Page 14 of Knot So Damaged

Why does it feelright?

It shouldn’t.

I should be repulsed by him.

I shouldn’t be picturing what it would be like if he bent me over this couch.

No.

I shake my head and immediately put my walls back up.

Victor must be able to sense something off as I feel him stiffen beneath me. This time, it's not his cock.

“Hey, where did you go,dolce ciliegia?”

He lifts a hand up to my cheek but I push myself up out of his lap before he can touch me.

“Um, I think your time is up. I hope you have a great night.”

I don’t bother to pick up my bra from wherever it fell.

It can stay there for all I care.

I need to leave.

Before I can take a step further towards the door, a hand on my arm stops me from going any further.

I stiffen under his touch. Whipping around, I find Victor towering over me.

“Don’t leave.”

It's not an Alpha bark but it is close enough to one that I freeze. Scenes of deja vu begin to flash before my eyes before I can stop them.

I see those Alphas on top of me. The way they used to grab me. Force me to present for them. Next comes the hits they would rain down on my flesh every single time they saw fit.

Torturing me was their favorite part of the day. They got off on my pain. On my screams. Of my begging and pleading for them to stop.

But no matter how hoarse my voice would get, they never stopped.

Not until I stopped them. Permanently.

“Get your fucking hand off me.”

My tone gives no room for play as I grit out the demand. Immediately, Victor lifts his hand from my arm, raising both so I can see them.

“I…”

He goes to speak but I cut him off.

“No. I don’t know who the fuck you think you are, but no. Thank you for stepping in last night but if you think that thank you is going to extend to anything past a few polite words; you are wrong.”

Not giving him a chance to say anything else, I turn tail and race out of the private room.

Fuck Alphas.

Fuck every single one of them.

Chapter Five