Page 65 of The Sinner’s Desire (The Sinner’s Touch #1)

I roll on a condom, my cock already rock-hard again, and coat myself with lube. I pull her up, kneeling and facing away from me.

I slide slowly into her pussy, sucking on her earlobe at the same time.

“All mine,” I groan, and she rocks her hips.

Lilly’s pussy is heaven, but right now, I want her ass. I want to break that final barrier—take her every way. I lean her forward, positioning her on all fours—her breasts and face pressed into the mattress, ass high for me.

The size difference between us is so great that with just a slight lean, I can palm her sex and nipple at the same time with my hands. While I rub her clit, I line my cock up between her cheeks.

I don’t force entry, just apply light pressure. But she tightens.

I speed up my strokes on her pussy and pinch her nipple, creating that contrast of pain and pleasure.

She relaxes and moans, pushing back against me.

I thrust gently. “I want to fuck you real good, Lilly. There’s no rush. I won’t do anything until you’re ready. But I’m going to teach you to take me balls deep in this ass.”

“I trust you.”

My fingers keep sliding through her soaked folds—giving her no rest. The move, designed purely for her pleasure, soon has her desperate and needy.

I ease in a few more inches—one hand gripping her hip—and she lets out a moan that’s part anguish, part lust.

“Tell me if it hurts.”

“It’s different. Pleasure and pain mixed. I’m scared, but I want you to fill me completely.”

I keep a steady rhythm, letting her feel everything—but not forcing more than she can take.

Only when I feel her clit throbbing—hard and dripping with need—do I pull out and slide back in deeper, the head of my cock pushing all the way in.

She cries out but pushes back at the same time, and my whole body breaks out in a sweat from holding back.

Our desire and connection have never been stronger—we’re both insane with this new experience.

“More.”

“Jesus, Lilly.”

“I need more, Amos.”

“Everything?”

She falls silent—then looks back at me. “Everything. Take me.”

I lean down and kiss the back of her neck, my open palm caressing her pussy. When she starts pulsing around my fingers, I slide all the way in.

A deep growl tears from my throat—my complete possession of her. Lilly is utterly mine.

I pull back and thrust slowly, building a steady rhythm. But the way she throbs around me sends my orgasm climbing fast.

“I’m not gonna last, baby. Your ass feels incredible.”

Now I’m fucking her hard, still careful but increasing my pace with each thrust. Two fingers are buried in her pussy, my thumb circling her clit.

Lilly screams and comes, and I need release too.

I grab her hair and bury myself to the hilt in her tight body, crying out my need.

The powerful orgasm hits, twined with emotion, and in that moment, the certainty that she’s my one and only, the love of my life, tells me the fight is already lost.

I pull out carefully and turn her—both of us kneeling—as I bring her into my arms and hold her tight.

“Don’t leave me again, Amos. Never let anyone come between us again.”

“I love you, Lillyana. You’re mine and I’m yours. No one can tear us apart. Ethan may have come up with that crazy plan, but I agreed because I needed to protect you.”

“How?”

“Not now. Let me take care of you first. We’ll talk later.”

Nothing will ever pull me away from her again—unless she herself sends me away. Because even if it hurts her, Lilly will know exactly who I am.

“Did I hurt you?” I run my fingers through her hair, unable to hide the hint of guilt in my voice. I let my true nature out like never before, demanding everything from her.

Lilly lifts her head to meet my eyes and touches my face. “No,” she says. “I loved every second. I love everything you do to my body. I don’t think I could give myself like this to anyone else.”

“You won’t. There’s no going back for us.

I’d be lying if I said the idea of something happening to you, just because you’re my woman, doesn’t terrify me.

These people . . . They’d stop at nothing to punish me for ruining their business.

They’re animals, using and killing innocents without a shred of remorse.

But I can’t stay away from you anymore. I tried. But I’ll only leave if you ask me to.”

“Why would I do that? I’m crazy about you, Amos.”

“But you don’t fully know me. When I was away these past few days, it was to interrogate the man who shot Theo.”

“Your adoptive father?”

“Yes.”

“Did you get the answers you wanted?”

“I always do, Lilly. They can’t escape my methods.”

I see no fear in her expression; she just listens intently. “And what else?”

“They were watching you . . . because of me. They took pictures, tried to get into your apartment.”

“Oh my God!”

“And that’s not all. They were planning to kidnap you. Use you against me. That’s the only reason I agreed to Ethan’s plan—to make it look like you didn’t matter to me. Because if they knew the truth . . .”

“What truth, Amos?”

“If they knew you are my world . . . you’d always be in danger.”

“I am?” she asks, focused only on that, oblivious to the rest of what I said.

“Completely. I want a future and everything that comes with it for us.”

“I want forever.”

“Do you know what you’re getting into?”

“I don’t care what you think of yourself. To me, you’re the hero of this story.”

“You deserve better, but I won’t give anyone else the chance to take my place, Lillyana. You had your chance to run and you didn’t take it. From now on, our ‘forever’ begins.”

“I’ll never run. I’m yours. But there’s something you haven’t told me. I want to know about Ramon. Were you involved in that?”

“I was. And it’s not over yet.”

“What does that mean?”

“His arrest was only to humiliate him publicly. But he’ll never face justice in a court of law—he’ll face mine.”

“You . . .”

I nod. “That’s what it means to be with me, Lilly.”

She leans in and kisses me. “I choose to stay. I won’t go away. But what saddens me most is knowing that even if you take them down, they’ll still have stolen part of you, of Bruno, of so many other innocents those monsters abused. Even after all these years, you still let them control you, Amos.”

“I don’t—”

“You do. Every time you think about what happened in your childhood, you give them power over your life now. They stole part of your past. Don’t let them keep stealing your present and your future.

” She strokes my face. “I’m making that choice right now—talking about Ramon.

I know you getting involved in his arrest and wanting to punish him means you found something about me.

But I’ll tell you this: I don’t want to know what it was. I don’t want to hear it.”

“You don’t?”

“No. I’d rather ignore whatever that sick mind did to me than let it haunt me for the rest of my life. People like him and your adoptive parents are anomalies. I don’t even know if they can be called human. They don’t deserve for us to ruin our futures over what they did to us.”

I stare at her—once again amazed by her inner strength. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you, but I’ll make sure every one of our days is worth it,” I say, pulling her even closer.

“There’s one more thing we need to clear up. I’ll say it again, but I need you to remember this: Never pull something like what happened at your apartment again. Never decide our lives without talking to me first. I don’t know if I could forgive you a second time.”

“Lilly—”

“No—listen to me. I know you thought you were doing what was right. And I know you only went to that extreme because I wouldn’t have backed down otherwise. But don’t underestimate me again, or we’ll be over. And there’ll be no coming back next time.”