CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE

HADLEY

R owan’s hands slide around my backside, gripping my ass cheeks as he holds me against him. He’s hard underneath me, his cock throbbing against my pussy. “I want you in my bed, outlaw.”

“Then take me there,” I retort, rising to my feet as he releases his grip on me. He stands up with me, his pants tenting from his erection as he moves closer to me.

His hand slides along the side of my face, snaking around the back of my head as he plunges his fingers through my locks and grabs a handful. He pulls my hair, my chin lifting up toward the ceiling as his other hand grabs under my jaw. “I want to fuck this pretty mouth, Hadley.” He nips at my bottom lip. “Are you going to let me?”

Warmth instantly builds between my legs and I bob my head at him, my eyes glazing over as I stare back at him. “Yes, please. ”

“Good girl,” he growls, his grip tightening on my hair as his mouth claims mine. He kisses me with an urgency that has me clawing at his back, like I’m trying to get inside him. My lips part the instant his tongue slides along the seam of my mouth and he pushes inside, tongues tangling in the sweetest torture.

I’m the one who slows the kiss, kissing him with a tenderness before pulling away from him. His hand is still in my hair, but he slowly releases his grip as my eyes search his. Slowly, I begin to lower myself down his body until I’m on my knees in front of him.

“What are you doing, Hadley?”

“Depends on what you do,” I throw back at him, a ghost of a smirk dancing across my lips. “Are you going to let me suck your cock right here?”

He groans, his chest rising with a shallow breath. “Fuck yes.”

“Then be a good boy and get your cock out for me.”

Rowan doesn’t waste a single second. He pushes down his sweatpants and boxer briefs, his dick immediately springing free as he shoves them down to the middle of his thighs. I lift my hand, reaching for him, wrapping it around the base of his cock as I stare up at him.

“You’re so fucking sexy.” He runs his hand along the underside of my jaw. “Now, let me see you swallow my cock.”

A moan escapes him, the sound vibrating through his entire body as I wrap my lips around the head of his dick. I suck in the tip at first, my movements deliberately slow as I taste and tease him, watching as his head tips back from the pleasure rushing through his body.

I slide his cock into my mouth, taking as many inches as I can before it makes me gag. Rowan moans again, his hand finding my hair, fisting it against my scalp as he pulls me back enough to get my bearings straight. With my hand around the base, I use it in tandem with my mouth as I begin to move again.

My hand pumps as my head bobs up and down, sucking him into my mouth. My lips tightening around him, pulling him in and out as he begins to shift his hips, fucking my face. This has never been something I was really into, but watching him right now sends a rush of dampness between my legs. I’m wet just from sucking his cock and I’m actually enjoying this.

“Fuck me with your mouth, baby,” he groans, his fist tightening on my hair. “You look so good with your pretty lips wrapped around my cock.”

I smile around his length, his words making my clit tingle. My hand starts to move faster, pumping him harder as I take his dick in deeper. He hits the back of my throat and I gag again, tears instantly springing to my eyes, but I don’t let it deter me. He’s loving this and by default, so am I.

Rowan’s hips start to buck as he holds my head in place, taking over as he starts to fuck my face instead. He thrusts against me, my hand preventing him from destroying the back of my throat and my gag reflex. Tears roll down my face, saliva spilling from the corners of my lips .

His head tips backward, a low moan tearing through his body before he looks back down at me. “I’m going to come, baby. Are you going to be a good girl and suck me dry?”

I try to nod, but my movements are restricted. Instead, I hum around his cock, bobbing my head harder, sucking him deeper inside. He pumps his hips a few more times before my name falls from his lips.

“Goddamn, Hadley,” he moans, his cum spurting against the back of my throat. I taste the saltiness on my tongue and I swallow as he shoots his load. “That’s it, baby,” he murmurs, stroking my cheeks as he slowly fucks my mouth. “Take all of me.”

My head bobs a few more times, taking every inch of him, milking him dry. He stares down at me, his eyes glazed over as I slowly begin to pull back. I release him from my mouth, lifting my hand from his cock as I wipe the edges of my mouth with the back of my hand and any residual tears from the impact of his dick against the back of my throat.

“Get up,” he orders, his voice hoarse and gravelly as he reaches for me, pulling me onto my feet. “Come with me, baby. It’s time for me to take care of you.”

Rowan pulls his pants and boxer briefs back up, his hand finding mine before he leads me upstairs to his bedroom. He’s quiet as he pulls me inside, pushing the door shut behind us. I watch him as he turns back around to face me, his hands finding my hips as he pulls my body flush against his.

His face dips down, his lips brushing against my mouth before I pull back. He tilts his head to the side, concern washing over his eyes. “What’s wrong?”

“You just came in my mouth...” My voice trails off before I explain. “I didn’t think you’d want to kiss me.”

He raises a hand to the side of my face, tipping my head back. “Nothing could ever make me not want to kiss you.” His mouth crashes into me, stealing the air from my lungs as his tongue tangles with mine. He doesn’t care about the cum and kisses me with a potency that has moisture pooling between my legs again.

Rowan backs me across the room to his bed, stripping me and himself of our clothing before we’re both falling back onto the mattress. He moves away, slowly lowering himself down the length of my body until he’s settling between my legs.

“I want to make you come now,” he murmurs, lightly blowing against my flesh. “Come on my tongue and then I’ll fuck you until you’re coming again.”

“Or you could just fuck me now instead,” I tell him, attempting to give him an out.

His face begins to lower closer to me, his warm breath skating across my center as his eyes find my gaze. “And miss out on tasting your pussy?” He groans, shaking his head. “Fuck that.”

My heart pounds erratically in my chest, thrumming away at a rapid pace that would have a heart monitor alarming. He stares up at me as he lowers his mouth down to my flesh, his lips warm and soft as they begin to move against me. His tongue is like silk, sliding along my pussy, licking me up to my clit .

My back arches, head tipping back, a shiver of pleasure sliding down my spine. My face contorts, my eyelids slamming shut as he begins to work his mouth against me. He’s deliberately slow, licking and teasing me with every flick of his tongue. His forearms press against the insides of my thighs, holding me in place as he continues with his sweet assault.

He knows exactly what he’s doing and goddamn, he’s fucking good at it. Tongue flattening against my clit, he moves it around in a circular motion, damn near driving me over the edge instantly. He applies a delicious amount of pressure, his movements everything I want as the friction has warmth pooling in the pit of my stomach.

Arms lifting the pressure from my thighs, I feel his hands and fingers as they begin to trail toward my center. His mouth lifts away, his eyes finding mine as he pushes his fingers into his mouth, his tongue swirling around them before he brings them back to me. His mouth lowers once more, suctioning around my clit as I feel his fingertips against my pussy.

“Fuck, you’re so sweet,” he murmurs against my flesh, his tongue circling my clit as he begins to push two fingers inside me. “Mm, you’re so goddamn tight.”

The warmth that builds in the pit of my stomach begins to spill into my veins, spreading through my body like wildfire. He pumps his fingers, pushing them deep, before pulling them out so that just his fingertips are inside. He finds a rhythm, curling his fingers as he strokes my insides.

Looking down, I meet his gaze from where he is between my legs. A groan rumbles in his chest as he flicks my clit over and over. My hands reach for him, sliding my fingers through his messy tousled waves. They’re like soft silk between my fingers. Rowan applies more pressure to my clit, his fingers pumping harder and faster as he fucks me with his fingers and his mouth.

“Look at me, Hadley,” he murmurs against my clit. “I want to watch you as you come for me.”

Grabbing a fistful of his hair, I grip him tightly as my orgasm hits me out of nowhere. It erupts deep inside of me, consuming me like a fucking tidal wave. His name spills from my lips, back arching, eyes glued on his. Stars begin to dance around the edges of my vision and my body shakes, quaking and rocking against him.

He doesn’t stop until I’m fully satiated, riding out the high from him. Rowan slowly pulls his fingers from me, his mouth leaving my pussy. As he lifts his head and his body, he stares at me with an intensity that hits my chest. His chin glistens from my juices and he slips his fingers into his mouth, sucking my arousal from his digits.

And then he fucking smiles.

Holy shit.

“Look at you,” he murmurs, his eyes scanning over my face, down the length of my body, until his gaze zeros in on my pussy. “You’re so ready for me, aren’t you, outlaw? Fuck,” he groans, lifting onto his knees as he pumps his already hard cock twice. “Your cunt’s soaked. ”

“Come here,” I breathe, half lifting my spine from the mattress as I reach for him. “I want you inside me.”

He begins to move toward me, crawling along the length of my body until he’s hovering above me. He settles between my legs, lowering himself down onto me as his cock presses against my center. I hook my ankles around the small of his back, attempting to pull him into me.

My heart stumbles inside my chest as he pauses, staring down at me with a fire burning within his irises. There’s so much more than that, though. There’s a ferocity that penetrates the fibers of my soul. His eyes slowly search my face and my breath catches in my throat as he slides into me.

A moan escapes Rowan and he lets out a string of curses. His girth stretches me as he fills me with his length. My pussy constricts around him, the feeling of him inside me so goddamn intense.

“You’re doing so well, baby,” he murmurs, shifting his weight on his arms so he can stroke my face. “Just breathe. I know you can take it all.”

He begins to shift his hips, his cock stroking my insides as he begins to move with a fluid rhythm. He rocks in, filling me to the hilt before pulling out, just until the tip is the only thing in me. His eyes never leave me as he slowly works my body, coaxing my pussy to be more accepting of how big he is. He stretches me out and the pleasure it elicits is mind-blowing.

My pussy clenches around him, sucking him in, holding him deep inside me as he begins to piston his hips, shifting in and out. He falls into a steady rhythm, his lips finding me in an instant. His tongue pushes past my lips and teeth as it seeks mine. He continues to fuck me, move with every thrust, as his tongue tangles with my own.

“You’re unlike anyone I’ve ever met before,” he breathes as we break apart. Lifting his face, he cups the sides of my face with tenderness. His eyes are gentle and soft as he stares at me, directly into my soul. “Hadley fucking Reed,” he murmurs, his voice trailing off as he begins to move faster.

Something about the way he’s looking at me has my heart climbing into my throat. There’s a sense of intimacy I’ve never felt with anyone else. The way he looks into my soul, the way he surrounds me, consuming every single one of my senses.

I don’t know how it happened, but somewhere along the way, I fell for him...and that was never supposed to happen.

“I could fuck you forever, Hadley,” he sighs, his forehead pressing against mine as his eyelids fall shut. I let my lids do the same, soaking in the moment with him as he rocks his hips, slowly fucking me with a tenderness that has my heart melting. “I want to come with you. I want to feel you quaking around my cock as I fill you with my cum.”

His words coupled with the way he moves inside me, along with the friction against my clit from his body pressed against me, has me ready to go. I hold on to him, my nails digging into his flesh as he starts to move with more force. The bed groans under our weight and with the way he pushes into me harder. His movements become rushed, like there’s an urgency to reach the peak.

I’m not objecting. I enjoy him like this with me, but I’m so close—I need that release. And I’d bet every last cent I have that he feels the same exact way. He slides one hand down to my ass, his fingertips biting my flesh as he tightens his grip on me. He thrusts harder, his hips moving in rapid succession as he holds me down against the bed.

His body presses against my clit as he fills me with his cock. Both sensations are enough to have my toes curling. A moan vibrates in his chest and his hand grips my ass tighter. Moving faster, his balls slap against my flesh and he looks down at me. “Come with me, Hadley. Come all over my cock for me.”

That’s all it takes for him to send me falling into an endless abyss of pleasure. My orgasm tears through my body and I lose myself around him the same time he loses himself inside me. He pumps his cock in my pussy, spilling his warmth deep inside me until I’m filled with every last drop of his cum.

His thrusts begin to slow and he murmurs my name against the side of my neck. As he slides his hand away from my ass, I can feel the imprint he left in my flesh and I’m sure it will bruise tomorrow. Rowan drags his hands all over my body, stroking me with featherlight touches.

Moving above me, he repositions himself so he can see me, watching me as he pulls out. I immediately notice his absence, lifting my head as I see him getting off the bed. He moves over to the side, immediately finding me as he bends forward. I let out a gasp as he slides his arm beneath me, lifting me into the air.

“What are you doing?”

He smiles at me, his lips finding mine before he starts to walk toward the bathroom door. “Taking you to the bath,” he says softly, his eyes slowly searching my expression. “I want to wash you and clean you up and then bring you back here so I can hold you while you fall asleep beside me one last time.” He pauses, his throat bobbing as he swallows, and my chest constricts. “Is that okay?”

I don’t dare trust myself to speak. I swallow back my emotions, pulling my bottom lip between my teeth as I incline my head forward. “I can’t think of a better way to spend my last night in Aston.”

Sadness passes through his expression. “Good.”

He carries me into the bathroom, kind and gentle as he sets me down and draws a bath. After the tub is filled, he helps me in, before easing in behind me. There’s nothing sexual about it, but the intimacy is unlike anything I’ve experienced before. He washes my body, cleaning every inch before washing and conditioning my hair for me.

He makes good on his promise and carries me back to his room afterward, tossing me one of his t-shirts to sleep in before pulling me into his arms. My back is pressed against his chest and his face is in my hair, breathing me in.

Rowan may not think he’s relationship material, but I’ve never met a man as kind and as doting as him. He’s a safe place to lay your head at night, a comforting shoulder when the world feels heavy. He’s everything someone would want in a potential partner.

And whoever ends up capturing his heart will be the luckiest woman in the world.