this Cole,” she says softly, keeping her voice steady and low. “You’re so fucking hot.” I can barely concentrate on what she is saying, my brain has turned to mush and all I know is that I want more inside me, I need more of her.

“More.” It’s all I can manage but she gets the message and brings a second finger to my opening as she stretches my tight asshole wider and fits inside a second finger. I’m already face first down on the bed, my ass sticking up otherwise I would never have been able to keep myself upright. I need her inside of me. She fucks my hole with those fingers of hers as I know I’m going to have to repay the favour. Especially now knowing how fucking amazing this feels. I can’t wait to get my fingers inside her ass again.

She’s amazing, and so good as she draws out these feelings in me as I neglect my poor cock while it shudders against me. Knocking into my stomach as it’s crushed between my weight and the bed. I’m going to come all over myself.

I cry out as her thrusts get faster and she leans herself down as she does, I can feel the soft press of her lips against my ass cheek. I think my angel is going to kiss me but no sooner do I imagine the feeling; she sinks her teeth into my flesh. Panic for a moment as I remember that she’s eaten human flesh. Made jokes about eating me. Would she devour me and fuck my corpse? I don’t know if she’s drawn blood, but it’ll leave a mark. Fuck, I want her to mark me all over. Let her do whatever she wants after making me feel this good.

I shake; my knees, my thighs are already trembling. I’ll soon have nothing left in me. I cry out again, in bliss, in ecstasy, in a ferality she’s allowed me to feel.

Panting I feel her pull up and give my ass a proper kiss before I feel her properly position herself behind me. I can feel the toy pressed against me, I was scared at the size of it and yet now, I want more, bigger. I cry out at the loss of her fingers as she takes them out on the last thrust and leaves me feeling empty without them.

I whimper, I didn’t even know I could make such a noise, “Are you ok?” She asks, touching me, always touching me. I nod into the duvet, panting loudly. “Cole, I need you to use your words baby." I nodded again, more so that she knew I had heard her than in answer.

“Yes…” My voice is rough, I try and bring myself back onto my hands and knees, or at least my elbows. I want to be able to take her all as she fucks me this first time. “You may be better off laying down flat for this.” Her voice is firm, not unkind. “Why?” My words are clipped at one syllable, that’s the best I can manage. “Bent over like that isn’t a good first-time angle.” I feel her bend over me and kiss my cheek, my face this time, not my ass. “Really?” I try to turn to look at her. “Yeah babe, you’d be best flat on your stomach for this.”

Huh, that’s interesting but the first time we’d done anal it had been while I was seated, and she reverse cowgirled me. I thought it was to give her the control, it had been one of the sexist things I had ever seen. I’ve always loved having a woman on top, mainly so I can watch the movement of her tits while she bounced. I had fantasies about Luna being on top so often over the years, so I was more than happy for her to be on top while doing anal. It gave her all the control to take my cock slowly, inch by inch into her magnificent arse while I just sat back and watched. It was fucking hot. I was just there to physically support her.

Now, I was curious but lacked the ability to ask. I followed Luna’s lead as she encouraged me to lay down flat. I put my hand underneath myself to move my hard cock, pressed against my belly. It ached to be touched, I guess this was another part of my experience, my poor neglected dick. I felt her smack my ass again and knew I’d have bruises. I couldn’t wait to see them.

Leaning down, Sundrop licked my ass crack again, from the top of my ass all the way to my balls. I relished the way she stuck her face right in, using her hands to open my cheeks up so she could get her face right in there. Licking my asshole, I felt her kiss me there. This was fucking insane.

Of all the things I’d done, of all the things I’ve tried and felt in my life, this was the most insane for me. Before I could think about it much further, I felt her fingers at my ass again and she brought herself up, as she massaged my opening. I realised she was preparing me with lube as I felt the warming sensation as she rubbed me in circles, stopping to slowly press into me.

“You remember the safe word?” She asks. “Safe word? I don’t remember there being a safe word?” I don’t think we discussed that. Maybe we should have? Laughter as she asks, “I’m joking Cole, do you want a safe word?” Panting, I relaxed and let her touch my ass. Let those fingers press into me as I could feel her. I was so heightened; this was a new level of vulnerability I didn’t think I could ever achieve.

“Cole, I’m going to begin, I need you to tell me if you want to stop or slow down or anything.” I knew I wouldn’t, I knew the worst part would be the actual beginning, the doing it in the first place. I had a feeling that once she thrust into me and started to fuck me, that I’d be begging for her to continue. “Cole?” I nodded into the duvet, scenting her on my sheets. There was a smell of her banana scented conditioner, the one I have been using in my hair too. This was my life now, better than anything I’ve ever imagined. I love her and she loves me.

“Luna,” I breathed heavily, “Yes, Cole.” came the confident response. She’s having so much fun with me like this. “Fuck me.” I surprise myself how much I mean it. “As you wish baby” The next thing I knew, her fingers were back in my ass and the feeling was intrusive but quickly replaced as she positioned the cock against my opening with her other hand. Using her fingers, she kept me open and inched the cock inside me.

Holy fuck!

I closed my eyes and felt everything. My asshole just opened for her, I tried to do as she had advised earlier and just relax. It helped. Reaching down in between my body and the bed, I held my cock and squeezed it hard as she pushed the pink dildo into me. It was slow. She was letting my body adjust to the massive dick toy that was moving into me at a steady pace. Part of me wished she'd just crack into me hard. How the fuck had I gotten to this point?

I held my breath; she was panting gently above me. “Cole” She whispered, and it was the sexiest noise I have ever heard. It only took a few moments, but I felt the toy insert into me fully as the leather of the harness touched then pressed firmly against my ass. I had taken her all.

I let out a grunt of anticipation as I knew this was it, the moment she would show me the time of my life. Everything fell away from me in those seconds as she let me adjust and moved herself down towards me. I felt her body, sexy and curvy, pressing against me as she lay down on top of me. Then she hooked her arms underneath my armpits and those gorgeous tits pressed flush against my back. There was something so fucking right about feeling her like this, with a giant fucking silicone pink dick inside my ass.

I giggled a little, I couldn’t help it as she leaned down her face towards me and I felt the warmth of her sweet breath tickle against my ear. “You take me so well, my little slut”

Oh, fuck yes, I am your little slut I think as I move my ass back against her. She remains still, biting my earlobe as she smiles at me. I can feel the press of her lips against my skin.

It’s odd, the feeling of the toy being removed slightly, it’s only maybe an inch or so but I panic, not wanting it to be taken out. She must feel the change in me because she rocks her hips back towards me and I realise, she’s not taking it out. This is her fucking me, slowly to start. I pant and grunt as she moves the toy in and out a little at a time. Pulling back and pressing all the way back in.

The brush of the harness, the thickness of the leather is divine against my ass that I find myself pushing back to meet her. I move faster than she is, it’s difficult to move properly in this position. She's pressed her weight down on me to keep me as still as possible. It’s fucking hot.

The giggle is cute but frustrating as she stops again. Presses in fully causing me to moan out loud this time. “Such a needy little slut, aren't you?” She pulls back, taking the toy out of my ass a little further this time before slamming back into me, hard. I cry out at the impact. What the fuck? I am panting hard and loud now. It’s not much contact but oh fuck it feels so good.

“I said,” she pauses and repeats the motion, hammering back into me roughly. The hard slap of the harness against my ass as she fucks me is heavenly, makes my cock twitch and I can feel pre cum seeping from the tip. It’s got nowhere to go but onto the duvet and I don’t care. “You’re such a needy little slut, aren’t you?” Does she want me to answer in words? I cry out as she fucks the toy into my ass, not stopping now as she brings it out and pushes back in with might. “Yes, yes, yes,” I cry out as it’s the best I can do to answer. I am your needy little slut. Fuck, I should be embarrassed but all I can think of is I never want this to stop. “That’s my good boy,” she says. Kissing the side of my face as she fucks my ass.

I moan and grunt away as she relentlessly pounds my ass, taking my hole repeatedly. She is wonderful as she uses the toy in a way I’ve never experienced. From what she told me; she had wanted to do this for years but never got the opportunity. She’s the first to have my ass, will be the last too and it’s her first time doing this. The thought makes me smile.

I just lay there and let her pummel me, the thrusts speeding up as she grabs my shoulders tightly. I don’t have to do anything which is amazing, being able to just enjoy what is being done to me. She’s doing this for my pleasure, oh she enjoys it too but she’s not getting anything sexual out of this. I’ll make sure she comes later, whenever she wants. Whatever she wants.

My ass feels split open as the intrusion becomes so welcome I can’t believe I’ve never done this before. I cry out the more she fucks me, the noises I make become more unabashed the more comfortable I become with it.

It’s a hard angle but I manage to reach beneath and hold my cock again, squeezing it and trying to fist myself as she pulls in and out of my ass, strokes so hard, I’m sure my ass will be bruised. I wonder if the harness will leave an indentation on my skin. I wonder if they’ll leave any on hers. I moan again as she cracks her hips against mine, rougher and wilder this time.

She’s fucking me hard and fast and it’s everything I can do to grip onto my cock hard and try to wank. I feel like I’ve lost all sense of movement and control over my body. I manage to stroke myself up and down. I’m so sensitive, my cock hard enough to snap in half.

“You’re so fucking hot Cole,” she pants above me, she’s struggling, she’s fucking me wildly, taking my ass for all I’m worth. “I fucking love you so much,” she says and I’m genuinely endeared. I know she does. “I love you too baby” I manage to say, it’s hoarse and an effort but I like saying that to her as often as possible. “This fucking ass though,” I can hear how turned on she is, “I could fucking eat it and fuck it all day long.”

I giggle at that, the absurdity of it and how a couple of years ago she had brought this up to me, I couldn't have said I would have done it at all. Sure, I’d thought about it once or twice but letting her fuck me? I didn't think I'd do that. She had once sent me a picture of a strap-on she owned, and it had made me recoil a little. Now…

I wanted this to be my life. I had to remind myself; this was my life. I could have this as often as I wanted. She clearly enjoyed it. She would do this for me.

“I love you Luna,” I say as she fucks me, her strokes becoming a little off balance. Just as I think she’s tiring I feel her get up and off me a little. I cry out at the loss of her body against mine and I worry that she’s coming all the way out of my ass. I feel her just change position as the next thing I know she’s fucking me harder and deeper.

I scream out now, “Cole, are you ok?” I nod into the duvet, she’s up, I can’t see exactly how she is behind me right now, I’m pressing my face into the cover. I nod. “Cole.” She says more firmly, I make myself speak to her, “I like it.” She slowed down, not completely stopped, “Are you sure?” I’m panting, I’m struggling but I manage a few more words, “Luna, please fuck me.”

“As you wish” I can hear the change of tone as it takes on a darker edge. I’ve just unleashed a monster, I think. I am still lying down flat, desperately trying to fist my poor, overly sensitive cock. The pink dildo is still in my ass but rather than lying down on top of me, I peek around a little to see that she is up and straddling across the back of the tops of my thighs. I feel her hands grip my hips, her nails digging into my skin.

I cry out at that. It feels so good. That’s all the chance I get before she fucks into me harder and faster, stroking the length of the toy in and out at a quicker pace. It’s rough, the way she cracks her hips back against my ass. I feel every ridge and bump of the harness against my ass cheeks, pressed in so tightly that I can feel it against my balls and down the crack of my ass. My asshole feels spread wide for her and I want to be as open for her as possible.

Using her hands on my hips to move, to hold me still, she fucks my ass until I’m screaming out loudly. I call her name; I cry out every curse that I know. She never stops, keeps going hard, roughly taking my ass and my dignity. Makes me hers in a way I’ll never be anyone else’s ever again. My cock belongs to her. My ass belongs to her. My bank account belongs to her. My home is hers. She can have everything that I am, that I have, and it’ll never be enough.

There’s a tingling along my spine, a warming sensation that goes through my body. I’m going to come. I’m going to fucking explode all over myself and just be content to lie in it.

“Fuck, Cole, your asshole looks amazing” She means it, she’s obsessed with my ass and probably will be more so now. “I’m going to come” I squeak between grunts and moans. I can’t help a single noise that comes out of me. “You deserve to come baby; you’ve been so good.” I understand the praise kink now; I enjoy the praise when she’s giving it out to me. She’s so complimentary towards me all the time. Until she takes the piss out of me, she doesn't do this now though. This is sacred between us.

I scream out as she fucks me, the tightening and warming spreading closer to my cock and balls as my dick jerks wildly in my hand. I find myself pushing my ass back to her, needing and wanting more. Gods above I’m thinking of buying all different shapes and sizes for her to use on my ass. I cry out as she tells me how good I’ve been, how hot I am, how she loves me as I feel it then.

The eruption coming from my cock is almost terrifying as I am lying in it. It soaks into the bedspread as I think shit, maybe we should have put down a towel. I’m rocking my hips against the duvet, the softness of it nice against my sore cock and balls. I moan her name as it happens, the orgasm powerful as it sweeps away everything and lets me just go along for the ride. She leans down on top of me, kissing the side of my face with a big press of her plush lips. “You did amazing Cole,” Luna says, and I can tell by her voice that she means it.

She kisses me again, slowly down the rocking of her hips against my ass until it’s just a gentle vibration. She has halted the movement of the cock, that’s buried deep inside me still. But I enjoy the motion as I just lay there and pant, struggling to breath. More kisses, she gives me so many kisses across that cheek and then moves to the other side of my face.

I feel amazing. That orgasm was different from others I’ve had. Not good or bad, just different. World shattering and universe splitting. Like every time I plunge my cock inside Luna. Or every time I kiss her.

“I’d like to get you cleaned up” she announces cheerily, she’s happy. I shake my head but remember she might not be able to see my head moving. She’s getting up, starting to slowly remove the toy from my ass. Now that I’ve come, it does hurt a little. “No,” I say, she stops what she’s doing, that razor sharp attention homing in on me now. It can be a good thing and a bad thing. Right now, she’s everything I need. “Is there something else you’d rather?”

I try to move but struggle a bit, moving up to my elbows and turning to see her. The toy is still half in my ass and I'm feeling a little uncomfortable now. I look down at it and laugh. “It was fucking huge.” She smiles widely at that, “yeah, it was big. Maybe too big for the first time.” I shake my head at her, “I liked it.” I say and I mean it. “Can you just cuddle me and then we can clean up afterwards?”

The smile is soft but no less loving. She takes the toy from my ass and places it down gently on the side of the bed. Luna helps me move further up the bed and I collapse into her arms. Every part of my body is worn out, I feel light and boneless. Is this what it’s like for her? She holds me to her, wrapping me up in her arms and I just lean into her. Nuzzling into her, I close my eyes and just enjoy the scent and feel of her.

“I really like our life together” I say. She holds me tightly but uses one of her hands to stroke my back, gently scratching me with her nails. I like how it feels, these little moments with her are blissful. “So do I Cole.” I think a nap might be in order; it’s a peaceful Saturday afternoon. We have nowhere to be, nowhere to go, nothing else to do. “Can it be like this forever?” I ask, daring to hope for once that life can be good, happy. She kisses the top of my head as I close my eyes, exhaustion calling to me. I can just make out her softly saying, “yes,” before sleep pulls me away.