Page 60 of Ondine: Vol. 2
I hang up the phone and suddenly become very sad.
“He’s not going to leave me, is he?”
Arnie wraps his arms around me, his hands on my upper arm and ribs. I feel completely encased. “No, he’s not going to leave you. It’s just one day. You’ll have him back tonight I am sure.”
I’m feeling all sorts of ridiculous suddenly because I know he’s right, but I just feel like Freddie is slipping through my fingers.
“Are you nervous about meeting him?” I whisper.
He laughs. “I can handle an alpha, honey.”
“He’s not like them. He’s different.”
“What do you mean?”
I take my hand and place it on his chest. My other arm is pressing into his body. My cheek on his neck.
“Freddie is special. He has these instincts for caring for me he’s totally unaware of. He’ll be talking or thinking or listening while his hands are serving me tea, or his thumb is stroking my knee. If ever I look to find him in a room, he’s already giving me attention. His eyes asking if I need anything. And he’s not possessive. He’s not calculating how much time I’m talking to another alpha or worried about my attention being split.”
Arnie makes a satisfied sound.
His body is so delicious underneath me. I’m completely wrapped up in him. I always wanted love to feel like this. I don’t realize I’m undulating until I feel his cock hardening between our bodies.
“Oh my god, what is that sound, honey?” Arnie says with awe in his voice. I’m making noises and he’s loving them.
I’m going to need this man inside me.
I’m getting hotter and hotter and my pussy is aching. I’ve been wanting to fuck him since I saw him by the fire. He could have ripped my clothes off and had me in the lawn and it wouldn’t be enough. Does he know how often I imagined it was him with me during my heats? How much I wanted him to sneak inside my room and enter into my wet pussy and fuck me until I screamed? It was everything to not shout his name in desperation between alphas. To beg for him. I dreamed of him often. I’ve wanted him and all of him for the last year and it’s eating me up.
“I’m going to need you to fuck me, Arnie. I want you all the time. At all times. Is that ok? Is that too much?”
He’s not like me. He’s a beta. I’m no better than a sex-crazed nymphomaniac. An alpha can meet my needs with nearly as much energy. They don’t have the stamina, which is why omegas need multiple alphas typically, but betas aren’t designed at all tobe with omegas. Does he not even have the same desires as me? Will he be grossed out by my sexual desires? He would be in his right to tell me to settle down and be normal.
My college boyfriend couldn’t keep up and I hadn’t even perfumed yet. He’d tell me all the time to settle down.Ondine you need to chill out. We just had sex on Sunday and Monday morning you were sending me shit. It’s everyday with you. Don’t you have anything better to do with your time? I think you have a problem.
“Ondine, you’re shaking,” Arnie says worriedly. “What’s going on?”
I’m about ready to cry. Nevermind, a tear slips out easily and tracks down my face.
“Honey, talk to me.”
I take a shuddering breath. “I wish I could be normal. But I need your mouth or fingers or cock in me right now. I know that’s fucking crazy. I know you’re probably thinking I’m crazy. But I need you to make my come. Like, several times. Right now.”
Arnie pushes me off of him, but instead of standing up he takes my shirt off. Then he leans forward and reaches behind to take his sweater off. “Get your clothes off. Let me fuck you until there’s no more doubt what I can do for you.”
We are naked so fast and he’s got his hard cock pushing into me. My back on the small mattress and he presses my thighs out wide. I’m chantingplease, please, pleasewhile he makes himself fit. It’s everything I want. He has to hold me down tight because I’m squirming with need.
“Please put a baby in me, Arnie. I want you to be the one to get me pregnant and then you’ll be mine forever. I want to have all your babies.” I’m cringing at myself but I can’t stop. He’s the one who started this. I would have been ok never saying it out loud.
Arnie is finally mostly inside me and I’m panting. A thin layer of sweat breaks out over my skin, and I’m still shaking. “Of course, my omega. I’m going to get you pregnant and it’s going to make all those alphas out there so mad at me. They already think I’m your favorite. If it’s my baby inside you they’ll lose their minds. You drive them all mad. And they love it.”
He releases my thighs and I wrap my legs around him, then hoist myself up off the mattress so I’m completely around him. He lifts me up by my thighs and starts fucking me on his large cock. His back is both hot and cold and his seething and panting is getting me even more wet.
“Ondine, if you want to really try we can. I know how.”
I find my leverage and start riding up and down his dick faster.
“If I fuck you and fill you full of my cum, then one of your alphas knots you right after, there’s a chance it’s my cum that gets you pregnant. Not his. And I’d be willing to try over and over and over again. Fill you so full. I’d fuck you as many times as it took to have you leaking only me.”