Page 34 of The Cancer I Chose (BLP Signs of Love #4)

I inhaled the warm sun beaming above us as we stepped off the private jet Kai chartered for our trip to Miami.

He reminded me that he’d never gotten me that Cuban sandwich, so here we were.

I’d completely forgotten all about it because of the shooting.

Thank God I had a man who was very intentional about the ways he showed me he loved me.

I’d hardly had time to enjoy the moment because Jah came barreling down the steps behind me.

“I’m here, whores! Let’s fucking party!” he hollered like a lunatic.

I shook my head, moving out of the way because he was about to have me kissing the tarmac.

Man Man came off behind him, holding up the bottle of tequila they’d started on during the flight.

My baby was next, shaking his head like a disappointed father.

We already knew his brothers were going to show their asses while we were down here.

He tried to prepare me for how much his brothers loved Miami, but I didn’t understand the gravity until we reached the Airbnb, and they immediately made everybody start drinking.

Before we left to head to our private yacht, we were already four shots in.

I was feeling every one of them as Kai held my hand while we boarded.

“Y’all got matching outfits on and shit pissin’ me off,” Jah hissed with a frown.

Man Man snickered from where he was eyeing women walking by in thong bikinis.

He invited them on board, and of course, they came without even realizing who they were partying with.

It was funny when they noticed me sitting on Kai’s lap.

We really lived a private life away from his fame and popularity.

I wore an orange and pink bikini with a matching flowing cover-up. The shirt Kai wore was the same color and material, but he had on plain orange swimming trunks. Of course, I had us take a bunch of pictures, including professional ones from one of the photographers on the beach.

“Get you a woman then,” Kai told him.

I was still learning to sign, but I had a feeling of what he’d told him.

“Don’t be mad ’cause my man likes to keep me happy, Jah. We’re going to find you a girlfriend when we get back home.”

He waved me off. “Bitches love me. If I wanted a girlfriend, then I would have one already, Nuri, but they all be on the same shit. I need a girl who’s for real about who she is and what she wants.”

I nodded. “Then you need to look in some better places. Don’t worry, big sis will help you out. I know a lot of wholesome women.”

He rubbed his jaw as if he were really considering it. “I don’t want no tea party attendin’ ass girl, Nuri, that be having her pinky up in the air and shit. I want a bitch that ain’t afraid to bust her gat if shit gets real.”

Kai sighed before glancing at me. “There’s no hope for him. Are you ready to go?”

We’d been hanging out on the yacht for a while now, drinking and dancing.

The look in my man’s eyes said he wanted me all to himself.

He let his brothers know we were heading out and had the captain take us back to shore.

The guys were going to book for another few hours.

I hopped up quickly when Kai held his hand out to me, just happy to be spending some alone time with him.

We went back to the Airbnb, showered, and got dressed for the evening.

I dressed in a cute multicolored silk dress that tied around my neck.

I heard Kai humming his approval from behind me while I slipped on a pair of strappy gold heels.

I’d gotten my hair in boho braids, so I only had to lay my edges.

Kai stood there wearing a pair of black jeans, a lime green silk button-up shirt, and white block walkers.

Tonight, he was rocking the custom-made Yankees hat that I’d gotten him.

I smiled when I saw Nuri Symone stitched on the side.

Yep, I was proudly claiming this one as mine.

His jewelry was minimal, with some gold chains and a watch to match.

Sekai didn’t need to do much. His aura always spoke enough for him.

He kissed me on the cheek before we got an WeDrive to Little Havana.

I had been waiting for this all day. Everyone knew Sanguich had the best Cuban sandwiches in Miami.

There was a lot of culture there, too, that I was excited to explore.

My eyes were damn near glued to the windows as we made our way through the city.

Because we were staying in Brickell, the drive wasn’t far at all.

Kai held my hand the entire time we were on the streets.

When he fed me my sandwich, I couldn’t look away from him.

He was so perfect for me, my silent knight in shining armor.

I felt special knowing I got a side of him that many others didn’t.

Our conversations were the absolute best. Kai was so intellectual and was a deep thinker.

With his ideas and opinions on a lot of discussions like politics, marriage, and culture, Kai really knew how to have me hanging on his every word.

After we ate, we ended up at a little bar that was playing live music. Dancing with Kai was one of my favorite things to do. He knew how to hold me just right. I always felt safe in his arms and loved inhaling his cologne.

“You ready to give me a baby, Nuri Symone?” he whispered in my ear.

I didn’t even stop winding my hips against him. “Maybe after you finish your tour. That way, I won’t have to be alone.”

He spun me around, snatched me to his chest, and hooked my chin.

My gaze crashed into his, stealing my breath away.

“Baby, I would never leave you alone, whether I was on tour or not. Know that.” I nodded, believing every word he said.

“But you’re right. I can wait until that’s done first. My nephew needs a cousin to play with though. ”

I grinned, loving it when he talked about starting a family. It was important to both of us. Whenever it happened, I was going to be ready and excited. With a man like Sekai, it was hard not to want more.

A sly smirk appeared on Kai’s face. “What position do you think we’ll make our baby in?”

I smiled widely. “You want to find out?”

The moment the door closed behind us, we were all over each other.

Every time his lips left mine to explore another part of my body, I missed him.

Literally craved to have his tongue exploring my mouth again.

His hand slid underneath my dress, where he placed the pad of his thumb on my clit and pressed.

“That pussy’s already soaking wet for daddy.”

I bit my bottom lip and nodded. In a swift motion, Kai snatched my dress right up my body and tossed it aside. The way he admired my nearly naked frame sent a chill down my spine.

He reached for my hand, and I let him have it. He walked me over to the sliding door that led to the balcony. A gush of wind hit us when he slid it open. The sun was long gone, so the nighttime sky was nearly pitch black. Before we stepped out, Kai stripped out of his clothes.

I was pushed forward so that my upper body was leaning on the railing.

He tooted my ass up just like he liked it before stretching me with his length.

A moan escaped my lips and christened the night.

I got lost in the feeling of him stroking in and out of me while the ocean serenaded the back of my mind.

Every time he pulled out of me, I became desperate to feel him again.

He never left me waiting too long. I was moaning so loudly I knew someone could hear us.

When he took my leg and placed it on the railing, my heart raced. One hand went to the railing while the other applied pressure to the front of my neck. He was hammering me mercilessly.

“K-kaiiiii!” I screamed his name. “I love you so much, baby.”

I could hear the smile in his voice. “I love you more, Nuri Symone. Coat my dick with your love, baby. I wanna see every drop sliding down my shit. Can you do that, baby?” His voice dropped an octave, and I lost all my bearings. Kai knew when he spoke lowly like that it drove me fucking crazy.

I pushed back against him and forced him to sit in the lounge chair on the balcony. Straddling his lap, I wasted no time sliding down his length. I held on to the sides for leverage before I bounced my ass like my life depended on it. I had him moaning so sexily that it encouraged me to go faster.

“Fuck, Legacy.” His mouth latched onto my nipple, making my head spin. “Finish me off, baby.”

I palmed his face, staring deeply into his eyes before slowing down my pace. I wound my hips in slow circles that had him tapping against that sweet spot inside of me. I tried to look away, but he wouldn’t even let me. He slapped my ass to gain my attention.

“Nah, keep staring at me like that while you cum all over this dick.”

I did as I was told, and for some reason, I started to cry.

“Mmm, almost there.” He gripped my ass cheeks, taking control. I began to stutter as he slammed me on his lap over and over until I started twitching. He held tightly onto my body as we both came hard.

After we caught our breath, Kai lifted his head and kissed me sweetly. “You ain’t have to fuck me like a dog like that, Nuri,” he teased.

We burst into laughter at the same time before I rested my head on his chest. Nothing else needed to be said.

The way Kai drew circles on my skin said it all.

My racing heart against his said it all.

The way my eyes grew heavy and he kissed my forehead said it all.

The way my pussy pulsed around him and his dick jumped while still buried deep in me said it all.

This was everything I could ask for and then some. I was truly blessed in the best way.