Page 20 of The Cancer I Chose (BLP Signs of Love #4)

The liquor I’d consumed at the club was still swirling through my veins.

Paired with the memory of Kai’s deep voice vibrating my eardrums as he made me cum, I only lasted about half an hour after we made it back from the club before I went searching for him.

Something about the way he handled me sent chills down my spine.

I should’ve been terrified by the way he violently assaulted the guy from the club, but my clit pulsed to life seeing him go crazy because another man even dared to touch me.

It was twisted for sure, yet I couldn’t keep myself from yearning for him.

After a quick shower, I changed into a silk pajama short set I knew would have him drooling.

I was intentional about oiling up my skin and spraying the most edible perfume combination I could make.

Hell, I wanted to eat my damn self when I finished.

I winked at myself in the mirror before leaving my bedroom behind.

I checked his bedroom first, but it was empty.

I had a feeling that I knew where he was, so I followed it down to the basement.

As soon as I opened the door, I could hear the music from below.

I slowly descended the stairs until I was in the studio with Kai.

My eyes landed on him, lying back with his feet kicked up on the soundboard like he hadn’t shown his ass less than an hour ago.

His eyes remained closed as I made my way over to him. I stopped when I saw a notebook with a beautiful mural of a sunset on it. Without thinking, I reached for it but snatched my hand back when I felt a sharp pain. I hissed, realizing Kai had popped my hand.

“What was that for?” I feigned innocence.

Instead of responding, his eyes began to drink me in. I felt nervous all of a sudden. Was this too much? Was he going to deny me what I wanted most? Did he want it as badly as I did? I knew that sleeping without satisfying my needs would keep me up all night, tossing and turning in bed.

“It’s not ready yet,” he replied lowly. His eyes were still memorizing every detail of my body.

I watched him slide lower in his seat and couldn’t help but bite my lip. Kai was so fucking fine. He made even the simplest outfit look well put together. He’d ditched his designer shirt from the club. His jeans hung low around his waist, exposing the waistband of his boxers.

I pouted and folded my arms over my chest. “I can’t get a sneak peek? I thought being your wife came with special privileges.”

He smirked. “It does, but this song is special to me, and I can’t share it until it’s perfect, especially with you.”

He’d whispered the last part, but I still heard him. I was damn near hanging onto his every word while watching his mouth form every syllable. How could I have missed it? It was typical Virgo shit wanting everything to be perfect though.

I continued to pout like a brat until Kai weakened. “Okay, okay, fine.”

He sat up and began messing with the board. I just knew he was going to share the sunset song. I just had a feeling it was going to be a work of art.

“It’s not that song.” He nodded to the notebook. “But this is some exclusive shit.”

He pressed play before sitting back. I waited patiently for the beat to start.

The song began with a piano solo that was overlaid with people speaking about Kai on the internet.

They were calling him mute, deaf, and retarded.

When the beat dropped, his voice came in hot, spitting nothing but straight fire.

I placed a hand over my heart, feeling his lyrics in my bones.

My eyes skirted over to him, trying to find the pain he was feeling deep down inside.

I could see it there, but he hadn’t allowed me into that part of his world yet. I had faith that one day I would get it out of him. Kai’s energy was always heavy, and I knew there was a story there. We continued to stare at each other for the remainder of the song.

“Wow...” I wasn’t even sure what I could say.

“Come here,” Kai requested with a hoarse voice as if it took everything in him to make that request.

My feet had a mind of their own, making me jerk forward as I closed the distance between us.

He held a hand out to help me straddle his lap.

My body instantly flooded with waves of heat that warmed me from the follicles of hair on my head to the ones on top of my toes.

Kai gripped my thighs, massaging my meaty flesh with ease.

I moaned when his hands wrapped around my body before he yanked me to his chest. He trailed the tip of his nose up the seam of my shirt.

My breasts were exposed, and I’m sure I creamed when he placed gentle kisses on the tops of them.

I hissed as his lips continued to explore my skin.

He went to my neck next and inhaled deeply.

When he looked at me, I saw something switch in his eyes.

Whatever restraints he had in place were officially broken.

“I know that pussy is wet for daddy. You going to let me find out, Nuri Symone?” I nodded my head slowly. I yelped when he smacked me on the ass so hard it stung. “I can’t hear you.”

“Yes, you can find out how wet this pussy is, daddy,” I cooed without resistance.

Kai’s hands on my body felt too perfect.

He was weakening me without even having to pull his dick out.

I was starting to realize that I would be in trouble when he finally did.

A satisfied smirk appeared on his face. He lifted a finger to slide my titties out of my shirt.

They bounced out, and he wrapped his lips around one of my nipples.

I moaned, allowing my head to fall back, and the feeling made me rock my hips against him.

“I want you so fucking bad, Nuri Symone.” His voice was so heavy with need. The vibrations from his words ruptured through my nipples, and a pulse came alive between my legs.

“You have me, Sekai. I’m yours.”

My words caused him to stand while still holding me around his waist. He carried me over to the couch in the studio and then laid me down.

I pinched my exposed nipples while I watched him slide his jeans down his long legs.

His boxers fell shortly after, and a thick chocolate pole was left behind.

It stood straight up with a little curve at the tip.

I licked my lips in anticipation. Kai snatched my tiny shorts off my body and tossed them to the side.

I shuddered when he began to kiss up my body.

He stared into my eyes while massaging my clit with his tip.

In a quick motion, he began to poke at my entrance. “I knew you were already wet for me.”

I screamed out when he shoved his dick inside of me.

My nails clawed at his back while I tried to find my breath.

Kai filled every inch of space I had in my damn cervix.

He sat in place, allowing me a chance to adjust to his size, and it was like sweet torture.

His hips withdrew before he slammed back into me.

Kai grabbed both of my legs and placed them on his shoulders.

Because he had long arms, both of his hands went to my neck, where he gripped tightly.

I was pinned in place as he began to pound my pussy to a lifeless pulp.

I was moaning so fucking loud that I was sure Bones and them could hear me at the front gate. Kai made me feel that fucking good.

“Tell me you’re sorry for playing in daddy’s face tonight, Nuri Symone,” he ordered.

I tried to open my mouth but ended up stuttering. His grip tightened a little for a second. I gasped when he released me, allowing tears to escape down my cheeks.

“I’m sorry, daddy!” I hollered in ecstasy.

“You gon’ do that shit again?” he asked through clenched teeth.

I felt my walls clinging to him for life. Each stroke made me cream a little more. I was sure his shaft was coated in my juices because all I heard were gushy sounds the deeper he stroked in and out of me. I shook my head.

“No. Never,” I cried, hoping that he believed me.

Kai released his grip on my neck and then allowed my legs to slink off his shoulders. Bending over, he kissed me passionately. “Okay, I believe you, baby. Turn over.”

I don’t know how I found the energy to turn over onto my stomach. I tried to arch my back, but Kai made me lie flat. His weight landed on top of mine seconds before he slid back into my slippery folds.

“Mmmm, baby, you feel too good.”

He stroked me slower than the first time. Each stroke had me drooling and begging for more. Kai chuckled above me, knowing that he was driving me fucking crazy. In this position, I could feel all of him. He couldn’t convince me that he wasn’t tapping on my heart every time he bottomed out.

“Shhhhh-shhhiiiiitttttttttttttt,” he stuttered as he became a victim of his torture as well.

I began to throw my ass back, making him hiss. He slapped my cheeks, allowing me to fuck him back until we both came hard as fuck. Our voices sounded like a damn choir as we came together. Kai fell forward onto me and kissed my shoulder.

“I hope you know I’m going to turn your little ass every which way but loose tonight. You should’ve stayed upstairs.”

I giggled. “I’m exactly where I wanted and needed to be.”

He kissed my cheek with a grin. “Say no more. Follow me upstairs.”