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ERIK

D on’t believe anything Kayden tells you.

He puts on this ridiculous act, boasting about how he’s the master of the universe, in the driver’s seat of life, and can control every situation he comes across.

Puh- lease . I hadn’t made that comment about his Mister Goodbar fight to be funny, you know.

I’d said it because he could control next to nothing.

If he thought he could will his urges away, he had another thing coming. I saw the way he’d looked at me. After that last conversation, my own willpower had hung by a thread, but I wouldn’t let it bother me. Instead of ignoring those feelings, I wanted to understand them.

Kayden would never comprehend that if he lived to be a hundred. Period.

After practice, I waited, sitting alone in a corner, head hung low, and my fingers laced together. I meant to confront Kayden again but didn’t know exactly what to say. Normally I planned out my tough conversations, rehearsing them in my head before they happened.

I watched Kayden at his locker, admiring his strong back and broad shoulders as he combed his hair.

He placed his comb, deodorant, and styling gel on the top shelf before closing the door.

Then he turned, and his eyes landed on me.

I know they did. He could pretend I didn’t exist all he wanted, but I knew better.

I’d starred in his hot, sweaty dreams just as much as he had in mine.

“Hold it!”

Kayden froze. He’d been stubborn as hell, but he still responded to my commands, at least if I poured authority into my voice. I rose and shuffled over to him.

“I thought I told you not to talk to me.” He kept his back to me.

“I know you did, but since when do I take orders from you?”

He turned and cocked an eyebrow like he couldn’t believe I would dare speak to him that way. Now I stared into those stunning green eyes. Before, I’d felt scared, as if teetering on the edge of a cliff about to fall into an abyss. Now the consequences didn’t matter.

No fear.

But Kayden was still afraid. Scared shitless, actually. I knew that even if he denied it.

“I’m telling you not to fuck with me, De Ruiter. I’ve been nice up until now.”

Kayden puffed his chest out, exerting an authority all his own. That didn’t scare me, though. The more he acted all tough, the more I wanted to overcome his strength. He tried to look away from me, but I reached out, touching my fingers to his chin, and guided him back.

He peered into my eyes, trying to reclaim control, like that would be worth the risk. After all, he couldn’t allow me to overpower him. I felt light and tingly, wild with anticipation but unafraid.

“I’ll give you ten seconds to get out of here.”

I shook my head.

“I’m telling you, De Ruiter. You’re asking for it.”

“What are you gonna do to me, huh?”

“You know damn well what. Now get the fuck away from me before I…”

His voice sounded weak, and so did mine. Neither of us had any power left to stop. I remembered the feeling of helplessness from both kisses. I’d experienced the feeling not just of letting go, but having no choice but to give in.

Willpower meant nothing when tensions ran this high.

We fell into each other’s arms again, like we couldn’t he left alone in a room together without succumbing to our urges.

He pushed me up against the lockers, as if to trap me.

He mashed his face against mine. Our bodies pressed hard together, allowing me to feel his heaving chest and also his powerful hard-on against my leg again.

You wanted it inside you, my inner voice said.

I still did. That would only happen if Kayden didn’t break away from the kiss this time. He showed no signs of stopping anything.

He planted kisses along my cheek before burying his face in my neck. I gasped, thrusting my head back, wanting nothing more than to submit to him. Then I ran my hands up and down his back, feeling Kayden’s heat.

“I can feel your cock,” I panted.

“I can feel yours.”

“I want you inside me.”

Kayden didn’t promise to put anything in me, but speaking my desires out loud compelled him to wrap his hand around my meat and squeeze.

I gasped again and then groaned like I’d been touched by someone other than myself for the first time ever.

Then I groped Kayden’s cock, stroking and kneading it through his jeans.

Oh my God, it felt even bigger in my hand than when pressed against my leg.

“Fuuuuuck.”

Kayden also sounded like no one had ever touched him down there before. I knew that couldn’t really be true. Having a guy do that for the first time must’ve driven him crazy in the best way possible. That was how I felt, at least.

I had to see his cock, had to stroke it bare, had to taste it. Worse, I needed my pants to come off. If they didn’t, I might go insane.

His arms tangled themselves in mine as his fingers searched for my shirt.

He grabbed a handful, lifted it over my head, and tossed it onto the floor.

Before I knew it, his lips had found my chest, kissing my pecs.

He took my left nipple in his mouth, and I felt the wet warmth of his tongue envelop it.

He swirled his tongue around it first before nibbling.

“Oh, fuck yeah.” Those words hung from my lips as my fingers swam through his hair.

Then I reached across his back, groping for his shirt tail, pulling it all the way up to his neck, but struggled to get it over his head.

He yanked it off, tossing it away, exposing his perfect chest and six-pack abs to me.

I gazed upon them like a banquet. Then I ran my tongue along the crease between his pecs, kissing his chest and stomach, moving lower and lower, until I reached his belt buckle.

Nothing would stop me from taking what I wanted—needed.

“You want that, don’t you,” he said. It wasn’t a question, but a statement of fact. “And you’re going to be a good boy?”

I smiled but didn’t nod.

“How do I know you’re gonna be good?”

I smiled wider to let him know I would totally make this worth his while.

“Then let’s see what you’ve got.”

He stepped back to let me do the honors.

I unhooked his belt, letting the straps hang free, and then unfastened the button at the top of his pants.

Taking the zipper between my fingers, I eased his fly open, and he pushed his jeans down for me.

That left the pair of boxer briefs that could barely contain his meat anymore.

I peeled them off, allowing his cock to spring free.

Kayden’s circumcised prick looked like an upturned hook. I took it in my hand, stroking it, kissing its length, and nibbling at the tip before taking it hungrily into my mouth.

“Oh fuck…” Kayden gasped. “Suck that cock. That’s it. Just like that.”

Oh yes, we’d reached the point of no return and could do absolutely nothing about it.

I drew his member deep into my mouth, finding it hot and throbbing.

I worked it with my hand, twisting and stroking, bathing it with my tongue.

Kayden’s grunts and groans encouraged me.

When his breathing quickened, I knew he’d turned into putty in my hands.

Then he pulled out of my mouth, hooked his hands under my arms, and pulled me back to my feet.

He must’ve known I needed my pants to come off in the worst way, because he wasted no time. He crouched and yanked them straight down, all but snatching my cock from my boxer briefs like an animal.

His eyes widened when he gazed upon it. I didn’t know if the size had stunned him or if he’d felt shocked by seeing another man’s cock so closely for the first time. None of that really mattered. I only cared that I’d finally bared myself to him.

When he took me in his mouth, I felt faint.

And then I closed my eyes, rolling my head back and forth against the lockers.

His fingers curled around my length as he opened wide and drew the head past his lips.

If nothing else, I could tell he’d never sucked a dick before, but that didn’t matter.

All I cared was feeling the wet warmth of Kayden’s perfect mouth.

“Oh my God, baby,” I said. “You suck so fucking good.”

His fingertips drummed the underside of my balls, driving me wild. Ditto for his incredible hair brushing against my stomach as he went to work on me. It felt better than any other time someone had taken my cock into their mouth.

And I was going to come. Kayden might have had no experience sucking dick, but it felt incredible all the same, and I knew I would explode into his mouth any minute now. I couldn’t let that happen.

You want his cock inside you, my inner voice reminded me.

That was right. I wanted it inside me. I wanted Kayden to fuck me. If I came now, we probably wouldn’t reach that part. Maybe he would suck me to completion and come to his senses. No matter what, I had to show him I had real stamina.

I pulled out of his mouth, trying to steady my labored breathing. When he stared up at me, a hungry look burning in his eyes, I helped him back to his feet. I threw my arms around him, and our eyes locked on one another again like we would soon fall into another deep kiss.

“Fuck me,” I said.

He didn’t ask, “Are you serious?” or “Are you sure?” In fact, he said nothing at all. The man who’d already drafted his Hall of Fame speech seemed hellbent on letting his actions do the talking. Kayden took over with all the confidence and strength I wanted him to have.

We didn’t need to tell each other anything now. His eyes commanded me. I laid back on a nearby bench, rolling myself up, and drawing my legs back so my knees almost touched my chest.

Then he spat onto his finger, which he inserted into my asshole inch by slow inch.