Page 24 of Sweet Hate (If You Dare #1)

HAVEN

S ince leaving the bar tonight after my very public lap dance, I’ve felt achingly empty. I was so freakin’ wet I thought I was about to slip and slide right out of the cab.

I’d planned to take a nice relaxing bubble bath, read another chapter, then use my now fully charged vibrator to take the edge off.

Instead, I’m pretty sure my heart is going to burst out of my chest as I wait for him to call me.

I can’t believe I’m doing this. Phone sex, I mean. With Axel. What happened to keeping him firmly in the friendzone? I guess that ship sailed when I kissed him tonight.

Horny Haven has taken the wheel again, and she’s clearly not letting go of it anytime soon. But I’m not mad at it. Not really.

I damn near drop my phone in the tub when Darth Vader's theme tune rings out in the quiet bathroom. Shit, I forgot I’d set him a custom ringtone.

Not entirely setting the scene with that choice. Good job, Haven.

“Hey you”. Shit, my voice comes out husky. It sounds like I’m about to follow it on with a Happy Birthday, Mr. President.

Kill me now.

My cheeks burn with embarrassment. Thank fuck this isn’t a video call.

“What are you wearing right now?” he growls out, making me shiver in anticipation.

Ok, so we’re just going straight into this. Part of me is relieved—less time to overthink.

“Nothing, I’m still in the bath.”

I hear a low groan over the phone and the sound of him shuffling around on the bed. How does this go? Does he ask me something, and then I ask him? We did a lot of exploring that summer, but we never tried phone sex. Why bother when we were almost always together?

I’ve come across some scenes in romance novels, but with the sexy, growly fireman on the line, anything I’ve read has flown straight out of my head.

“What are you wearing?” I volley back, biting my lip.

“I’m lying on my bed, in my boxers, but I’m about to take them off. They’re practically strangling my cock. It’s been rock hard ever since it felt your wet pussy grinding on it.”

My thighs clench at his words. His cock felt so damn good beneath me. And I’m doing my best not to focus on the tiny fact that he did notice how wet I was. Much.

“Sprinks, I can hear you thinking from here. I don’t want you to think. Tonight is about making you feel, and I want to make you feel so good. If you want to stop at any time, just tell me and it stops, but until then, stay in the now with me. Please ?”

This man knows me too well. I nod in agreement.

“Use your words, Haven. I can’t see you.”

“Shit sorry. OK”

“OK, what?”

“I’ll stay in the now with you.”

“Good girl.”

Oh god. That gives me a total lady boner.

“Now I’m going to tell you what I want to do to you, where I want to touch you. Because I can’t be there, your hands are going to do as I say. You will stroke and touch yourself to my command. Do you understand?”

“Yes sir.”

What. the. Fuck. Did. I. Just. Say?

Jeeesus, maybe it’s time I lay off the romance novels?

“ Fuuuuuccck ” his low tone hisses down the phone.

He likes it?

I squeeze my legs together, excitement running through me discovering this side of him.

Adult Axel is giving off some serious Daddy Dom vibes and I’m here for it.

“Haven, if I were there right now, I’d loosen that beautiful pink hair of yours and let it tumble down over your shoulders.

I’d brush my fingers through it as I swept it to one side, nibbling and sucking my way down your neck.

Fuck, when I smell that delicious scent of yours, I won’t be able to stop sucking on your neck until I mark you as mine. ”

I gasp at his words, burning need coursing through me. God, how I wish he were here to do that.

Letting my hair down, I follow his directions, running my fingers through it, before trailing them down my neck.

“I’d bite that full juicy lip of yours after hearing that gasp. Suck it into my mouth as my hands trail down to play with your tits. Lift them to see how full and heavy they feel in my hands. I bet that feels so good, Sprinks, tell me?”

Gripping and fondling my breasts, the way I remember him doing, sends a fresh wave of desire flooding through my pussy.

“Yes, they feel really good. I love the feel of your hands gripping them tight.”

He groans, and the sound of shuffling sheets fills the line again.

“I’ve freed my cock baby. I’m choking it, so damn tight. He’s desperate to be inside you, to feel your tight walls squeeze him instead. Tug on those nipples; tug them real good. Do you have shower gel there beside you?”

I really started something in the bar tonight. I can’t believe I’m doing this.

“Haven.” Lust makes his low voice sound even deeper, rougher . The way he says my name does bad things to me.

Am I really gonna do it?

Yes, yep. I think I am. Just for tonight, I want to be his again. Plus, it’s only over the phone. What’s the worst that could happen?

It’s been so long since I’ve had an orgasm, even longer at the hands of someone else, so taking a deep breath, I pick up the bottle and whisper. “Yes.”

“Good. Hold out two fingers and cover them in the gel. Can you feel how cold it is?”

“Yes.”

“Now, I want you to take those fingers and rub them on your nipples. Circle them around that hard little peak. How does that feel?”

“Shit, Axel. It feels good. Cold and wet. My nipples are so hard right now they ache.”

“Good girl. You know I love to bite and tug on them. I need you to pinch and roll them between your fingers before you move your hand slowly down between those sexy tits, over your beautiful body till you get to your sweet cunt. Brush your hand over your clit, just grazing it as you part your soft lips for me. Are you doing that?”

“Yes.”

“Run your fingers along your slit. How does that feel?”

“So good.”

“Bury your fingers in that tight wet pussy and use your thumb to circle your clit. ”

I can’t contain my gasp at the contact. I hear him groan back in response, and his hand sounds like it’s picking up the pace.

“Are you jerking off?

“Yeah, Sprinks. I’m beating my cock so hard picturing you splayed open, ready for me to feast on right now. If I were there, I’d lift you out of that bath and carry you back to the bed with your thighs wrapped around my face and my tongue buried inside you. Would you like that?”

“God, yes. So much.”

“Me too, Sprinks, me too. You know how much I love to eat you out. God I’ve missed that.” He lets out an almost pained sounding groan which sends a shockwave pulsing through me. He made dining out on me look like an Olympic sport and this man won gold every time.

“Stay with me. Move your fingers off your clit now and bring them down to your entrance. Tease yourself circling it before you slip in just the tip of your middle finger. How does that feel?”

“Empty. I need more. I need you.”

“Mmmm. My girl needs me. Do you have a vibrator there?”

“Yes. In the bedroom.”

“OK, I want you to carefully get out of the bath, spread your towel across the bed, and lie there, your legs spread wide for me, with your vibe in your hand.”

Breathlessly, I stand and follow his orders on shaky legs. I collapse on the bed, gripping my vibrator, excitement thrumming through my body.

“Send me a photo of it so I can picture what you’re doing.”

“One sec.”

Sucking in a deep breath, I place my vibrator between my breasts, squeezing my cleavage together, and take a close-up photo quickly sending it before I chicken out.

“Jesus fucking Christ. Warn a man. I swear you’re going to kill me.

That’s the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.

I’m insanely jealous of your vibrator right now.

” He chuckles darkly over the line before continuing.

“I want you to turn it on and trail it around your nipples before bringing it to rest on your clit.”

Our breathing gets more labored with each passing second. As I move my hand lower, I’m hyperaware of the sound my vibe makes.

“Damn, you’re so hot Sprinks. Is it there?”

“Yes.”

“Good, set it at you favorite speed, baby. Rub it all over your clit until your needy pussy clenches, ready for me to fill it.”

“Yesssss,” his words and the vibrations seizing my body tight. I’m pretty sure I’m about to detonate. “Axel, I’m close.”

“God, me too. Take your toy and push it in. Are you going to do it slow or fast, Haven? Tell me so I can do the same to my cock. It’s leaking for you. I’m gonna blow the biggest fucking load. All for you. ”

My breath catches in my throat at his words, and I press my toy to my entrance.

“I’m so close. I need it fast and hard.”

“You got it, baby. Whatever you need, you get. Let go, Sprinks. Ram my hard cock into your pussy until you come apart on it. I want to feel you spill all over me as I come inside you. Do you want me to come inside you, Haven?”

“Yessssss” I hiss out a response while I fuck myself hard to his command. I wish Axel was really inside me right now. His soft grunts betray how close he is too.

“I need to hear you scream my name when you come, Haven. Can you do that for me?

“Fuck, yes… Axel yes.” I explode, coming apart so hard it forces my body off the pillows. I scream his name as I’m assaulted with wave after wave of pleasure.

Just as my orgasm starts to subside, Axel roars out my name, then lets out a long drawn-out groan.

We lie there silently panting, before my phone chimes with a photo message.

I gasp as I see his tanned rock-hard abs and that sexy V painted in rope after rope of shiny, thick white cum.

His gruff tone draws my attention away from the sexy sight on my screen.

“Goddamnit, woman, I couldn't tell you the last time I came this hard.”

“Me neither.”

A huge yawn takes me by surprise, feeling so deliciously sated it’s like I could sleep for a week.

“I’ll let you get some sleep, baby. Thank you for an unforgettable night. I’ll see you in the morning.”

An unforgettable night. He’s said those words to me before.

Suddenly, everything hits me at once.

Axel heard me scream his name again.

I’ve seen his cum-covered body tonight.

And the last time this happened, it all blew up spectacularly in our faces.